Chapter 249: Illusory Happiness

"Brother, please give me some time, if I am ready to leave here completely, I will be willing to come forward to clarify these things for you. I hope you can understand my struggle, I really don't have anything at all.

After this toss, not only did he not get anything, but he also made himself reach the point of being targeted by the public and feeling ashamed, and he was even more shameless. If you are more generous, let me stay by his side for a while longer! ”

"I just don't want to be generous now, so what can I do? With him so close, I can't open the door of his room so generously, how much better can I be than you? The battle between me and Xu Xiaoyu is all on the bright side! You're happier than we are now. ”

"This happiness is illusory, not real. For the so-called happiness of this moment, I have exhausted everything I have in my life. There are too many regrettable and regrettable things, but no matter what, it is too late and cannot be completed. Brother, you must be happy in the future! ”

"The road ahead is unknown, who could have predicted? But if you want to wear the crown, you must bear its weight, for your brother Zhang, no matter how hard, difficult, and tired it is, I will admit it. During this time, you can take care of him instead of me! If you have anything or anything, you can call me at any time. It's not early, I'm going back. ”

With that, Fang Longxing stood up and prepared to leave here.

"Just stay here! Don't go back if you're too tired during this time. Fang Qianyi was sincerely retaining Fang Longxing, and when he saw Mr. Fang with a tired face, he would still feel distressed in his heart. This is his own big brother after all! In the depths of his heart, there was more guilt at the same time!

"Then I'll stay with you for the night! By the way, Qianyi, when are you going to give him his phone back? ”

Originally, Fang Longxing wanted to return to his residence, but deep down in his heart, he was really reluctant to leave! As soon as he heard Fang Qianyi's retention, he couldn't take a step. At the same time, Mr. Fang also expected that when Zhang Fengyi wanted to see him, he would be able to see him as soon as possible.

"It's not that I don't want to give it back, it's that he didn't ask me for it at all. If he mentions it to me, can I give it back to him! I'm just as spoiled by him as you are, don't I? I think when he figured everything out, he would ask me for his phone back! ”

After speaking, Fang Qianyi shrugged his shoulders as if deprecating himself, revealing a look that was difficult for people to figure out, maybe only he knew how bitter his heart was!

"That's fine, let him be quiet! I hope he can come out of the shadow of Wang Haitao's death as soon as possible! As for the good or bad mood of his current situation, it is not something that you and I can persuade and comfort. When Fang Longxing said these words, he felt more powerless.

"Brother Zhang, he has no appetite for the past few days, which is what annoys me the most."

"It's not hard! What the dietitian makes, he may not like to eat. I'll make him breakfast and dinner from now on! I'm afraid lunch won't work, there are so many things to deal with. Maybe I'm going to move in with you tomorrow, Qianyi, are you welcome? ”

"It's already the end of this, can I stop it anymore? If I do any more damage to his body, I will kill him, and my own heart will be gone. ”

"Even if he doesn't want to see me, it's good to be able to eat the food I cook. Doing so might help him come out of the shadows sooner! ”

"Brother, I don't have a temper at all now, you are so good to him! I also hope that he will soon be able to return to his former self, both mentally and physically. ”

"Be good to him, I should be! In the future, I will be doubly good to him, this is what I owe him since I was a child. How? What do you mean by that: Are you really going to bless us this time? Don't want to tell him how much you love him anymore? ”

"Brother, don't make fun of me anymore! Love is sometimes not up to you. It's not like looking at how happy others are, and you can get your wish. Especially those of us who want to snatch love, even if we get it for a short time, it won't last long. ”

"Qianyi, you are really mature! Don't regret it? Author: Jin Lan Xiuxian

"Brother, I really fell in love with him, I don't regret it, but after doing these crazy things, I do regret it. I really want to go back to the moment when I first came to China, so that I will still be your good brother. Now that I've done so many wrong things, even if you all forgive me, I won't be able to get over this level myself. ”

"Even if there are some things that cannot be undone, as long as it is sincere repentance! What I am most afraid of is that I don't admit my mistakes from the heart, and I hope that many things are still in time. When Fang Longxing said these words, he was not conniving at Fang Qianyi, but out of an elder brother's tolerance for his younger brother.

"Brother, I now realize: people really can't use their youth as a reason to shirk their responsibilities. Once some mistakes are made, they are really powerless. While causing harm to others, it also brings misfortune to oneself. So whatever you do, don't be irrational or too impulsive, because we can't afford the catastrophic destruction of our souls. ”

"Most of people's lives are grown up in exploration, and there is no perfect textbook to teach us how to grasp our lives. Even if there is, it depends on the person who can take action after watching it. Everyone may understand the truth, but when it comes to implementation, it becomes a different situation, especially when facing personal emotional problems. Sometimes, our actions are really out of the control of our intellect and mind. ”

"Brother, you're right, we're all fans of the authorities! But when it comes to reality, it's hard for us to be a bystander, isn't it? I wanted to make the person I like feel the love from me, and I wanted him to know how much I loved him, but it all turned out to be messed up. ”

Fang Qianyi sat up, then glanced at Fang Longxing. When he saw Fang Longxing's eyes, his heart was also full of guilt. Because the response from Mr. Fang was that there was no complaint, what was revealed in his eyes was: a pool of clear and refreshing sweet springs.

"While I feel sympathy and understanding for you, I also feel that we are in the same way. We're all wrong! Love is not spoken, it is not that you love it more, you love it more. Even if you do a lot, if you don't think about it from the perspective of your lover, the final result will be futile. ”

"Brother, then what do you say love is?" Fang Qianyi looked at Fang Longxing's eyes and asked very seriously.

"I can't say clearly, love can't be explained in one or two sentences. If it is true love, there should be no fear in true love. If there is fear, then you can't have full love. Love is sometimes very contradictory......"

"The paradox is that once you fall in love, you will have all kinds of worries and fears. Worried that he would be like this, and worried that he would be like that. Afraid that he will be angry; afraid that he will not be happy; fear that he will be harmed; I'm afraid that he will be sad and disappointed......

From then on, whatever I did, I became cautious. Even every word and deed, a smile and a cheek, are all in order to win the laughter of their lovers. Then there is no self, and for the person who loves, he will go down to the dust. ”

Without waiting for Fang Longxing to finish speaking, Fang Qianyi took over. What he said was his stomach full of bitterness and endless grievances.

"Love is: 'I have you, you have me.'" Caring for each other and missing each other is only one aspect, as long as you fall in love with someone, your whole life will have a bond and intersection from then on. Even the two people who love each other the most can't make any decisions for each other, right? Before making any decision, ask yourself your heart, will he like it if I do this? ”

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