The roaring winter, like a stitch, blows every wisp of cold wind into the heart, making people defenseless. Fortunately, there are many people in the classroom, and there is enough heating, Lin Xiaoya is most afraid that after the evening self-study, she will return to the cold bed, and the diary at this time is also cold. Before I knew it, I had already written two books, both of which recorded the daily life with Xiaobai. Sometimes she especially wants her diary to be seen by Xiaobai, so that he can know how much he cares about him. She didn't want to be so deliberate, what would happen if they were really together? It's the same when they're not together, it's enough to see him laughing. Lin Xiaoya's liking at this time does not have a trace of impurities, like is always able to see, like is to be able to care silently, without a little thought.

I don't know when it started, Han Xue always asked Lin Xiaoya to accompany her to go shopping, accompany her to take a bath, and accompany her to her house to play. Of course, every time it will be related to Xiaobai. Accompany her to buy the tapes that Xiaobai likes to listen to, they will brave the heavy snow, from the school in the west of the city to the "Sanwei Study" in the east, only his tape is close to the genuine recently, where will there be a real genuine in such a small city. It's like that hazy feeling, like love, but I don't know what real love is. Then she gave it to Xiaobai with joy, but she didn't know that Lin Xiaoya had also paid silently for him in the wind and snow.

Accompany Han Xue to take a bath, and also go to the bathhouse downstairs of Xiaobai's house, just like pinching the time, you can always meet Xiaobai's mother who is also taking a bath there, and when they are rubbing each other's backs and chatting about Xiaobai, his mother will go home and tell Xiaobai that she heard her classmates discussing him in the bathhouse, but Han Xue and Lin Xiaoya don't know which one in the bathhouse is his mother. Of course, I don't know if it's good or bad things that we've talked about, and Xiaobai hasn't been beaten, so he shouldn't have said anything excessive. Now that I think about it, it's probably because on the weekend, everyone is off, and the time for eating and resting will be about the same. Therefore, his mother was very familiar with them, so much so that many years later, Lin Xiaoya went to attend the wedding of Xiaobai and Han Xue, and when she toasted, Xiaobai's mother recognized Lin Xiaoya at a glance, and said very enthusiastically and familiarly: "Xiaoya is here!" It's getting prettier! Eat and drink more. "It felt like seeing an old friend. It should be regarded as Lin Xiaoya's fulfillment of their fate to become a family.

When I finally went to Han Xue's beauty salon to play, of course, Xiaobai would not be missing. A game for three people, fighting the landlord. The snacks of the three people are almost all Xiaobai's favorite food. At this time, Xiaobai should be very happy. You can tell from his growing smile.

The time was spent in the three of them talking and laughing, and soon it was the second semester. There are fewer and fewer letters and notes between Lin Xiaoya and Xiaobai, but Lin Xiaoya finds that Xiaobai and Han Xue are always passing notes, and the two of them are angry. When they were angry, Xiaobai in the back would suddenly throw his book on the ground and stare at Han Xue angrily, but Han Xue didn't cry, laugh or look at Xiaobai, just forbearantly continued to do the question. At this time, Lin Xiaoya didn't even know why they were angry or happy with each other, as if even the relationship between friends had faded out a lot. Finally on Valentine's Day, Lin Xiaoya went to the office to deliver homework, and heard the head teacher call Xiaobai's mother and say that she was free to come over, saying that he was in love in the class, which affected her studies very much.

"Hehe" Lin Xiaoya sneered in her heart and walked out of the office stiffly. She was laughing at herself, at her own sluggishness, at her own innocence, at her patheticness, at her thinking that she was close to them and could be us. Walking and walking became her and them. He lost him while walking, and he lost himself as he walked. It was Lin Xiaoya who pushed the person he liked out with his own hands, but he really didn't know that Lin Xiaoya liked him very much? Do you know what to do? There is a girl who likes him more and understands him better, why not accept it? is much stronger than Lin Xiaoya, an awkward person.

Back in class, Lin Xiaoya looked at Xiaobai and Han Xue. Both of them had extremely bad faces, so they should have been talked to by the head teacher first. She felt embarrassed. There's no way to comfort or pretend I don't know. So, Lin Xiaoya dragged Zeng Lili to the playground together, just for a walk, Zeng Lili, who was not good at words, stayed by Lin Xiaoya's side silently and didn't say a word. Yes, what Lin Xiaoya needs is this kind of companionship, she just needs to be quiet and sad, and she needs someone to accompany her. Tears flowed down her face, quietly soaking a large part of the school uniform. After a while, Zeng Lili pulled her to a fried skewer stall outside the school and said, "I'll treat you to chicken cutlets." This is my favorite food. ”

"It looks good, and it smells very good." In front of the delicacy, Lin Xiaoya seemed to have eaten the elixir and finally smiled. Since then, the weekend game time has become fried skewer time and movie time between Lin Xiaoya and Xiaoli. They will buy lots and lots of fried skewers, and then rent a funny movie "East Becomes West", "That Kid is So Handsome", and Xiaoli's favorite Eason Chan concert. How many weekends have I spent like this?

The two of them sometimes hummed the same nursery rhyme for some reason, and on April Fool's Day, they would tacitly tease a boy in the class who looked honest and had a good temper, write him anonymous love letters, fill his sandwich biscuits with toothpaste, and put a small water balloon under his cushion...... This boy who seemed to have a good temper was inexplicably bullied by Lin Xiaoya for a lifetime......

Sometimes fate gives two people a huge magnetic field, and when two people encounter this force majeure attraction, they will merge the worlds of two people into one world, exchange all the information of each other and coexist. But suddenly a person turned around, the direction of the magnetic field changed, and the repulsive force instantly bounced away from the world of the two people, and the thing called fate disappeared between the two, as if they were unrelated to each other, and there was no story.

This heart-warming story of Lin Xiaoya's first love, although it didn't end perfectly and was bounced off, she still silently cared about him in the three years of high school, for example, when she was on duty, she would always leave at the latest, and before leaving, she would wipe Xiaobai's new glasses after becoming myopia, sort out the books scattered on his desk, and then sit in his seat for a while to feel the familiar smell of tobacco. Perhaps, he didn't notice that his glasses had become cleaner, maybe he found that his desk had become tidy, but he thought that Han Xue had helped him tidy it up. For example, during the art festival, Lin Xiaoya sacrificed her listening time for the Korean group dance choreographed by Xiaobai and several handsome guys, carried a large tape recorder, and found rehearsal venues for them everywhere, played music, and borrowed costumes, just to have the opportunity to see Xiaobai a few more times.

Lin Xiaoya didn't care if he knew it or not, she was grateful to the boy who had given her warmth and happiness in her youth. In the graduation book, Xiaobai left Lin Xiaoya a photo of winking and smiling playfully, wearing his favorite white shirt and the ripped jeans when they first met.

Perhaps, Xiaobai will also cherish the good past between them for a lifetime.