Shi Chu closed the bedroom door with one foot, grabbed Xu Qing's arm, and pressed him to the desk in front of him.

A strong and hot emotion rushed up, crowding Shi Chu's chest and head, and he lost his mind almost instantly, leaving only uncontrollable emotions.

"Now it's just the two of us," Shi Chu stared at Xu Qing's eyes tightly, as if there was anger beating, and asked in a somewhat cold tone, "Xu Qing, what am I in your eyes?" ”

Bamboo horse's temper has always been like this, and there is always no warning. The younger brother was pressed hard by him, and the hard solid wood table behind him made his back hurt.

"I ask you, what am I in your eyes?" Takema gritted his teeth and roared at what he had just said.

He seemed to shout out the words with all his might, and even held his fingers and began to tremble. His voice was sharp and stiff, but with a hint of trembling: "Why, why did you treat me like this, do you think you are tired of playing with me, or do you mean that you didn't have me at all in your heart from beginning to end, only that woman?"

Maybe because my younger brother has been distressed and angry since he was a child, and the precipitation of time has become subconscious. His ears could no longer hear the sound of the rain outside, and the trills of the bamboo horse filled his ears were like a knife, stabbing into his heart fiercely.

Shi Chu's hands were like iron tongs, so hard that he almost crushed Xu Qing's bones, but Xu Qing's heart was full of grievances and hatred, not to be outdone, he looked at him strongly, and even said something upside down: "Shi Chu, are you mistaken, my sexual orientation is fine, we can't ...... in this life"

The voice stopped abruptly, and Shi Chu's hand that grabbed Xu Qing's shoulder suddenly grabbed his arm, dragged him up from the table, and threw him on the bed in anger.

The emotions that were just hovering around the lower abdomen instantly burned all over the body. He approached Xu Qing's face, propped his hands on the side of his head, and imprisoned him between his arms and chest: "It's okay, sexual orientation can be changed, I'll help you."

A low and sexy voice, with three points of coldness and seven points of evil charm between the eyebrows.

Xu Qing's breath was suffocated, and he lost his mind for a moment. He likes the demagogic imperial voice of the bamboo horse, and he has not changed since he was a child.

Shi Chu took the opportunity to cover Xu Qing's lips without saying anything, and then pried open the double petals and wrapped them in.

The man's emotions are all in this kiss, domineering, unwilling, and forbearant anger......

When he was a child, his younger brother pressed on him, his little hands wrapped around and played with his snowy and glorious silver hair, dragged up his little head and sighed, "Brother Shichu, you look so good, why don't you become a star?"

He asked him: "Xu Qing, do you want me to be a star?"

"No, I want you to be the CV, and then I can tell the world that you like me."

So, a person who can obviously eat with his face begged Gao to help him find a CV company, and made his debut on the difficult side path of dubbing.

Over the years, he has tried to do his best, and the best is to satisfy his brother's vanity.

He has done it now, but his brother is getting farther and farther away from him......

He was tortured by this, and he couldn't bear to blame Xu Qing, his heart was like a sharp blade.

Shi Chu's kiss became crazy, and a hand slid down and touched Xu Qing's cold metal buttons.

In a state of confusion, Shi Chukong reached out to try to untie it, and with a snap, a slap hit him on the cheek.

There are a few red marks on the white porcelain-like skin, which is especially eye-catching.

Xu Qing covered his chest, looked at him with red eyes, and immediately pushed Shi Chu out of the room, and casually stopped a taxi back to the hotel.

When he returned to the hotel, his palms were still burning and aching, and there were still kiss marks on his snow-white neck.

Thinking back to just now, his legs were still weak, and it was terrible at the beginning, like a wild beast about to devour him.

He had the impression that Brother Shi Chu was not like this, not like this at all.

At the beginning, he was the big brother next door, and he relied on him for everything, never making him uncomfortable, let alone bullying him.

But today......

The moment the doorbell rang, he thought it was the beginning, and his body trembled in fright, until a familiar face appeared on the video doorbell screen, and he breathed a sigh of relief.

"Is Xu Qing here? It's me, Director Zhang. ”

Xu Qing opened the door and invited him to sit down and brought tea.

The moonlight pierced through the clouds and fog, bringing a layer of silver light to the floor. The director sat silently, his eyes glazed and his lips pursed, as if he had something on his mind.

"Director Zhang, what's wrong with you?"

The director stared at the moonlight, his eyes became a little sad for a moment, his throat rolled slightly, and he said with difficulty: "Today is his sacrifice day, and he is alone at home, so come to you for a while."

"Director Zhang, I understand that writing a script as a director is easy to be cranky," Xu Qing blinked, reaching out and trying to touch him if he had a fever, "But you can't talk nonsense about the festival day." ”

Xu Qing has studied in Japan for three years, and he naturally doesn't know about some things in China.

Director Zhang shook his head, glanced at Xu Qing, who was showing his shadow on the other side, bowed his head for a long time, and slowly said his love history: "I am quite similar to you." I'm the same as you, I'm the base, but I'm different from you, the person I love is long gone. ”

"I used to be a film and television director, and the camera only revolved around him. Later, he pretended to be in the frame and had an affair with another man, so I found a woman to deliberately anger him, so we broke up unhappily. After he died, the camera couldn't find the target he was looking for, so I came to be a CV director. ”

In just a few words, between the lines there seems to be a sadness that has been separated through the ages, and Xu Qing felt a sour feeling in his heart, and he forgot to deny that he was not Ji.

But the director didn't say a word about the cause of his death, for fear that the second half of the story would be too deeply touching and hurt people's hearts.

"So what's going on today as his memorial day? You're not done yet. Xu Qing poked his head out curiously, like an ignorant child.

The director pursed his lips and didn't speak, and leaned close to his neck to take a look: "My God...... This is a little strawberry?" He changed the topic and patted Xu Qing's waist heavily, "Young people really know how to play." ”

"What nonsense...... Accidentally knocked on. Xu Qing covered the kiss mark and retracted his neck.

Tut-tut, but I'm really careless, maybe I'll accidentally hurt my waist next time.

"Actually, I want to tell you a word this time," he said, clasping his hands over his chest, and said earnestly, "It's not that I wake up from a dream, but that I wake up empty." You're still in time for the beginning. ”

In the middle of the night, the moonlight head shines through the glass, and the outline of the furniture can be faintly seen.

Xu Qing was lying on the bed, his eyes open, he didn't feel sleepy, turned over, and stared at an empty pillow beside him in a daze.

His mind was full of the beginning.

In the three years since the breakup, how did my brother live? Did you eat on time? Do you sleep comfortably at night?

Tomorrow...... How should he face the beginning?

If it is a man, he will have dignity, not to mention a man like him at the beginning, who can't accept being slapped by his younger brother.

But it's obvious that he went too far first...... Why do you still feel guilty?

Xu Qing became more and more melancholy, and finally turned on the lamp and sat up, took out his mobile phone and clicked into bilibili to divert his attention.