Chapter 6: I Am Your Wingless Bird
The moonlight poured on Lin Xiaoya's bed like water, and the roommates all slept, Lin Xiaoya took out the letters again by the moonlight by the window and savored them.
He said, "The seven-day holiday of National Day is very difficult, and I think about you every day." He said, "I haven't written a love letter, so I don't know if this letter a day is a report or a love letter." He said, "I'm used to playing with you every day, I'm used to seeing you pouting my little mouth angrily, it's really uncomfortable not to see you these days, do I often come to your mind?" ”
Strangely, the payment under each letter is Kiwi. "What do you mean? What about testing me as a representative of the English class? Lin Xiaoya happily put all the letters under the pillow, took out the diary, and told every thought of Xiaobai with the early spring atmosphere of a girl, but she didn't turn these into letters and give them back, she just carefully treasured all her emotions. She felt that every day she slept with these beautiful thoughts, her hair must grow very quickly, she was willing to let these three thousand love threads entangle her, thinking that she could see that clean and smart face when she opened her eyes, and the corners of her mouth were unconsciously sweet. It's nice to fall asleep with hope like this.
The next morning for self-study, Xiaobai stretched out his hand to Lin Xiaoya, and Lin Xiaoya slapped her when she went up! "What? Come early in the morning and ask me for tolls? If you don't have money, you need to die! Hee-hee"
"Haha, pretend to be confused with me! It's been a day, and you don't reply to me, and if you don't hand over something, I'll be robbed by the way! The estrangement between Xiaobai and Xiaoya disappeared without a trace, and they began to flirt again.
"I'm not good at writing, and I don't have the habit of replying to letters, but I'm really curious! What does Kiwi mean? Do you like to eat kiwi? Your brain circuits are too strange! Lin Xiaoya asked Xiaobai straightforwardly.
"Well, it's terrible to be uneducated! Let's take our time to find out for yourself! Xiaobai replied angrily, then ignored Lin Xiaoya, stacked a small pillow with a book, put his head on it, and fell asleep!
"I'm drunk when I wake up so early to go to bed!" Lin Xiaoya sometimes really can't understand Xiaobai's various behaviors. For example, after Eleven came back, the teacher asked him to practice the piano in the evening. He should have gone to the piano room to practice the piano during the evening self-study time, but he didn't leave until he followed Lin Xiaoya in the class and pretended to finish the English listening questions. There are three sessions of evening self-study, and after the first session, Lin Xiaoya goes to listen to him practice, and sometimes she can't find others, as if she went to an Internet café to play CS and a strong orchestra. Then the third class suddenly returned to the classroom, and the whereabouts were really mysterious. Didn't the master at the door lock the door? How could he get in and out of the school like no man's land?
One night for self-study, Lin Xiaoya excused herself to go to the toilet and came out of the classroom a while early to watch Xiaobai practice the piano, and happened to run into him going out over the wall. "Stop! Hands up! Lin Xiaoya suddenly screamed, so frightened that Xiaobai fell off the wall, and gave Lin Xiaoya a smile. Xiaobai patted the ash on his pants and put a finger in front of his mouth in a "shhhhh
"O ancestors! Be quiet! If you get caught, you're done. What are you doing here? Xiaobai whispered.
"I'm here to investigate your situation, I've always been mysterious lately, and I'm responsible for you as the leader." Lin Xiaoya said righteously.
"Come, you jump out too, I'll take you to a fun place. Do you dare to go? Xiaobai said with a smile.
"Go and go, who is afraid of whom" Lin Xiaoya finished unconvinced, and jumped out as light as a swallow, all kinds of walls did not stump Lin Xiaoya when she was a child.
After leaving the school, the two were walking side by side on the side of the road, two long figures were pulled out under the street lamp, Xiaobai took out a box of cigarettes from his pocket, lit it, popped one, he naturally put the cigarette in his mouth, this set of actions in one go, natural. Lin Xiaoya was not surprised, she had seen him smoking, and even liked the way he smoked, with a faint smell of tobacco. Xiaobai suddenly stood still and took out a lighter, but it was a little windy, and he couldn't light the fire. "Come, dear, help me out of the wind." Xiaobai turned the lighter to the maximum, Lin Xiaoya obediently approached him, only to hear the sound of "brush", a large string of flames burst out, and then a burning smell came to his nose. The two were stunned for a few seconds, and then Lin Xiaoya burst out laughing.
"Hahahaha, you idiot! Why do you have long eyelashes? Now it's time to go back to the furnace and rebuild! There's not a single one left."
"Still laughing? Help me see if my eyebrows are there? Xiaobai frowned, and put his head in front of Lin Xiaoya's eyes, this distance is equivalent to the tip of the nose to the tip of the nose, Lin Xiaoya looked at the beautiful face that came over in a sluggish manner, her breathing stopped, and she stumbled and said, "No, no." It's just that the eyelashes are burned to a point. The eyebrows are fine. No, it doesn't affect your beauty. ”
He flicked the curtain down and said, "It's fine." It's all your fault, you're too skinny to block the wind. Hmm, didn't you check Kiwi? ”
"Well, it's a kiwi!" Xiao Ya said around a pair of restless little hands.
"Kiwi is a wingless bird. Heaven is so fond of joking, even though he is a bird, he doesn't give him wings. The greatest desire is to fly, but this dream can never be fulfilled. Those with low self-esteem can only go out day and night, disguising themselves. There was endless sadness in Xiaobai's eyes, and he didn't know how many stories were in them.
"I am your wingless bird, always trying to fly towards you, but I can't catch up with you." Xiaobai turned his head and said to Lin Xiaoya.
"Oh, did you just burn a fool? What nonsense? Where's the fun you mean? Lin Xiaoya snorted and changed the topic.
"Hehe, if you don't want to hear it, forget it. Just turn the corner ahead. The two of them went around a turntable and came to an Internet café, and when they reached the second floor, a boy waved at him, "Here, why is it so slow today?" Hey, who's this girl? ”
"My friend, take her out for a walk. Network management, open two machines. With that, he sat next to the boy and let Lin Xiaoya sit on the other side of him.
"Apply for a QQ for you, and you can find me on this in the future! I'm your first netizen! Xiaobai returned to the appearance of a hippie smile.
"And what game should I play with you?" Lin Xiaoya asked blankly.
"Band Band, I guess you're not interested in gun games. Let me show you my piano hand, the speed on the keyboard, hee-hee. Xiaobai transferred them to a game arena and began their musical game journey. It wasn't until many years later that when Lin Xiaoya, who was an old man, quarreled with her husband and ran away from home, she felt that she had nowhere to go, and finally drove a car, found an Internet café, played the same music game, and immersed herself in music, as if she had returned to the happiest and most worry-free time, as if all the troubles and pains could be escaped by herself.