The wine in the glass swayed from side to side, like a swaying sailboat, and there was no island to moor.

Gao Yin swayed the goblet, his face was a little drunk, and as if there was an announcer in his head, he replayed the words on the phone in a loop-

"Afraid that when I first saw Xu Qing, my heart hurt?"

Of course, he hated her unilaterally, and of course he was afraid of the heartache of the hour.

When you love someone, your breath and heartbeat are connected to you, as if you have a transitive nature, as long as one party has heartache, the other party will also have heartache.

But when Gao Diqin's heart hurts, who will hurt him?

He filled another glass of wine and drank it all, as if he was drunk, until his phone rang, and it was a text message.

"I'll sleep in the office tonight, don't send me, go back first."

It seems that he is worried that he will wait too long in vain.

Gao Yinqin's eyes suddenly reappeared, and with just one sentence, he gained vitality again. I went to my office to get the futon and flew it to the beginning of the time.

That night, when he was in a daze at the beginning, he vaguely felt that someone was beside him, and when he was drowsy, someone put his lips on his lips.

The lips were warm, soft, and warm, which made Shi Chu a little dazed.

He opened his eyes slightly, and in the dim light, he could see the familiar face, and his heart suddenly moved, responding to his kiss.

Then suddenly there was a heat up, and he rolled over and crushed him under him.

Sure enough, his children couldn't rest assured of him, and they kept vigil for the patients and went to his company to deliver fragrant kisses.

"At the beginning of the hour." With a heavy sense of wine, the other party whispered his name softly, "Hold me tight." ”

Shi Chu stretched out his hand, and his hand hit the sofa, and there was a sound.

He felt the pain for a moment, and woke up in vain, realizing that this was not a dream.

He shuddered, reached out and pressed the light in front of the sofa, and sat up from the sofa.

"How are you?" He asked with his back to Gao.

"Why can't it be me," Gao Yin looked at his back, as if he had returned to the day three years ago, his throat choked, and he asked with difficulty: "Is it only him?" ”

He here refers to Xu Qing. Whether it's three years ago or three years later.

The corners of Shi Chu's lips were pursed. The evening breeze blows outside the window, the soft hair on the forehead floats up, the eyebrows that emerge are extremely cold, the cold silence in the eyes is like frost and snow, and the fair skin is like a thousand years of ancient jade, flawless, pale, slightly transparent, and I feel a cold touch through the air.

It seems that Shi Chu was not angry, but his aura became cold. As if the thing wasn't exciting...... Once something has happened, it can no longer irritate people.

And under normal circumstances, being kissed by someone you don't like is bound to be furious.

"Xu Qing has a girlfriend and can't come back," Gao Yinqin grabbed Shi Chu's hand from behind and refused to let go, "Can't you think about me?" ”

Word by word, portraying what it once was. One night after Xu Qing went abroad three years ago, he also asked Shi Chu such questions, although Shi Chu did not answer him, he had a deep intertwining with him all night.

And today, three years later, Shi Chu's left hand broke his tight hand one by one, his eyes were like stagnant water, and his words were concise, but he kept people away: "I used to obey your wishes because I was sorry for you...... Now, I really can't love you, never, I'm sorry. ”

Gao Yinqin also knew from the beginning that the original "sorry" was a lot of "knowingly" exemption treaties - that is, he knew that his words would kill him, like an ice pick piercing his heart, and he still had to apologize to him.

Because he loves Xu Qing, it's as simple as that.

He has lived for so many years and looked down on the worldly things, but he always had a knot that he couldn't untie at the beginning of the time.

Shi Chu has loved Xu Qing since he was born, and Gao Yinqin was disgusted with homosexuality at first.

Between them, whether it is time or world view, there should be no fate, but all living beings have variables, if there is really no fate, why look at it for ten thousand years?

*

Gao Yinqin is in the same class as junior high school and high school, the same school in college, and the same company as him, and everyone knows that they are a pair of good brothers. Despite this, they met for the first time in high school, and they hardly had any communication, and they didn't like each other, and the well water did not interfere with the river water.

This stage lasted for a whole year, and it was not until the early summer of the second year of high school that the ice was gradually broken, and the gears of fate began to turn silently.

At the beginning of high school, in modern popular language, it was like a walking hormone. A casual blink of an eye fills the air with the hormonal scent of puberty. However, such a prosperous face grows on top of the iceberg, which can only be viewed from a distance and cannot be blasphemed, which gives people a feeling of being high and invincible. Coupled with his aura and cold temperament, he was blacklisted by many underworld forces.

After school, there are "social youth" who find fault and intercept the commonplace of early adulthood, and one of them is Gao Diligent.

At the end of May, even in the evening, the sun begins to set in the west, and the air is still full of hot molecules. The high school was released earlier than the junior high school, and when the beginning of the school bag was carried first, he went to the commissary to buy a good ice cola for Xu Qing to earn performance.

When he walked out after buying Coke, more than a dozen boys walked up to him, and the appearance of hanging children seemed to be carved out of a mold. Shi Chu glanced at it lightly, and was about to take a detour to leave, the soda in the bottle kept bubbling up, and the straw he put in floated up, he thought about it, simply stopped, and took a small sip of the floating straw to the corner of his mouth.

The group of people walked up to him and suddenly lined up blocking his path.

"Xiaocao, let's talk?"

The one who spoke stood in the middle facing him. The boy had a moxican head, his white shirt hung loosely on his body, his neckline was unbuttoned twice, and his hands were in his trouser pockets.

Shi Chu took another sip of soda and looked at him indifferently, his eyes were not shocked, he was not afraid at all, and he was still indifferent from thousands of miles away.

"Something?"

"Did you tear up my sister Peipei's love letter?"

At the beginning, he seemed to be too lazy to talk nonsense, and his chin was slightly raised, which was an answer.

Last week, a girl named Pei Pei did send him a love letter, Xu Qing was jealous and dizzy, so he found Pei Pei and tore up the love letter with his own hands. Looking at this posture, he must have come to ask for an explanation.

The boy tilted his head, looking ruffian: "Pei Pei wants to talk to you." ”

After drinking Coke, he kicked the can aside and replied, "Okay." After speaking, his eyes swept over the other dozen boys, and then glanced at the entrance of the commissary, and added: "Call her over to talk in another place, otherwise when there will be more people to watch, it will not be good for you or me to attract the teaching director." ”