Chapter 132: Drinking
On the Luofoo Teahouse, Tang Lin was quietly drinking wine alone - he was thinking about someone.
His mother, who was called Yuesu in Su Dayon's mouth, died of illness at the age of twelve due to perennial depression.
His mother treated him very well, had a gentle and easy-going temperament, and never lost his temper with anyone in the palace. From childhood to adulthood, only his mother treated him well, and he only cared about his mother alone. In the palace, they are an embarrassing existence, but even if some subordinates don't respect them at all, the mother just laughs at them, teaches him the truth of being a man, and teaches him to be kind to others, but what can be done with others? How could the mother's kindness ever get the slightest pity from those people in the palace?
His father, King Ning, respects his wife and is afraid of his wife, and he has always avoided his mother; Princess Ning, the existence of her mother is a thorn in her heart, reminding her of her husband's betrayal of her at all times, although she has never harmed her mother, but she is disgusted with all gods; And he, although he was not ignored and taught, but his father, but he didn't dare to give him a hug from Dalian since he was a child, he saw his father hugging his eldest brother through the carved window lattice of the study, and listened to the eldest brother happily talk about how to get the teacher's praise today.
His heart was weeping and hurting.
He has always been envious of his eldest brother, and even very jealous of his eldest brother for a while, but he did not dare to show his emotions on his face.
He is used to hiding his wounds, he is cynical on the surface, he doesn't learn anything, his father shakes his head at him and never has any expectations, anyway, in his heart, only the excellence of the eldest brother is the most important, and it doesn't matter how he learns; But for Princess Ning, his indisputability is the happiest revenge on her mother, she disdains to say anything to her mother, and he can see the fly-like contempt and disdain in Princess Ning's eyes every time.
The subordinates of the palace have always regarded them as air because of the princess's attitude, and even the subordinates disdain to stop and ridicule each other.
But what does it matter? That's the best, it's best if no one disturbs his mother's recuperation - since everyone wants him to be unproductive, then it's good for him to behave like no product.
The mother saw everything in her eyes, but she just sat on the high place of the attic with her arms and looked into the distance, and she could see it every time, and she could watch it all day without talking.
At that time, he didn't understand what his mother was thinking, but he wouldn't ask, because he knew that if he asked his mother, he wouldn't say, and he would be sad if he asked. He didn't want to see his mother sad, and he didn't want to be sad about it.
Maybe the mother had no one to say what was in her heart, and she would occasionally take a pen and write something on his rice paper, but it was all locked up when she was done. Her body is getting thinner and thinner, but she never asks the doctor to come to see her, her mother says that she is the doctor, and she knows her body.
Maybe he couldn't bear to let her go, his heart was too lonely and unaccompanied, so his mother began to be willing to tell him some of her past stories to him.
It was also at that time that he knew that Jiang Bai Zhi, Jiang Bai Yi, Jiang Yunfan, and Zuo Yuyang were all people who his mother had always cared about in his heart.
However, it was the most important person in this mother's heart who buried her life.
Thinking of this, Tang Xiao chuckled sarcastically, picked up the wine jug and poured himself another glass, looking at the wine glass, he smiled bitterly: "Wine into the bowels, can it really relieve sorrow?" If I could, let me get drunk! He raised his head and took a drink, and when he put down the wine glass and poured it, he saw Xiao Zhiqiu's figure appear on the street.
Tang Xiao thought about it slightly, but still shouted: "Zhiqiu." “
Xiao Zhiqiu just came out to listen to the news, and when she heard the shouting, it was Tang Lin when she looked upstairs, and she nodded slightly in response.
Tang Lin looked at her reluctant smile, and also pulled out a slight smile: "Come up." “
Xiao Zhiqiu frowned slightly, she could see that Tang Lone's mood didn't seem to be very good, although she didn't know why, but now she was not in the mood to take care of this, the news that Fan Gumin was accused of murdering Prince Zhao and put in prison, there was nothing in the capital that she didn't know...... She thought about it, and walked up with Zhaori Zhaoyue.
Tang Xiao poured a cup of tea for her, and stretched out his hand to invite her to sit down, "It's rare, it's the first time I can invite Miss Xiao to drink." Looking at her expression, he said: "It's not easy to feel these two days, Fan Gongzi's matter is really tricky, I heard that the king has been frequently asked by the envoys of the Zhao State to deal with this matter as soon as possible."
Hearing this, Xiao Zhiqiu could only smile bitterly, yes, it seems that there is no one to help with this matter at all, even if she doesn't believe that the person was killed by Fan Gumin, but what can she do?
The king needs to give Zhao Guo an explanation, then he needs to find the real murderer, but where is the murderer? If the murderer is not found, how can Fan Gumin clear his name?
"Can King Ning come up with any ideas for this matter?" Xiao Zhiqiu also knew that it would be difficult to help in this matter, so he just said casually, picked up the teacup and took a sip.
"Yes." Tang Xiao smiled slightly, "If you want to know, just beg me." “
"Do you have a way?" Xiao Zhiqiu looked at him and was skeptical, "If you really have a way, just say it, don't say it, it's okay for me to do anything for you." “
"Would you like to marry me?"
Xiao Zhiqiu was stunned, looking at Tang Lone's teasing look, then he knew that he was joking, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "At this time, do you still want to joke with me?" “
Tang Xiao raised his eyebrows disapprenously: "Just kidding, it's also a way to relieve stress," his eyebrows lowered, shaking his wine glass, and his expression was slightly gloomy, "When you have nothing, you can only enlighten yourself." Sometimes it's really tiring to be a human being, some people have been doing good all their lives, but they are harmed by kindness, and some people are obviously doing evil, but they can enjoy a lifetime of wealth and glory, is it fair? There is no such thing as fairness. “
Xiao Zhiqiu realized that Tang Lone's expression was indeed not good, although she didn't know why Tang Lone sometimes seemed to be preoccupied, but Tang Lone had no ill will towards her, she wanted to stop talking.
"Don't show such a look of pity for me," Tang Lin pulled out a slight smile, "Do you know what the most hurtful words in this world are?" The saddest words I have ever heard are that before my mother died, she told me to live well, not to hate, and to live well. “
Xiao Zhiqiu was stunned, looking at him worriedly, but he didn't know what to say.
"But at that time, I felt like I was living one more day, so why should I live? Who is it for? "Everything in the world is so hypocritical, and the hypocrite wears a mask of hypocrisy, which makes him sick, and he immediately raises his head and drinks the wine.
It wasn't until he accompanied Tang Lin to drink until the sunset, and the wine bottle didn't know how much it was empty, Xiao Zhiqiu got up and said goodbye, "King Ning, no matter what you have experienced, I believe that in your heart, there must be a certain place that is the softest and warmest, it will guide you in the right direction of life, when you feel lonely, it will accompany you, and when you are disgusted with everything in this world, it will also give you the strength to live." You're not a bad person, but you're kind at heart. “
Your heart is kind.
Is it kind?
He just didn't want to forget his mother's teachings.
Tang Lin raised his hand and held his chin to look at her, and only after a while did he smile, his eyes full of irony: "You are the first person besides my mother to think that I am kind, a girl like you who is easy to deceive, if you can't marry back, it's always like losing a treasure, what should I do?" “
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