Chapter 655: When Will I Know My Heart?

It's all your own bastard, aren't you? Who can blame this? In addition to being sad, Fang Longxing still had a lot of doubts and grievances in his heart, so he said to Zhang Fengyi:

"Fengyi! I really don't know what you think? What do you think of me! Even if I've done a lot of wrong things! But not to the point where you'll never forgive me, huh? When will you understand my heart? Why can't you measure me with a normal heart? ”

At this time, Fang Longxing hoped that the relationship between them could be eased and improved!

"Normal?! Mr. Fang! Seriously, I don't have your generosity! I've always been a small-bellied person! It's just that I love to drill the horns, and I like to grasp some things. ”

"You see it, too, and it's not worth your continued bothering! I'm like that, but I'm living a peaceful and authentic life! And I won't be so big as to obviously do something that hurts others, and in the end I will pretend to be very innocent and beg for forgiveness! ”

"You know best in your own heart what you've done! Besides, I've forgiven you! But that doesn't mean that I can act as if nothing happened! Now I don't want to tell you that! If you want me not to worry about it, it's okay! Please spare me! ”

What Zhang Fengyi suffers the most is that he is such a Fang Longxing, after doing a lot of wrong things, he can still pretend to be very innocent! Pretend to be a victim!

Hypocrisy! How can you continue to be hypocritical?! I love you! But you can't make fun of me for an idiot!

I really don't understand if he wants to be shameless! Maybe it's selfish people who always try their best to shirk responsibility for themselves and only take into account their own feelings!

He didn't want to put some kind of label on Fang Longxing, or define him as someone, he didn't have the power to judge and criticize anyone.

And I don't want to insult myself and my lover. After all, that person is what he has always loved deeply, and no matter what he becomes, he will still love him cheaply and infatuately.

But Zhang Fengyi is really too lazy to reason with him! But I have to say it! Or someone is always haunting him with all kinds of ghosts! All kinds of trouble for him!

It's enough for him! He can take 10,000 steps back for him, or he can keep forbearing, just hoping that he can be safe on a parallel track!

After saying these words, Zhang Fengyi looked around again. I thought to myself, "Fortunately, there was music playing in the room all the time, which drowned out all the conversations between me and him." Otherwise, this guy might have said something even more deceptive! ”

Fang Longxing has always been very bold, he can do anything, this is what Zhang Fengyi has known for a long time. Author: Jinlan Xiuxian

It's nothing embarrassing for him, it's just that tonight's situation is special, and the matter between them can be resolved on other occasions.

It should not affect other people or bring other aspects to tonight's banquet because of what happened between them, which is what Mr. Zhang is most worried about.

"What have I done? Fengyi, why can't you understand me? Whatever I've done, you have to trust me! Just because I love you! Just because I can't let you go! And I never meant to hurt you! I just want to take you home and we live together! ”

Oh, yes! Others can misunderstand themselves and not understand themselves, but Zhang Fengyi can't! He's his lover! He should stand on the same front as himself, and Fang Longxing also felt very aggrieved and helpless.

"If love is this bad look! I'd rather never have one! Mr. Fang, don't always do it in the name of love! Come and poison me at will! Tell the truth about your love! I can't afford it! Raise your hands! Choose someone else! ”

"My attitude towards love may be very idealistic! The requirements are also stricter! There's not a grain of sand in your eyes! I'm a bit harsh on either side! But I'm not exactly the antique type! ”

"I just want to live a good life by myself now! Not suitable for group living! And I also have my own ideals, my own career, and my own path to go, and I don't want to be disturbed and swayed by anyone! Hope you understand! Isn't it hard to be strong? ”

Fang Longxing will feel wronged, isn't he Zhang Fengyi wronged? How do you always say you love me? Is cuteness hurt?

After hurting me countless times, you still ran to me to ask me to forgive you? Where in the world are there so many good things!

And I've given you a lot of chances, haven't I? But what about you? What do you do again and again?

He Zhang Fengyi should be living a suffocating life! Everyone else can do whatever he wants, but what about himself? When did he not put himself in someone else's shoes? Did he do something wrong?

Why is it that others can rightly accuse others, but he has to forgive and tolerate them again and again? He's going to drive himself crazy! Who sees the scars in his heart?

There is absolutely a limit to patience! But it's all over! When there is no hope in sight! Beware of the sea bursting! The heartache is unbearable! I can't bear it, I can't bear it!

Zhang Fengyi still didn't look at Fang Longxing, and continued to say. At this time, one of the guests on the stage had finished speaking, and he also raised his hand to applaud with the frequency of the others.

As soon as Mr. Zhang's hand was put down, he was tightly grasped by Fang Longxing. He pulled Zhang Fengyi's hand to his side, and put the palm of his hand on his left chest, and then said to Mr. Zhang:

"Fengyi! Feel it, I'm here for you to beat! Please! Before I say something, think about how I feel too! Every time you reject me thousands of miles away, I feel a lot of pain here! It's not as simple as dripping blood, it's already a river of blood! Don't be so indifferent to me anymore, okay? ”

Fang Longxing's sudden movement made Zhang Fengyi have to look at him, and the moment his eyes met, Zhang Fengyi's heart also rained heavily, and his pain was no less than Fang Longxing's pain.

"O my dragon! Please don't say how I am so indifferent to you, all my indifference, it's not because I don't need you, it's because you make me feel: you don't really need me! I don't have to live this life! ”

Of course! This sentence was not uttered by Zhang Fengyi! He just silently replied to Fang Longxing in his heart!

These words are also what he never wanted to say! He didn't want to uncover the scars in his heart himself! This scarred him with a defeat!

Yes! He lost! Lost to a very powerful rival in love, he doesn't stumble! There are no regrets! There's nothing to dwell on! You shouldn't even worry about anything!

Then in his mind, there were suddenly images that made him feel very painful, these bad experiences that he will never forget......

These are also a constant reminder to him that he must not trespass, and he must not follow his selfish intentions and act arbitrarily......

So, Zhang Fengyi clenched his fists and let his nails prick his palms fiercely. Author: Jinlan Xiuxian

He wants to make himself soberly realize: he must not be soft on him again! Don't be fooled by someone's rhetoric anymore!

Mr. Zhang was really deceived by the cruel reality and was afraid! And when he thought of what Fang Heting said to him, his heart was filled with countless contradictions and pressures, plus an invisible sense of fear!

He is really afraid that if he chooses to do so without hesitation again, he will still be like a moth to a fire, and if there is another disappointment and loss, his whole person will definitely collapse! will definitely fall into the abyss in an instant, and forever fall into the place of no return!

In that case, he will not only destroy himself! It will also ruin all the good things in the beginning! Ruined everyone! Zhang Fengyi really knows himself too well!