Volume 2 Romance of Innocence Chapter 25 The Truth of Shame
Xu Qing shook off his hand vigorously and roared, "I know, I said let's break up!" ”
I had an affair with a girl at school, hid it and didn't let him see it, and I was so hot that I had slept with it! Crazy, crazy! Must be insane! Break up, break up! Must be divided!
Xu Qing was angry, as if there was a fire burning in his head, crackling, burning wildly!
Shi Chu didn't expect him to say this sentence easily, and there seemed to be a tsunami in his brain. He suppressed his anger and dragged Xu Qing to the bedroom.
"You go sleep with your senior sister, I want to go back to Xu's house and let me go."
Xu Qing is like a kitten, making senseless resistance in the arms of a tiger. Shi Chu pulled him hard, and his whole body smashed on his chest, Shi Chu hugged him and threw him rudely on the bed.
"You tell me what's going on." A demonic voice rang out, and Shi Chu imprisoned his hands and pressed them under him.
Xu Qing was in a hurry and wanted to escape, no matter how he struggled, the man was like a haze hanging over him.
"Do you need me to tell me what happened, the news of you and your senior sister has spread all over the school."
Senior High School Seniors......
Shi Chu realized something in an instant, and a trace of panic suddenly appeared in his eyes, he opened his mouth with a little nervousness, and shouted: "Xu Qing, it's not what you think." ”
"I've found all the evidence, what else do you have to quibble." The people under him bit almost every word and said it, with a faint hatred.
Evidence. There was a flash of light in Shi Chu's eyes, and he suddenly let go of him, and glanced around the room sharply, frozen on the two condoms on the floor. He hurriedly explained: "It was indeed sent to me by my senior sister, but nothing really happened to us......"
"Don't you think it's ridiculous?" Xu Qing laughed angrily, the corners of his mouth were full of disgust and sarcasm, "People who cheat will always say that they are not cheating, and patients in mental illness will always say that they are not mentally ill." ”
It turned out that in Xu Qing's eyes, their love was so fragile that they even said that he cheated and compared him to mental illness.
Shi Chu leaned over, pinched his chin, looked at him quietly, and suddenly a wave of anger rushed to the top of his head, his eyes were moist, and the blue tendons on his forehead burst out: "Is my love so worthless, you refuse to trust me." ”
Xu Qing believed in the beginning, but it is precisely because of this trust that there will be today's senior sister and later Gao Diligent.
"I've given you all I have, what else do you have to doubt." The look in the eyes of the beginning. Fierce and resolute, like an arrow, the power that imprisoned Xu Qing also increased endlessly, and the pain made Xu Qing unconscious. He just felt that for a moment, it was as if there was a galaxy between them, and the people under him suddenly became unreachable.
And this galaxy is trust.
"That senior sister is actually ......"
"I know."
Shi Chu's heart suddenly tightened, he wanted to explain, but as soon as he opened his mouth, hot tears rolled down from Xu Qing's crystal eyes.
"I know." The person below him shook his head and sobbed and repeated, the starry eyes that turned out to be aura were already soaked with tears at this time. He originally wanted to shout loudly, but as soon as he opened his mouth, his throat was already choked into a blur, "Brother, you are a man after all, it's time to find a girlfriend, in fact, you and her are quite a match." ”
He looked at him like a bullied kitten, about to be bitten by a big bad wolf, full of fear and grievances. At the beginning, he only heard his violent heartbeat, the whole person was wooden, like a puppet with an empty heart, he seemed to come later, his temper was too much, not only made Xu Qing wronged, but also murdered him.
Shi Chu slowly let go of his hand, looking at Xu Qing's watery eyes in a panic, not knowing what to do.
Tears hit like a flood that broke the embankment, and no matter how Xu Qing resisted, he couldn't stop it. Time will remember all the grievances and hurts, and then pile up to a point, destroying all the indestructible outer garments on weekdays, exposing the weakest parts of the heart.
"I also understand, a man's body alone can't satisfy you," Xu Qing didn't know why, he would be full of nonsense when he got angry all his life, turning things upside down, tears walking into the corners of his mouth, and the salty taste melted on the tip of his tongue, mixed with choking, "Don't worry, I won't object, this is the power you have, I shouldn't have monopolized you." ”
The heart is like tens of thousands of steel needles inserted, and the throat seems to be blocked by something, which is extremely uncomfortable.
Shi Chu wanted to wipe the tears from Xu Qing's face, but as soon as he raised his hand, Xu Qing thought that he was going to hit someone, so he reflexively stretched out his leg and just hit Shi Chu's vital point.
He snorted, and immediately the pain spread throughout his body, and he lost all strength in an instant. Xu Qing took the opportunity to push him away, took his wallet and ran out of the apartment.
In the afternoon of early summer, there is a warm afterglow, a dusk sky, the wind blows, and the branches and leaves of the locust trees outside the window are shaking.
He held the beloved butterfly in his hand and flew away.
Shi Chu slowed down a minute before he started chasing him. At this time, the distance between the two people not only did not get closer in the slightest, but became farther and farther.
According to Xu Qing's temperament, he didn't dare to run too far alone, at most he went back to Xu's house to hide. But Shi Chu rummaged through the entire Xu family and didn't find him, his heart was like a drum, for fear that Xu Qing would have an accident, for fear that there would be bad people, he would be abducted, for fear that it would be dark and the road would be long, and he didn't know the direction.
He walked out of the gate of Xu's house and squatted down weakly, with water beads shining on his eyelashes, crystal clear. He banged his head with his hands reproachfully, but he didn't know the pain.
At the beginning of the time, at the beginning of the time, why can't you make it clear in advance, you see, you have already made the children angry.
Xu Qing, Xu Qing, why can't you believe this love, you see, you made the iceberg male god worry and cry.
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The hand of time, turning the clouds and rain. The city and the streets have been transformed, but there are always things that refuse to drift away with the clouds, and have escaped the rain, but are buried in the earth, precipitated deeper and more secretly, and finally dug up again, so that people can relive the sweetness and bitterness.
"Don't ......" vibrates the eardrums with a trembling and cotton-soft voice.
Memories of the whizzing train, rumbling over the corpses of the memories, the dizziness of the beginning can barely stand.
The person in front of him, with a red face, curled up on his knees, his back against the storage shelf, bathed in the afterglow of the setting sun, lined his fair skin, there was an indescribable beauty.
Shi Chu was very close to Xu Qing, so close that he could feel the temperature on his body, and even the two of them touched their noses, almost close to each other, and their lips could be combined with a slight movement.
He was originally standing in front of the mahogany door to reminisce about the past, and he didn't want to come in, but Xu Qing was too panicked, and when he squatted down to hide, he accidentally touched the vase on the storage room, and made a sound, and the vase swayed from side to side, losing his center of gravity and falling down, straight at Xu Qing's head......
Xu Qing had no way to hide, so he subconsciously closed his eyes and hugged his head. With a push on the door, when he opened his eyes, the vase had been caught by a beautiful white-haired man.
Shi Chu put the vase back in its place, he was going to clean up Xu Qing and let him heal his injured things, but who expected that he was like an artificially carved clear face, his face was full of grievances and fear, just like in the memory, evoking the memory of Shi Chu's seal for a long time.
mistakenly overlapped the time, and saw him as Xu Qing who was angry because of a senior sister in his memory, and then unknowingly blocked him in the corner and leaned down.
Seeing that his cold thin lips were about to fall, Xu Qing panicked, and fear hit his whole body, trembling his vocal cords and shouting.
Shi Chu was suddenly startled, and only after a few seconds did he become angry that it was reality, and hurriedly took a step back to distance himself.
"I'm sorry," his throat was burning, many emotions were churning in his chest, and his eyes were dark and deep, like a bottomless ancient well, "You, why are you hiding here again?" ”
Time seems to be frozen here, frozen in the words "hiding here again".
Xu Qing was stunned for a moment, feeling that his body was a little hot, and he couldn't tell what it felt, and his breathing became short, as if he wanted to break free from the bottom of his heart.
At the beginning, such a simple question caused his sea of memories to be turbulent.
It seems that there was a conflict with Shi Chu that day, he ran away from home and hid in Shi Chu's house, and accidentally bumped into a vase when he hid in the storage room, and Shi Chu found him like now.
Why love, going around and around, still has to return to the original point in the end.
"Why did you find this place?" Xu Qing asked rhetorically like a world away.
Shi Chu stood still, staring at him intently, forgetting that he had come to punish him.
Why?
It's because we have a soul in our hearts.
It's because I love you.
Love, love.
It moved heaven and earth and guided me back here.
Thinking about it carefully, he hadn't explained it to Xu Qing that day.
It's not that he doesn't want to explain to him, it's that he wants to look at his uneasy little appearance for a while.
How so...... Let his heart be warm, sweet, and have a feeling of being loved deeply.
So explain now, is it too late, is it too late to get back a little bit of his heart?
Shi Chu pressed Xu Qing against the wall, reached out to lift his chin, leaned over slightly, and stared at him with deep dark eyes: "I know that even explanations can't make up for the distance between us for so many years." But I really didn't have anything to do with my senior sister that year. ”
Through his skin, he felt the sound of his heartbeat, peaceful and serene, as if the whole world had become peaceful.
Xu Qing didn't have the slightest intention of resisting, as if he was bewitched, and continued to listen to him.
"Senior sister is an online painter.,Good at bl illustration.,To put it simply,She's a rotten girl.,And very supportive of my relationship with you.,I want to find inspiration from it to draw works.。
"But why do you have to go in and out of the library together, and what's the deal with condoms?"
Obviously, such a shameful thing as a condom was done by himself at the beginning, but when it came out of Xu Qing's mouth, his eyebrows were still tightly wrinkled, and a trace of dark red appeared on his fair and handsome face.
He pursed his lips: "Because, many people hate the existence of homosexuality, and my senior sister and I want to study their psychology so that we can protect you and keep you away from attacks in the future." Condom ......" dark red permeated the roots of the ears, and the big bad wolf was a little embarrassed, "The condom is actually for you." ”
"Huh?" Xu Qing was not calm for a moment, and looked confused.
"Senior sister said that the same sex should have a degree, otherwise you will get AIDS, so I asked her to buy those things for me, thinking about whether to use them for you."
Xu Qing's originally cold face also quietly climbed into a dark red. The reason for such a perversion, no wonder he didn't open his mouth to explain it at the time.
I hope that all misunderstandings can be easily resolved, no matter what the senior sister is, or Gao is diligent......