Chapter 312: Looking Back at the Past
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The current Yin Chuqing shouldn't know, she doesn't know that the self in front of her is no longer her former best friend Mo Yuxi.
"Xiaoxi, do you remember where we first met?" Yin Chuqing leaned her back against the wall, she tried her best to calm down her emotions, and wanted to talk about the past slowly.
Ye Yuxi shook his head.
"You must not remember, who made you such a proud person before, you don't take anyone in your eyes, you have always been so proud, excellent, you are the kind of girl we all want to be the most, you know?" Yin Chuqing looked at her.
"I think you definitely don't know how good you were at that time, how desirable you were, there were no messy things in your family, you had a father and mother who loved you, your family was also very rich, you lived a life no worse than any of us, you knew how to play the piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and every time in the eyes of the teacher, you were the best student."
"You have lived all of a sudden, and you have lived to be someone else's child in the eyes of your parents, you know? At that time, many boys liked you very much, and since you were a child, your relationship with the opposite sex was always much better than ours. β
"When you were in elementary school, your desk was always stuffed with delicious food and drink by those boys, and you lived in that environment where the stars and the moon were held by the stars since you were a child, but you didn't even notice it."
"You know what? Every time you tell me that you don't want these gifts, my mood is complicated and weird, and I actually feel very uncomfortable at that time, because I feel that I don't seem to be much different from you, but why don't I have such treatment? γβ
"So for a while, I especially like to imitate you, no matter what clothes you buy, I will buy the same one as you, no matter what you eat, the next day I must eat those things you eat, no matter what you like, I must also like the thing you like, I think that as long as I do the same thing as you, everyone will definitely like me, and will definitely be more good to me."
"You also know that there is always an inexplicable sense of conceit in people's hearts, I never felt that I was inferior to you, and I didn't feel that I was inferior to you, but then I found out that the things I did, in a word now, are Dong Shi Xiaofeng."
"It's really ridiculous, I thought I was doing this, I would make a difference, but in fact, it wasn't like this at all, I chose to be friends with you in order to get more boys and girls."
"To be honest, when I approached you at the beginning, I did have a purpose, my purpose was to hope that other boys would come to please me, and then let me do something, whether it was for you or for myself, I also wanted to be held by the stars, I always wanted to be like that."
"But then I found out that because of this kind of thing, my heart will be more unbalanced, I will be more sad, more uncomfortable, because everyone approaches me for a purpose, all for you, over time, I am very angry, I feel that my existence is only so little use, so do you remember? For a while, I didn't want to go with you, I didn't want to be friends with you, I made everyone isolate you, I thought I would have a good time. β
"But no, when I saw you alone, my heart was still sad, at first I thought you would hate me, you would hate me, especially when I reconciled with you, but I didn't expect that you accepted me very happily, that day you cried, you said you didn't know what you did wrong, it would make me unhappy, and then you hugged me tightly, you said you wanted to be friends with me for life."
"I thought, how can I be so disgusting? How can I hurt you. β
"That, it's also the first time I've found out where your charm is, that is, you are very kind, you never seem to be willing to hurt any heat, no matter who it is, you don't want to hurt, you always stand here, always waiting for those of us who left to come back, so many years, you have never changed, the hurt that others give you, you can always quickly forget, you always don't want to hold grudges, you seem to be able to forgive others quickly."
"It doesn't matter what other people do, you don't care."
"Xiaoxi, in fact, I regret it, I regret these things that happened later." Yin Chuqing said these things, Ye Yuxi actually didn't know at all.
"Maybe my change has something to do with the way you treat me, have you considered how much damage your behavior will cause me?" Ye Yuxi asked.
Yin Chuqing nodded, "Of course I thought about it, but I didn't think about it that much at the time, I really didn't think about it that much, I just felt that I wanted to be happy, to put it bluntly, I was jealous of you, really, I was jealous." β
"Later, didn't we go to junior high school together? When I was in junior high school, I think it should be the happiest thing for us at that time, we go to school every day, get out of school, go shopping together, buy clothes we like, buy bags together, we are really happy, there are still many people pursuing you in school at that time, but I have already looked down on this matter, and I will even help you reject some men you hate. β
"Because at that time I was thinking, you are my best friend in life, it is right to do this thing, and it's okay, but you are always too polite, every time I help you, you always have to say thank you many times, and then you are always very polite, and you will compensate me with a lot of things, or you always have to do something for me."
"I've said many times that you don't need to, but you always don't listen, you always go your own way, and you always stick to your ideas and ideas like this."
"You know what? You have always been a weak girl in my heart, but once something happened, and you made me see a different you. β
"At that time, weren't there always some people in the school who would bully students who studied well? Of course, we weren't very good at studying, you know, so we were always bullied at that time. β
"Because you are always liked by a lot of boys, although some people want to exclude you, but they never dare to do anything to you, but I am different, I was always held in the school toilet at that time, either giving money or being beaten."
"At that time, I thought it was a shame, so I didn't want to tell you, I was wronged and I wouldn't tell you, but you were careful, you saw the wounds on my body, and you also noticed that I was unhappy, I actually didn't know at all, and this incident was told to me later."
"Because you want to know what's going on, you keep following me, you find out about it, and then after I'm gone, you go into the toilet and fight with those guys."
"I didn't know anything about this at the time, I just remember that when I saw you later, you were very injured, you helped me get the money back, and you also told the teacher, at that time I thought, Xiaoxi, you are the hero in my heart, how can you be so brave? It's amazingβ"
"You are like a sun, bringing me a warm and warm feeling, so warm that I don't want to give up on you in my life."
The more Yin Chuqing spoke, the more gentle her tone became.
"In the past few days in prison, I have been thinking about these things, why my relationship with you has become the way it is, I really can't understand."
"Xiaoxi, I regret losing such a friend as you, and I also feel very sorry, and secondly, I feel very sentimental."
Yin Chuqing said this, and suddenly fell silent.
"Yin Chuqing, I am very grateful to you for being by my side for so many years, you used to be very good to me, I also know, I also know that you hate me and hate me because of Han Shuche's relationship. But I've always told you that I've never liked Han Shuche, it's you who have always regarded me as an imaginary enemy. β
"So you always target me like this, but I don't say anything, I have always been tolerant of you, and I am still lenient with you despite the many wrong things you have done." Ye Yuxi said slowly.