Chapter Twenty-Four: Although Love Is Not There, There Are Old Friendships
Chapter Twenty-Four: Although Love Is Not There, There Are Old Friendships
Fang Longxing suddenly became silent, which gave Zhang Fengyi a moment of peace, and even became proud, he could finally stop being pestered by that guy and ask those nonsensical questions. Who asked you to ask me these questions that have nothing to do with work, don't stimulate you, you're endless, are you a vegetarian when you are young master? How can I let you lead me by the nose, and I have to fight for the right to change from passive to active, right?
Punish you a little, and see if you dare to be presumptuous again. It made the young master, my face red and white, I'm sorry, you asked for it, who let you provoke the young master. Fortunately, this is for us to get along alone, if this is in the company, but it will be too big. If you don't thwart your spirit first, then what's the point? In order not to get along with each other in the future, I'd better have a dismount first! Otherwise, I will not always be bullied by you and led by your nose in the future.
O(∩_∩)O hahaha~, he was proud alone in his heart, Zhang Fengyi had never felt so happy, because of Fang Longxing, and childlike heart. He punished the man who loved him dearly, but he didn't know it at all.
Learn a little, and in the future, in contact with me, you should discuss with me about work, and ask questions very professionally. For questions like this, what about me! When I talk about work, my words will be like "a continuous river, gushing endlessly," and from now on, I will not ask such a boring topic again......
Wang Haitao was very happy when he saw that Fang Longxing was no longer talking. I thought: It's too self-conscious, isn't it? Let Mr. Zhang be excited and have nothing to say, right? Dare to fight with us Mr. Zhang, you are still a little tender!
Seeing that the two of them were silent, Wang Haitao turned up the sound of the music a little louder, and there were still some familiar melodies in his ears that he never got tired of hearing, and Zhang Fengyi's heart was full of comfort. The man sitting next to him was still looking out the window. It didn't take long for him to feel a little at a loss, and he quickly pulled away from the joy just now, and soon the proud act just now was overturned by himself.
No, what the hell are you doing? That person is Fang Longxing! That's a person who once made himself want to protect his life with his life! I shouldn't have done this to him, should I? Did you go too far?
He couldn't help but feel a little annoyed, and even a little unbearable and self-blaming. I haven't seen him for many years, but I just care about it and ask myself a few more questions, so I shouldn't be so impatient, right? Even if you don't have any feelings now, you can't erase all the past, right?
At this moment, Fang Longxing looked out of the car window, and his heart was uneasy. Fengyi! Fengyi! You scoundrel. Why do you prevaricate me? Why are you reluctant to answer my question? Do you hate me that much? Don't even want to talk to me more? I really don't understand, even if you don't like me, you don't hate me, right? It's not so annoying that you don't want to talk to me more, right?
You seem to be deliberately avoiding me, why are you so restrained in front of me? Is this still the Zhang Fengyi I know? Is that Zhang Fengyi, who will only be good to me, talk to me without saying anything, and protect me everywhere? Even if our feelings for each other are gone, we are still there
There are old friendships! Why do you treat me like this?
We've grown up with each other, even if we can't get tired of being together and hugging each other like we did when we were younger! At least you'll be kind to me, too! Thinking about it again, maybe I haven't seen each other for too many years, and it's normal for feelings to become rusty, and you can't treat me like you used to, and I can understand this.
But...... What is the reason why Feng Yi, who is in his heart, has such a lukewarm and unhot attitude towards himself? It's like a stranger. Fang Longxing is not a fool, he can feel the resistance from Zhang Fengyi to him, he feels that he seems to be deliberately avoiding himself, even if they grow up with each other, they can't be as close as they were when they were children, but they are not strangers, right?
He deliberately looked out the window, using this to hide his inner uneasiness and panic, his heart was full of too many doubts and puzzles, what was it for? He has received Western education since he was a child, and he really can't figure out how to deal with the philosophy of the Chinese people! He was influenced by the concept of "yes, just say yes, just say no", who knows that there are many different expressions in China: eighty, probably, probably, almost, cruising between yes and no, he will not understand.
In short, a lot of incomprehensible questions came to Fang Longxing's heart, he repeatedly made all kinds of conjectures and all kinds of psychological comfort, he was also hypnotizing himself, he believed that no matter what, his Fengyi was still the original him, he hadn't changed, right! He hasn't changed, he's not changed......
It seems that he wants to love someone well, thinking too simply, you say you want love, is it really okay? He may not be able to accept the way you love him; Nor will they necessarily accept the sincere emotions that come from you; Nor will they necessarily accept your sincerity; I don't necessarily want to accept your offer; It doesn't necessarily mean that you feel it; It doesn't have to be all the good you have for him.
Love is sometimes a disease, a kind of lovesickness, and if one party gets it, it is unrequited love, which is called wishful thinking. If two people can get it at the same time, it is the right eye, then it is called a soft spot and wishful thinking.
There are a hundred charms and thousands of colors in the world, I love you alone, I love you. Fang Longxing has always firmly believed that his love is right, what he likes, what he always loves deeply, is Zhang Fengyi, who is sitting next to him and cold to himself.
He is the same as Zhang Fengyi, and their relationship history at the age of 35 is blank. He loves that person simply and persistently, he hasn't liked anyone except Feng Yi, he just loves that person stupidly.
For the person who doesn't know, he also has lovesickness, unrequited love, wishful thinking, how can Zhang Fengyi feel his deep concern and longing from the other side of the ocean? He can't put the blame on Fengyi, Zhang Fengyi is innocent in this infatuation, he didn't participate in it! Everything is just his own doing.
All right! My beloved Fengyi, why should I pursue the past? What about keeping the good things of the past alone and not wanting to extricate yourself? Even though these fond memories have sustained me to the present, I want to forget the past...... I love you in the past, and you are now.
When we never knew each other, burying all the past is as if we only knew it on the first day. We have lost too many good times and wasted too many youths. For so many years, what you haven't gotten, the love you lack, let me make up for it for you!
Even if you're not the same person you used to be; Even if you forget the vows you once made between me and you; Even if you forget the agreement between us; Even if you weren't waiting for me where you were. I will also keep my name engraved in your heart forever, and I will let you write me into your life forever. If you have forgotten who I used to be, and forgot the me who was only good to you, then please remember me today......
As long as I am accompanied by you in this life, I will dare to break into the tiger's den in Longtan, not afraid of life and death!
If you can show your face in this life, you will not hesitate to break your bones, and you will not hesitate!
In this life, you can only live for you, and you are willing to go to the soup and fire, at any cost!
In this life, I will be where you are, and where you are there is heaven!
I exchange pride for your tenderness, heaven and hell, let's break together!
The vicissitudes of life, the stars change, spring, summer, autumn and winter, the cold comes and goes, the flowers bloom and fall, see the red dust road, cut off the previous life review, why is there no end to the heartfelt tenderness? Laughing and sighing at the bitterness of life, he asked the sky: What is love? Like a year of flowing water, I am alone in a thousand sorrows! From now on, you are no longer lonely.
Fengyi, you know what? At this moment, I want to hug you so much and hug you fiercely. It was originally my dream, it was just a dream, but this dream trapped me, and from now on it will become a dream for both of us.
I may be crazy, but you should be glad - I'm crazy! Because I'm crazy, I'm willing to be trapped by you. But luckily, I'm really crazy, and I'm worth it to be crazy for you! In this way, even if it is a one-man show, I will sing it in this life, just for you...... I was born for you, and I will only be your Fang Longxing in this life!
Fang Longxing was born to be an optimist, even if he has any troubles, he will immediately forget about it, God willing, the most fortunate thing is that he doesn't have a girlfriend yet, let alone someone he likes.
This is much easier to do, even if there is, our dragon line will definitely snatch him over.
As long as we want it, we must get it! Although he doesn't know what type of his ideal lover is, he is confident enough to impress him and move him, so that he will fall in love with him wholeheartedly and rely on him alone forever.
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