304 Choices

She should be very happy to get this group of friends, I really hope that these children can always be together, accompany Shen Ting, and take her to the future well, and don't think about the past anymore.

went back to Anqing City to rest for a day, and the next day, Shen Ting went over according to the address, and Qiu Yihan and a few people also went with him, after all, with the last winter vacation, Anqing City was not particularly reassuring for several of them, Shen Ting of course did not refuse, originally An Chenyu also let himself bring a few of them over.

"Where is this? It felt like a hospital. Guo Zhinuo frowned, the surroundings were very quiet, it seemed that not many people came, they didn't know, but Shen Ting knew that this was not a hospital, but a nursing home to take care of patients.

The person An Chenyu asked her to come over to see probably guessed seven or eight, but she didn't expect that she would fall to this point.

Of course, all this still has to go back to the past, and the past is mostly not very important to her.

However, if it is her inside, we have to see if it is inside, and there seem to be few people who can make An Chenyu remember, most of them are in line with themselves.

As soon as they entered, there was someone at the main gate who was in charge of registration, Shen Ting asked them to wait here first, and went over to ask, "Hello." ”

"Hello," the staff was a woman in her twenties, who had been keeping her head down and remembering things, but when she heard the voice, she raised her head and smiled at her, because the nursing home was quieter, so the voice seemed clearer, "May I ask why I helped you?" "It's just a work attitude, and most of the people here have to maintain a friendly attitude, and people with good quality can come to work.

"I want to ask, is the girl from 104 here?" Shen Ting asked according to the information An Chenyu gave herself, but the person in front of her was stunned, and then looked it up on the computer.

"Yes," she seemed to stop talking, but finally sighed softly, "what do you want to do with her?" ”

"My friend asked me to come and see her, is it okay to trouble my sister to take me?" Shen Ting didn't know why she reacted this way, but she still had to say her purpose.

The staff nodded, stood up and led Shen Ting upstairs, "The girl at No. 104 is really pitiful, only her brother has been here all along, but she hasn't been here for a while." ”

"Brother?" Shen Ting stopped in some surprise, everyone stopped, and then looked at her puzzled, Shen Ting thought carefully, and then looked at the sister in front of her uncertainly, "The girl from No. 104, is it called An Yixin?" ”

"yes." The staff nodded, Shen Ting stepped back slightly, and Qiu Yihan hurriedly supported her so that she would not fall.

"Oh, I should have thought of that." Shen Ting stabilized her mind, suddenly smiled self-deprecatingly, and found that she seemed to have lost her temper, so she hurriedly smiled at them, "I'm fine, sister, take me there." ”

For a long time, An Chenyu has been very indifferent to An Yixin, but he can always endure her temper, but no one said that they are brother and sister, they just feel that they have the same surname, because in addition to their surnames An, their lives are very different, and they have not said anything about their relationship, many people speculate that An Chenyu likes An Yixin, but they didn't expect that such a relationship was in the past.

Room 104 is in the innermost part of the corridor, all the way through, each room has different people, most of them are people with problems, some rooms even have recuperators, only 104 is quiet, Shen Ting looked inside from the opening on the door, a girl with a face full of vicissitudes, her eyes drooping down, wearing a black dress, black is lifeless, and now she looks lifeless when she wears it.

"What's wrong with her?" Shen Ting still showed a little surprise, she didn't expect that the girl who pointed fingers at herself, An Yixin, who was alive and vibrant, would become the lifeless appearance she is now.

"She had depression." The staff said softly with compassionate eyes, Shen Ting and Qiu Yihan were shocked, depression is actually very terrible, "Five years ago, when this girl was sent here, she began to become like this, she didn't like to talk, and sometimes she scared herself and did some self-harming behaviors. ”

"An Chenyu is her brother." Shen Ting still asked more, there is really too much difference between them, their identity, life, and personality are completely people from two worlds, I don't know why they have become like this, and it is difficult to know that they will be brothers and sisters.

"Well, yes," the staff nodded, then looked at Shen Ting and smiled, "Depressed people are actually very scary, if you go in, you must be careful, all along, except for her brother and our staff, no one can approach her, if she sees an unfamiliar face, I am afraid that it will cause a lot of fear." ”

"Okay, thank you." After Shen Ting told her this, she watched her leave, and it wasn't until she disappeared into the corridor that Shen Ting put her eyes back into the room, just watching quietly, her expression couldn't tell her thoughts, so Qiu Yihan and they could only follow quietly beside them.

"Ting, are you going in?" Guo Zhinuo asked softly, after all, the girl inside looked very lonely, and she had depression, she had learned about depression, although she couldn't experience it, but she still felt that depression was really terrifying.

Shen Ting shook her head unknowingly, and lowered her face slightly, "I don't know, why didn't he tell me that the person here would actually be her." This girl is also the girl who was good to herself at the beginning, and at the same time, she is also the most ruthless person who dealt with her, I don't know why, they were originally like sisters, but as a result, she became ruthless and didn't consider other people's feelings at all, "Why is it her?" Why? ”

Qiu Yihan felt her entanglement and gently hugged her shoulder, "It's okay, we've always been there, if you don't want to go in, then we'll watch outside, if you want to go in, we will also accompany you, always with you." ”

"Well, no matter what decision you make, we support you and take care of you." Guo Zhinuo took Shen Ting's hand and asked her to choose by herself, they were behind her and her most solid backing.

Qiu Yiwen, Su Mu, Ling Qibin, Tan Shiyan and Wu Nan didn't speak, but they could also make Shen Ting feel their position, so they could only smile with relief, smiled at them gently, and then looked up at the people in the room, and the next moment, they couldn't help but tremble, only to see An Yixin inside, who had already raised his head, staring at her with lifeless eyes without any expression.

"......" Shen Ting clenched her fists, in the world, how can anyone let go of someone who has hurt her like this, and the hurt past can't make up for it, so she won't choose to forgive, after looking at her for a few seconds, Shen Ting still turned around and left, "I really can't break it, here, this Anqing City has always been my nightmare." ”

Watching Shen Ting leave, Qiu Yihan of course they wanted to follow, Guo Zhinuo glanced back at the room, but he was stunned, but in the end, he hurried to follow, "Wait for me." ”

And An Yixin in the room, those eyes full of deep and uncomfortable, tears overflowed from the eye sockets, slowly falling down the lines of her face, condensing to her chin, and finally dripping into her hands like droplets, gently opening her lips, "Shen, Ting," may be because she hasn't spoken for a long time, her voice is a little hoarse, as if she has a lot to say, but she can't say it.

After Shen Ting left the sanatorium, she was anxious to leave, Qiu Yihan pulled her behind her, only to find that she was still trembling slightly, which scared him, so he quickly pulled Shen Ting and asked, "Ting, what's wrong?" Are you okay? ”

Shen Ting lowered her head and clenched her hand tightly, as if this was not enough, Shen Ting pursed her lips and raised her head to look at him, "Do you know, once I thought that my best friends, they all said that they would stand by my side and accompany me, but in the end, for their little benefit, that so-called like, they turned around and kicked me away, they always said nice things, but they stabbed them in the back, why do you want me to forgive." ”

"There's nothing wrong with you putting yourself in your shoes." Qiu Yihan pulled her, knowing that she would be entangled, Qiu Yiwen and Guo Zhinuo caught up, and when they heard the conversation between the two of them, they could only watch quietly, because talking too much now would only make Shen Ting even more entangled.

Forgiveness is easy to say, but how many people can really do it, really let go, I'm afraid there really isn't.

"But why do I want to run away when I see them like that?" Shen Ting really hates herself sometimes, obviously has a lot of unnecessary words, but she can't help but want to consider it from someone else's standpoint.

"Ting, you only have to be yourself, and if you want to be yourself, you have to learn to make your own choices." Qiu Yihan couldn't say anything that could make her feel better, so she could only say it here, Shen Ting was good at everything, the only bad thing was that she was too easy to lose herself, she wanted to be strong and wanted to be herself, then, she could only learn to make her own choices, no matter what the consequences were, they would be by her side.

Qiu Yiwen and Guo Zhinuo glanced at each other, and then looked at Shen Ting, they didn't know how to persuade her, they didn't participate in Shen Ting's past, they didn't know how much they were hurt, and if they couldn't empathize, they were not qualified to evaluate, the only thing they could do was, of course, to stand in her perspective and support her every choice, even if that choice was not so important, what is very important in life, every life has a choice, Shen Ting is, they are too.