Chapter 43: In this life, after all, it will become a thing of the past

My heart is broken without a trace, I am moved by heaven and earth, but I can't move you

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Fang Yuanxiang really wanted to leave in style and retain the last bit of ridiculous dignity. Let her know that he also has a temper, and he doesn't have to be her. Not really......

A voice in his head urged him urgently, but his feet did not listen. After rooting, he is generally unable to move.

After all, she still didn't worry about being alone. Now it's getting dark, if you let her go home alone......

Fang Yuanxiang was a little annoyed, angry that he didn't have any luck. It's time to worry about these things while you're still here!

Slender fingers inserted into the thick black hair and raked it hard.

sighed, "I'll go back to the company, you wait here, the bodyguard will come to see you back!" In the end, he couldn't help but say a rough admonition, and the next second, he walked out without looking back.

He didn't go to the company. At this moment, he looked depressed and didn't want to be seen by anyone. It is even more impossible to go home, because there are people there who he least wants to see now.

I went directly to the nearest bar and asked for a private room to borrow a drink to drown my sorrows.

Spirits burned down his throat and into his belly.

Obviously he should have been drunk, and he couldn't stand up, but his mind was still so sober. I still can't forget her figure.

In the past, he had always despised those who needed to numb themselves with alcohol. Think of it as a cowardly evasion. As a man, you should be brave enough to face difficulties and solve them.

However, after marrying Lin Ruoxian, he discovered that some things cannot be solved by facing them bravely. There are some things that can't be done after all. For example, love.

Thoughts flew back to one day many years ago, and her voice sounded in my head again.

"Brother Xiang, when we get married in the future, you must give me a unique ring!" The young Lin Ruoxian flashed her childish eyes, hugged his arm and said affectionately: "Don't be too big a diamond!" It's too heavy. I want a little angel diamond ring. Let the little angels sparkle in the sun. She tilted her head and described it vividly.

He has always talked little, but he listens to her with a smile and is the best listener.

"Our honeymoon is going to Paris! Stand at the Eiffel Tower and see the night view! Then ......"

Word by word, these pasts that she has long forgotten are the best memories in his heart.

Trying to chase away her voice, he took another drink.

With his head tilted, the whole person lay on the bar. The fingers gradually tightened into fists.

Now, like those he once mocked, he could only numb himself with alcohol. Only by forgetting today can we have enough courage to accept the hurt of tomorrow.

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Late at night, Lin Ruoxian sat on the bed in the master bedroom in a bathrobe. With your arms around your legs and your chin resting on your knees, you curl yourself into a ball. Ever since the bodyguards sent her back, she had maintained this position. She didn't understand why Fang Yuanxiang was angry, and she couldn't guess.

There was only one thought in my mind. After tonight, she and Zhao Xinpeng really have no possibility.

In this life, after all, it will become the past.

Tears fell unconsciously. She quickly raised her hand to wipe them off, and tilted her head to force them back.

Tonight, no matter how unwilling she is, she must cater to Fang Yuanxiang. Xinpeng's future is in his thoughts.

Gradually, his expression returned to his previous appearance. Little by little, time passed. His back gradually ached and stiffened, but Fang Yuanxiang never went home.

And as time passes, so does her courage. Anxious. Why hasn't he come back? Has he changed his mind? Don't want to help her?

Biting his lower lip, he rolled over and got out of bed. Fumbling for his phone. After staring at the screen for a long time, he finally gritted his teeth and dialed his number.

However, after a few rings, a cold female voice came from the other end: "I'm sorry, your call is not answered for the time being, please dial again later." ”