Chapter 162: A Belated Love Song

Zhang Fengyi was still very happy to see Guan Yingai caring about Xu Xiaoyu so much, and while being happy, he was also very relieved. Oh, yes! Now that Xu Xiaoyu has Guan Yingai by his side, and he also has Fang Longxing by his side, this may be the best ending! Xu Xiaoyu will always be a relative, a friend, a classmate, and a brother in his Zhang Fengyi's heart.

"Xiaoyu, I will always remember your kindness to me, and I will repay you for your kindness to me, and I will also wish you happiness forever, although in this life we can't be human, we can't fly with wings, live and live together. But you will be the most worthy of treating my relatives in my life.

In the days to come, as long as you say hello, I promise to be the first to rush forward, because I really cherish everything between you and me. But you will never see my intentions for you, or I will try to keep a certain distance from you, don't blame me for being ruthless, it's just that your love for me, I can't and can't afford it! Not to mention that I already have him by my side. ”

This is Zhang Fengyi's heart, of course, no one will hear it. When he saw Xu Xiaoyu's appearance, he was also very uncomfortable in his heart. Even if he doesn't want to admit it: Xu Xiaoyu is like this because of himself, but this is an ironclad fact after all! It's impossible to pass the buck!

There are four people who are uncomfortable here, and each of them has their own calculations and ideas. But they all have the same purpose, but at the same time they are different, they are all in a dilemma in front of the people they care about the most and the people they love the most! Neither advance nor retreat! I also have to pretend that nothing happened and perform to my heart's content.

Hearing Zhang Fengyi say such a thing, Xu Xiaoyu's heart burst with joy. Although he knew that Xiaoyi would not leave him alone, but when he heard these words, it was like spring flowers blooming all over the mountains and fields, which was intoxicating and fascinating, as if his spring had come.

Zhang Fengyi pulled Fang Longxing to sit beside him, he sat down next to Xu Xiaoyu, and Guan Yingai also sat on the other side of Xu Xiaoyu.

Xu Xiaoyu then stood up again, and quickly ordered seven songs on the song ordering platform. Although his current state is not very good, the technique he has practiced in normal times: he can order songs with his eyes closed, which finally comes in handy.

At the same time, he also calculated the time, in his current state. In another half an hour or so, I will definitely be more awake and will be able to walk out of the nightclub smoothly, which is exactly the time to finish these songs. Only in this way will his Xiaoyi not stubbornly have to send him back, and it will be less wasteful of time. Xu Xiaoyu really feels sorry for Zhang Fengyi!

Xu Xiaoyu's songs are: "Friends", "Friends Don't Cry", "My Good Brother", "Over the Fire", "Life with You", "Faith", "Only Me and You on the Road of Love".

Someone who doesn't understand his true intentions may think that this is a distinction between his friend and his lover. In fact, these songs were specially ordered by him to Zhang Fengyi alone. At the same time, it is also a true portrayal of his contradictory heart, and it is also the most unacceptable for him.

Someone said: "The love between boys and boys does not need to be subtle, nor does it need to be an oath." Some people also said: "The love between boys and boys should be straightforward." Some people even said: "The love between boys and boys is not so pretentious and pretentious, as long as it is simple to want to get." ”

However, the relationship between people is also very delicate, not what you want to get, you will definitely be able to get. It's not that when you fall in love with someone, that person will definitely cooperate with your needs and call you alone.

Xu Xiaoyu and Zhang Fengyi's acquaintance was from the initial relationship between classmates, rivals, friends, and brothers, and finally Zhang Fengyi evolved into the person he thought of. It was an "accidental" process; An unexpected thing; Also a beautiful "mistake".

Xu Xiaoyu, like most people at the beginning, was also a girl of the opposite sex, and he used to be a straight man. But because at that time, he wanted to destroy the relationship between his rival Zhang Fengyi and the girl he liked. What he didn't expect was that it later dramatically evolved into the fact that he finally abandoned his original intention of liking the girl, and actually reached the end of liking his rival. Not only that, but it's out of control.

At first, Xu Xiaoyu himself didn't dare to admit that he had this special affection for Zhang Fengyi, but he just felt that for the sake of friendship between brothers, he could give up the "love" with that girl. But he later found out that he was wrong, he didn't care about that girl because he liked Zhang Fengyi.

Xu Xiaoyu felt that he was in the rebellious period of his youth, and it was very normal for him to fall in love with his good buddy. It wasn't until later that he discovered that there were many homosexuals in this world. But he was only nineteen years old at the time, and he didn't dare to accept this reality. He used a variety of methods to prove that he was a normal person like most people. But he backfired, and he fell deeper and deeper.

Xu Xiaoyu didn't understand: whether he was normal or abnormal, he did many experiments over and over again, and he finally developed into a "bisexual" person. He was also very painful, and he didn't know why he was like this.

Since Zhang Fengyi entered his heart, he has never liked women, even if he can sleep with them, he will never fall in love. Even if he was with other boys, he never moved his heart, let alone loved. After trying for a long time, he couldn't get rid of this nightmare. Gradually, he also understood: what a disgusting thing it is to go to bed with someone he doesn't love at all.

It wasn't until some time ago that Xu Xiaoyu heard Bai Rhodiola's description of seeing Zhang Fengyi in the mall, and after he went to the door of their company and saw everything, he guessed that a relationship had been established between Zhang Fengyi and Fang Longxing.

Although Xu Xiaoyu was also in love with Zhang Fengyi before, he felt that there were opportunities, and there was no sense of crisis, and his Xiaoyi would be his own sooner or later. At this time, because of Fang Longxing's appearance, he clearly realized how inseparable he was from Zhang Fengyi, and he had the greatest sense of fear in this life. I also know who the person I have always loved and can't leave is who I can't leave without.

When he woke up like a dream, after learning all this, he thought about it carefully, and finally decided that he had to snatch Zhang Fengyi back. After clarifying his goal, he called to ask Zhang Fengyi to meet. After being rejected by Xiao Zhang's classmates, he came to engage in a "chance encounter" again.

In the end, Xu Xiaoyu also truly admitted that he was a homosexual, and he was gay all the time, not "bisexual", a homosexual who only loves Zhang Fengyi. But by the time he understood all this, it was already a little late, and he couldn't go back yesterday.

Once drunk, he had already figured it out, and he himself was too ridiculous before. I have done a lot, a lot of ridiculous things, not to mention, and in the end I haven't kept the person I should protect the most. Xu Xiaoyu really wanted to cry without tears at this time! He hated himself so much and did too many wrong things.

He and Zhang Fengyi met so beautifully, and he missed it "gorgeously", even if he knew that Zhang Fengyi had a person in his heart at that time, if he worked harder, worked harder, and didn't do those ridiculous things, would he be able to enter Xiaoyi's heart? Wouldn't it be where it is now? What have you been doing all these years? Do you know now that regret works?

Time slips through your fingers inadvertently. When their friendship turns into love, it may be inevitable. Sometimes, fate likes to joke with people, Xu Xiaoyu's love for Zhang Fengyi is because friendship has sparked love.

Isn't it too strange for a man to fall in love with another man? The answer is no: no! Homosexuality is not a coincidence, it is a product of nature. A kind of precipitation and brewing of real feelings, it is also as sweet and strong as a glass of fine wine.

Love is a glass of wine, anyone who drinks it has to get drunk! The love between the same sex is also a true love that can be poured out of the heart and lungs, life and death! Some people may not understand, but it's true! Some people are not optimistic about same-sex love, but this is also real! Some people also believe that no two men will really live together for a lifetime, but there is a precedent for this! It's not that they are different, it's just that we look at problems differently than we understand them.

Of course, bisexuals like Simon officials, both men and women, not only good women, but also prostitutes, children, and fetishes are in the minority. Some of the prostitution, children, and habits of some dignitaries and nobles in ancient times may be just a kind of carnal and lustful venting, in order to get some degree of satisfaction from perverted psychology! It's not out of a true love from the heart, but it can't be said to be too arbitrary.