Chang Shenghua spoke naturally, but An Qiu listened to it silently for a long time.

After a long time, An Qiu said: "The meaning of everyone is happy...... Shouldn't it be how happy everyone is? ”

Well, it seems that An Qiu himself is not happy...... Chang Shenghua said lightly: "In fact, it is unlikely that someone can do one thing to satisfy everyone." ”

The corners of An Qiu's mouth curved, revealing a pale smile, "You're right. ”

Chang Sheng's painting is up to the end and he doesn't say anything more.

An Qiu didn't stop all the way, and drove directly to the airport in the next city, and then they left the car in the parking lot, and went to check in with their luggage.

When waiting for the plane, they didn't communicate much, Chang Shenghua was holding a tablet and was processing some emails, and An Qiu was sitting there in a daze.

When it was almost time, Chang Shenghua received an encrypted anonymous phone call, but she knew the number at the station of the dragon at a glance, and when she heard it, it was Ning Shaoming, who had returned to the station and completed a group of training, asked her if she had boarded the plane.

"I just found a seat," Chang Shenghua glanced sideways at the wings outside the window, "and it will fly in half an hour." ”

Then they chatted for more than ten minutes, and only when the plane broadcast reminded everyone that the mobile phone was turned off or turned to airplane mode, Ning Shaoming took the initiative to hang up the phone.

Chang Shenghua put down his phone and noticed that An Qiu was staring at her in a daze.

"What are you thinking?" Of course, Chang Shenghua didn't think that An Qiu was looking at her and was out of her mind.

Sure enough, An Qiu showed a somewhat pensive expression, "Do you think you've become weaker?" ”

With weakness, people can't be so unscrupulous.

Chang Shenghua smiled, "It's hard to say, sometimes I feel like I've become very strong." ”

Human beings are very strange creatures, lovers, family, friends, these can make them very vulnerable, but paradoxically, these beings can make them omnipotent.

To put it mildly, there will be a person occasionally who will make you willing to cherish and protect it.

An Qiu looked a little confused, "Even if you don't know why you have to be stronger?" ”

Chang Shenghua thought for a while, "Then why do you like it?" ”

An Qiu was silent for a few seconds, "There is no reason. ”

"So I don't know why, it's not that important," Chang Shenghua said lightly, "Anyway, people will only feel that they are not strong enough, and they will never feel that they are too strong." ”

An Qiu lowered his eyebrows, "Even if you do a lot of things that you're not sure are correct?" ”

The plane slowly began to move, taxiing towards the runway where it took off.

Chang Shenghua slowly fastened his seat belt and said: "I read a book before, and the book said a sentence that I think is quite interesting, to the effect that don't say that politics is patriotic, and don't engage in politics under the guise of patriotism...... What do you think? ”

An Qiu's eyes flickered a few times, "I think this sentence is quite right...... Do we still have to be patriotic in a political way? ”

Chang Sheng drew clearly, knowing that she had already touched the crux of An Qiu's problem, she said bluntly: "Why do you want to talk about politics and patriotism together? ”

An Qiu was slightly stunned, "But ......"

Chang Sheng painted: "Politics is work, patriotism is behavior, just like playing basketball and going to work, they can be compatible, but they have little to do with each other, you love the country does not mean that you can't engage in politics, and people who engage in politics are not unpatriotic." ”

An Qiu asked, "What if politics is wrong?" ”

"Is there a right or wrong way in politics?" Chang Shenghua smiled and sighed, "Politics is only divided into wins and losses and interests. ”

An Qiu's expression became obviously confused, "Then why is there politics?" That doesn't sound like a good thing. ”

Chang Shenghua really smiled now, "Where there are people, there are rivers and lakes, and where there are people, there is politics, what is the purpose of politics?" Not for patriotism, but for stability. ”

On the other hand, as long as there is a group, there will be order, and what is the management of a standardized order? That is politics, from the big country to the small locality, politics is needed. ”

"There is no political ...... To be honest, there is no patriotism at all, after all, the formation of politics also marks that a country is on the right track, and if everyone is not well fed and clothed, and the social order is still in chaos, patriotism is not easy to become a recognized collective behavior. ”

An Qiu was stunned when she heard this.

The radio was already prompting that the plane was about to take off, and Chang Shenghua unhurriedly concluded: "Political behavior may not always be good, there are always people who use it for personal gain, but there is nothing wrong with politics itself, the difference is only who uses it." ”

An Qiu was silent.

The plane took off slowly, the roar sounded in the ears, Chang Shenghua and An Qiu did not have the physique of motion sickness, so they looked at the small porthole together, watched the plane slowly rise from the ground, and finally burrowed into the sea of clouds.

Chang Shenghua suddenly asked: "Did the old leader criticize you, saying that you are not politically conscious enough?" ”

An Qiu pursed his lips, his eyes drooped, looking a little cold, he was already very young, he looked like a stubborn big boy, he stared at his knees, and said in a low voice: "Probably...... Sometimes I feel like things are unnecessary. ”

Chang Shenghua is not surprised that Yu Anqiu has such an idea.

Ounoho is a knife, or a knife hidden in the shadows, as soon as the knife is shot, it is always doing something more disgraceful, although the name is under the banner of the army, but in order to avoid being recognized when they are out on duty, they don't even implement a fully militarized model to train and live, and what they do is not considered to be too righteous in some respects.

In such an environment, people who are not strong enough are always prone to problems, but Ounoho will give priority to their psychological endurance when selecting members, and excellent field staff like An Qiu dare to let him go abroad even more so that he is extremely stable.

So now An Qiu has his own confusion, but this has not affected the state of his work, he is just questioning the value of what he is doing.

An Qiu looked sideways at Chang Shenghua, "Isn't it hypocritical for me to do this?" ”

Chang Shenghua shrugged his shoulders, "Everyone will have a time of hypocrisy. ”

She didn't comfort her by saying that it wasn't hypocritical or anything like that.

The flight attendant came over with a dining cart and handed each of them a meal on the plane.

Chang Shenghua unpacked the package, took out a Chinese-style burger, and couldn't help but snort.

It's really hard to be frugal from luxury, and she is used to the food at the Dragon Destroying Station and the feeding of the little lion, and now she feels that there is no taste when she sees this kind of fast food.

An Qiu is very accustomed to these foods, and at first glance, he eats this as a meal all year round, and he finishes a meal in three or two clicks, and he doesn't seem to be full yet.

Chang Shenghua gave her share of fruit and pineapple to An Qiu.

An Qiu was not polite, he took it and ate it, not a picky eater at all.

Chang Sheng drew a distraction, and then he thought of Ning Shaoming again.

Her little lion is sometimes expensive, and even raw meat can be eaten when she goes out, but as soon as she returns to a comfortable environment, she begins to be picky eaters, not spicy, sour, and fat, and if she is allowed to eat pumpkin and spinach, it is more like feeding him poison......

An Qiu nibbled on the pineapple bun and looked at Chang Sheng's painting a little puzzled, "I've seen your file, and you've changed a lot." ”

There is a gossip tabloid inside Ounoho, which likes to publish all kinds of strange things, purely entertaining, and occasionally writes about many legendary predecessors.

An Qiu had read the report about Chang Sheng's paintings, which described Chang Sheng's paintings as a woman with her own bloody rain, ruthless and ruthless, and no grass grew everywhere she went...... Anyway, that report can be regarded as a look.

However, this side reflects what kind of person Chang Shenghua is, not to mention that for this cooperation, An Qiu has also seen some of Chang Sheng's paintings that can be viewed, and has a little understanding of her character, but seeing her in person today, An Qiu feels that Chang Sheng's paintings are still a little far from the rumors.

Chang Shenghua thought for a while, "That's because Ning Shaoming is here today." ”

She had just separated from the little lion, and when she thought of each other, she felt a little soft, so she was interested in chatting with An Qiu, otherwise, An Qiu would only see a painting of Chang Sheng, who was just as bad-tempered as the rumor.

An Qiu's eyes were complicated, "Actually...... Your political consciousness is not very high, is it? ”

Chang Shenghua smiled slightly, with a hint of mockery in his eyes, "Don't say that, I resolutely complete the task every time." ”

An Qiu asked, "Haven't you ever had a time to question it?" ”

"No," Chang Shenghua thought for a while, "Maybe we live in different environments, you know I'm from the Chang family, so I've lived in a political environment since I was a child, so in my opinion, it's normal for us to carry out some tasks and have a close connection with politics, after all, ounoho itself is established in accordance with the evolution of politics, if you don't follow the direction of politics, this is putting the cart before the horse." ”

An Qiu was slightly stunned, "This ......"

"The most important thing is that in addition to that little power struggle, the purpose of political operation is also to keep this country from being bullied," Chang Shenghua shrugged, "There are other people who are busy making this country stronger, so let's prevent other countries from tossing us, and it's not a conflict, is it?" ”

An Qiu thought for a moment, "Even if such an act is not just?

Chang Shenghua shook his head, "You can be righteous, but there are always people who are playing mean, do you hold the banner of justice to reason with others, does it make sense?" And that's someone else's job, and we're only responsible for the mean part. ”

An Qiu looked at her stunned.

Chang Sheng's smile gradually faded, and his expression became serious and heavy, "Maybe you feel that what you are doing is not righteous enough and not fair enough, but when you entered Ounoho, someone should have told you that this place is a shadow that cannot be seen, and you must do things that cannot be seen, An Qiu, since you have chosen this path, don't regret it, there are many roads in this world that you can regret, but this is the only one that can't." ”

Why would Ounoho's field operatives commit suicide rather than reveal their identities after a mishap? Because they know that once they miss, the price is not as simple as losing a life.