When she came out of the shower, she had the jewelry she had taken off.

She knew that Yun Shanshan was reluctant to wear this jewelry, and she heard that her mother bought her dowry, and she planned to wear it when she got married, but she didn't expect it to fall into Wen Yang's hands.

Allowed to see her come out, and then held the jewelry in a daze, and said: "Wipe your hair first, dry it with a hair dryer before sleeping, otherwise you will have a headache tomorrow." ”

Wen Yang was even more stunned!

Is Tolerance caring for himself?

But he was so intimate and asked him to wipe his hair first, and then blow it, he could even think of such a delicate thing? Still afraid of a headache?

Wen Yang is interested, so it seems that he is not so indifferent?

She stood in front of the mirror and asked him, "How do you know that if you don't blow dry your hair, you'll get a headache tomorrow?" ”

When she asked it, she felt that this question was a bit idiotic, and this kind of common sense should be known to many people.

"When I was a child, my mother told me."

Allowing the light in his eyes dimmed, he took out his pajamas from the wardrobe and went straight to the bathroom to wash.

For the first time, Wen Yang heard him take the initiative to mention his mother.

When he was a child, what his mother said, he still remembers?

It can be seen how important his mother is in his memory!

For the mother who is allowed, it is taboo in the Rong family, and no one has mentioned half a word.

She only heard from the children in the neighborhood that the mother's surname was Xu, and she killed herself by cutting her wrists.

Moreover, Rong Xu was only four years old at the time, and he stayed by his mother's bedside for several days and nights, thinking that she was just asleep.

Wen Yang heard these things from others, she had never asked the Rong family, and she didn't dare to ask.

But tonight, when she heard the word "mother" mentioned by Rong Xu, she also remembered her mother.

I remember what my mother said when I was a child, but what about her? I don't even know who my mother is.

When she was a child, she asked her father Wen Shijun countless times, but her father was silent, only saying that her mother died when she had a difficult birth.

But he refused to say his mother's name, where he was from, and where his grandmother's house was.

Her father never told her these questions.

When she grew up, she always felt as if her father was deliberately hiding her mother's affairs, and she no longer believed that her mother was dead, she vaguely thought that her mother was still alive.

After thinking about it for a while, she suddenly understood the origin of Rong's name, his mother's surname was Xu, and his father's surname was Rong, so it was called Rong, was his name taken by his mother?

To allow two words is to promise a lifetime, right?

Blow-drying her hair, she combed it, wiped her face, and climbed into bed.

This bed is a little hard, Wen Yang has never been used to sleeping, but there is no way, she can't separate from Rong Xu now, so she has to wait until she goes to college before mentioning this matter.

When she was allowed to come out, Wen Yang hugged a quilt and covered it, but she couldn't sleep, she just closed her eyes.

Allow to see that she has fallen asleep, wipe her hair with a towel, and turn off the light.

When he lay down, his hair was still steamy.

Suddenly heard Wen Yang's voice: "Just now I told me that my hair should be dried to sleep so that I don't have a headache, but I don't do it, liar." ”

Rong didn't expect her to be asleep, just now he was afraid that the sound of the hair dryer would disturb her to sleep.

Moreover, the hardships he had endured in the army were far beyond her imagination, and she didn't bother to explain, so she pulled up the quilt and didn't speak.

He didn't speak, Wen Yang was a little annoyed, he was really an ice slag!

What to drag?

But she was really curious if the name allowed was taken by his mother, so she held back for a long time and asked, "Is your name chosen by your mother?" ”

In the dark, I heard the word "mother" and opened my eyes.

Mom...... It's been a long time since I've heard these two warm words.

After a while, when Wen Yang was almost in a daze, he heard him let out a soft "um".

Wen Yang woke up and asked him again, "What kind of person is your mother?" I feel like she will be a gentle, gentle woman who has no quarrel with the world. ”

What kind of person is Mom?

No one knows the answer to this question better than Allow it, and Mom is a woman who would rather die than disgrace her family.

To say it nicely is to take into account the overall situation, and to say it badly is to be stupid, because she chose to commit suicide, she didn't resist at all, and she didn't ask for help, she just died....

Leave him guilty, painful .... There is no longer a mother's love to live.

After he became a little sensible, he always fell into deep self-blame, if he had gone out to ask for help at that time, his mother would not have died...

But he was really stupid when he was a child, naively thinking that his mother was just asleep, thinking that as long as he guarded her, she would definitely wake up.

But Mom never woke up, and he was on the verge of pain and remorse.

Only Grandma understands his feelings, but he has always hidden it deeply, and Grandma has never talked to him about it in all these years.

Just when he was young and didn't remember, he forgot. But he never forgot it.

"Asleep?" Wen Yang waited for a while, but he remained silent without answering, and asked again.

Just as she was about to give up and turn to sleep, she heard Rong Xu say lightly: "She's a fool." ”

Wen Yang suspected that he had heard it wrong! He said his mother was a fool?

Maybe it's a convulsion?

This answer is tantamount to no answer.

She had the courage to ask, and she knew that she wouldn't answer, but she couldn't help but be curious tonight.

After all, there are many rumors and versions of her mother's death on this street, and she has heard a lot since she was a child, and she also knows which version is true.

Somehow, she was completely sleepy tonight, too eager to know the true version.

But she couldn't continue to ask, sighed softly, and whispered, "You must have been so scared at that time." ”

Listening to this, Allow ignored her, turned over and got out of bed directly, took a cigarette and a match in the drawer, and went directly to the study!

Wen Yang hurriedly got up and apologized: "I'm sorry, I said the wrong thing." ”

"I don't like women who talk a lot, I'll sleep in the study from tomorrow."

The bedroom that allowed him was opened to another room as a study, and he went straight to his study, separated by a curtain.

Wen Yang was relieved when he heard this, he really hated himself and didn't like to talk too much.

Let's sleep separately, just two people sleep, and she still has insomnia.

She heard the curtain dropping, and the sound of matches brushing, and he smoked?

In my memory, he doesn't seem to know!

She once read a sentence in a book that when a man lights a cigarette alone in the middle of the night, there are only two possibilities, one is that he is reminiscing about the past, and the other is that he is missing the woman.

So which one is permissible? She didn't know the answer because she never knew him.

She had just tried to peek into his heart, but he refused by escaping, or rather, he didn't want to open up to her.

This night, through a curtain, the two of them each had insomnia until dawn.

When she got up in the morning and got up late, she squinted her eyes and got up to wash, and when she went downstairs to eat, she heard her grandmother say, "Got up? ”

"Well, good morning grandma, I was too tired last night, I slept a little longer."

"It would be a good thing for young people to sleep more, eat breakfast quickly, we didn't wait for you, eat first."

"It's fine. Grandma, uncle, have they eaten? Wen Yang glanced at the study just now, and he was not there.

"They went out to run errands together after eating, and they were also called by your uncle."

Wen Yang was thoughtful, what did he do?

It's because you hate yourself and deliberately hide, right?