Chapter 4 Just let him be sad with her
Seeing Lin Ruoxian sitting on the bed in a daze with a sad face, Fang Yuanxiang almost immediately guessed what she was thinking.
He hung his head and had no expression on his face. He has been used to it for a year of marriage. It's just that the loneliness in his eyes is still difficult to hide.
Ever since they got married, it was the look he'd seen the most on her face.
He always knew that Ruoxian didn't love him. He also knew that if he forced her to marry him like this, he would only make her hate him.
In fact, a long time ago, he also planned to let go. Just look at her silently. As long as Ruoxian is happy, even if this happiness is not given by him......
However, just when he thought that there was no longer a possibility between them, Heaven sent her to him.
He will always remember that day, when the desperate Ruoxian came to him when he was most down, begging him to help her father and her fiancé.
He didn't know if he would regret it later. All he knew was that in that moment, he saw hope. A hope that can give a response to his more than ten years of waiting. So he took out that contract. Even if he knew that he was likely to be crushed, at least he wouldn't live in what ifs and maybes every day.
Even though he knew that she hated him at that time, he still felt so happy when he saw her walking towards him in a white wedding dress.
Even though he knew that she was not willing, when he heard the voice of "I am willing", he still felt intoxicated.
There are some things that you know are wrong, but you still don't hesitate. It's like a person who is addicted to drugs. I knew that it would be a catastrophe, but I still couldn't control it.
And she is the poison he can't quit!
After tasting a little sweetness, no matter how badly you lose later, you are reluctant to give up. deceived himself and told himself that as long as he was a little more patient, as long as he gave a little more affection, Ruoxian would definitely fall in love with him......
Shaking his head self-deprecatingly, Fang Yuanxiang walked to the side of the bed. "Sleep." He said lightly.
She didn't answer, and sat still, as if she hadn't heard. He didn't say anything more. Lie down next to her and turn off the lights.
Soon, there was a slight sob. She cried again!
I remember that when she first got married, she cried and fell asleep almost every night. Whenever he tried to comfort her, she would use the same reason to keep him out of her heart, he, the culprit, was not qualified!
Ruthless words and sad sobs pierced into his heart like countless broken glasses.
Eventually, it evolved into the current situation. She didn't want him to see her crying, okay, he turned off the light, he didn't look.
She didn't want his comfort, okay, he didn't speak, just let him be sad with her......
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Lin Ruoxian didn't know when she fell asleep, but she was the only one in bed when she woke up the next day. The seat next to it was already cold, and it was obvious that the person who had been sleeping there had woken up early.
didn't care too much, stroked his forehead, and got up a little embarrassed. Stumbling into the bathroom. Closing the door, squinting, almost groping towards his toothbrush.
While brushing his teeth, he casually glanced in the mirror. The brain, which was still a little confused, was almost immediately sobered up.
Who is this person? With a toothbrush in her hand, she reached out in amazement and stroked the cheek of the person in the mirror. Red and swollen eyes, pale and chapped lips, and dark circles that are comparable to national treasures......
Depend on! She rubbed her messy hair in chagrin.
What if Xinpeng wakes up today? Can't let him see his sloppy appearance!
I immediately took out a series of cosmetics in the drawer. After washing, I started to put on makeup very skillfully. I don't know when she started, she used to be plain and used to hiding herself with heavy makeup.