Ling Xiyan looked at the things in front of her tangledly, although the portion was not much, she was really not hungry.

"Eat a little, how can you not eat the main meal, the amount of food here is very small, you can eat a little."

"If you feel that you can eat enough, I will ask Wei Chengjiao to take you around here, do you have anything to buy?"

When asked like this, Ling Xiyan really had something to buy: "After a while, my mother will have her birthday." ”

"I'm also thinking about buying a birthday present and sending it to her so that she can be a little happier."

King's Landing paused as he ate: "You sent it?" Why not send it over? Aren't your parents in this place? I think you're from this city. Your parents should be here too. ”

Ling Xiyan smiled bitterly: "I haven't told my parents yet, I came back, and my parents didn't know that I was in." ”

"Xiaoqing told my parents before that I was on a mission, so I don't know how long it will take to come back."

"Because the mission is very special, I can't drink at home, and he visits me occasionally."

"Xiaoqing will relay my words to my parents so that they can rest assured, but I also know that they are actually worried about my safety. I've been moving out since I was a teenager, and every time I came home, my mom had to cook a lot of good food, for fear that I wouldn't be able to eat outside. ”

Speaking of this, Ling Xiyan felt that he had no appetite anymore, and his heart was very blocked.

King's Landing realized that he seemed to have brought up a topic that she shouldn't have done, upsetting her.

Ling Xiyan sighed: "I haven't said anything yet, I came back because I realized a problem." ”

"In my job, there has always been a today and no tomorrow, no one knows, who will die."

"So I think I'd better stop talking about it for the time being, and after I came back, I felt like I was dead."

"From the first case I took over when I came back, I had the mentality of dying, and I really opened up with them. It seems to me that those comrades of mine are no longer there, and I can live, so it would be best if I could use my death in the right place. ”

King Lintian looked at her eagerly: "How can you think like that, of course you have to live well." ”

Ling Xiyan chuckled: "But for me, being able to live at that time was also a very painful thing. ”

Speaking of this, King's Landing was really a little scared, and he didn't forget Ling Xiyan's awe-inspiring eyes.

It seems that Ling Xiyan now still has many times when he hopes that he will follow his comrades-in-arms.

Ling Xiyan took Jun Lintian's hand: "Don't worry, now I don't think so, if I still think so, I won't catch you." I accept you, so I say that I will never take my life as a joke. ”

Jun Lintian breathed a sigh of relief, but he also felt that Ling Xiyan's thoughts were really incomprehensible. What kind of fallacy is this, because when those people leave, they will have to do the same thing with their own lives? The reason for the death of those people is not known to the king for the time being, but he feels that it is not worth the death of those who are alive. Especially this person is still Ling Xiyan, a young and promising good policeman who is only twenty years old.

If you really want to use Ling Xiyan to pay tribute to these people, then it doesn't seem to be worth it at all in King's Landing.

Ling Xiyan chuckled: "I know what you're thinking, in this world, there is nothing worth it." ”

Jun Lintian took Ling Xiyan's hand: "Promise me, you will never think like this in the future, okay?" ”

"Not in the future, if people want to live, they must have a reason to live, I think I found it."

Whether it is between life and death, or on the operating table later, in fact, gradually people will understand a lot of things. At first, Ling Xiyan was still a child, but after going through a lot, Ling Xiyan was no longer a child.

Ling Xiyan's eyes rolled: "Are you reluctant to me?" If I die, you'll be very sad. ”

"I'm sure I'll die with you, don't you need to say that? Is that just a feeling that it will be sad? ”

Ling Xiyan raised his eyebrows: "You just said that it's not worth using any sacrifices or something like that." ”

"How can that be, don't you know my feelings for you?"

Ling Xiyan ate bite by bite: "Seriously, why do you like me so much?" ”

"Tell me what it was like when you first saw me, I don't remember exactly. My mind has been in a trance that day, and I know that when you say it, it seems to be there. ”

Jun Lintian looked at Ling Xiyan helplessly: "If you want to know, I'll tell you, of course there is such a thing." ”

"Three years ago, I wasn't very old, and that day I was going to negotiate a very important business."

"I've always been used to leaving early, but I didn't expect that a girl would come out halfway."

"The way you looked at the time, it really scared me and my driver, and you stopped my car."

Ling Xiyan couldn't remember the events of that time clearly, but King's Landing still felt that the events of that day were just like what happened yesterday. King's Landing remembers all the details, and there is nothing to forget.

Jun Lintian looked at Ling Xiyan gently: "You stopped my car, came up directly, and sat beside me." ”

"I was also scared at the time, you were covered in blood, you looked embarrassed, and your clothes were torn."

Speaking of this, King's Landing couldn't help but show a trace of distress, and now that she thought about it, she must have been in pain at the time.

After a pause, King's Landing continued, "I'm also tentatively asking you what's wrong with you, and if you need help. ”

"You directly told me in a very cold voice, go to the police station where you work now, and I will also ask the driver to do the same. I've been watching you all the time, your eyes are cold, there's no expression on your face, there's not even a warm voice. ”

"You didn't even look at me when you got in the car, it seemed to be completely in your own world, but you just couldn't take my eyes off it."

Ling Xiyan couldn't remember the situation at that time, but she knew that she did choose to go to the police station by herself.

Ling Xiyan that day was really embarrassed, after all, that kind of thing happened, who could not be embarrassed?

King's Landing continued, "After that, you didn't say a word, and when you got to the place, you thanked me. ”

"When you went out, a ray of light shone on you, and although you were covered in blood, you were beautiful in my eyes. I never knew that there were girls who could be so good-looking, and at the time I really thought that you were an angel from hell. ”