Chapter 0590: Su Ya enlightened Xia Muxi with her heart
Natsuki Nozomi, maybe... You're really stupid and you've become abnormal.
Looking at the pale man lying on the bed, Xia Muxi thought so in his heart.
"Are you really not going to go? Will it stay, right? Because of the effect of the drug, Qiu Limo's consciousness had begun to blur, but he was still confirming it, confirming it with the girl in front of him.
However, the girl in front of him just looked at him and didn't say anything. On that delicate little face, there is no expression to be seen, so calm, it's like... It's as if everything had nothing to do with her. Although she was sitting in front of her at this time, but... But it's not her, it's like she's just a shell in front of her, and her true soul has long since left.
"Muxi, she won't leave, you can sleep in peace, I'm here." Because she had never heard Xia Muxi's answer, Su Ya made such a promise to Qiu Limo.
"You really can't leave, Muxi, only if you're here, I can sleep peacefully, what about the medicine? Even if it does make me sleep, it will still be very painful for me in my dreams, in which case, it is better to stay awake all the time. ”
Ah, ah, it's this expression again, an expression that is about to cry.
Xia Muxi sat motionless on the edge of the bed, and those beautiful eyes just looked at Qiu Limo, and then listened to Qiu Limo keep saying those painful words.
"Whenever I open my eyes, I want to be the first person I see is you, Natsuki, do you understand?" The haggard and emaciated face at the end of Qiu Li was full of pain and sadness, and there was a trace of weakness.
"Xia Muxi, don't go, even if you don't want to say anything to me, as long as you stay, as long as you stay with me like now, I'm already very satisfied and happy."
Qiu Limo just talked, kept talking, even if his eyes were about to close, even if his thinking was already chaotic, but he was still talking, and kept pouring out the words in his heart to Xia Muxi.
Later, Su Ya really couldn't listen to it anymore, because she felt too uncomfortable in her heart, Qiu Limo's words, and his expression, really made her about to shed tears.
A dignified major general, such a proud and confident man, but now in order to save the woman he loves, he has put down all his self-esteem, and he looks fragile and is not even as good as a child, it is really... It's so distressing.
So, Su Ya left quietly, because she knew that this man must not want a woman other than Xia Muxi to see himself so real and vulnerable. Su Ya understands, because she and him are childhood sweethearts who grew up together! So how could she not know him!
Silently closing the door, Su Ya left the space completely to the two people.
In the inner room, Xia Muxi stared at the infusion bottle, watching the slightly yellowish liquid continue to flow into the man's body along the transparent needle.
"Natsuki Xi, you're not leaving, are you?" Qiu Limo was making the final confirmations, because his eyes were really about to open.
"Aren't you tired of talking so much? My body has become like this. Natsuki, who had been silent, finally spoke slowly.
"No matter how much I talk to you, I won't feel tired." The face that had been sad and sad showed a slight smile because Natsuki finally spoke.
"Sleep, don't hold on."
"Then you ······"
"I'm already like this, what else are you worried about?"
“··· Well. "yes, if she really had to leave, she wouldn't have stayed just now. She sat next to him now, and listened silently to his whining. At the end of the autumn dawn, don't think about it, don't worry, even if you wake up and open your eyes, this little woman will definitely be there, she won't leave.
After thinking about this, Qiu Limo slowly closed his eyes, and even the moment his eyes closed, it was still only her who was locked in his eyes.
It didn't take long for the sound of men breathing evenly in the room. Later, Su Ya walked in with a cup of re-brewed tea.
"I can finally get a good night's sleep." Su Ya put the steaming tea in Xia Muxi's hand, and she looked at Qiu Limo's quiet sleeping face and knew how restful the man was sleeping at this time. "Muxi, I knew you would stay." Su Ya sat next to Xia Muxi.
"You've got it all right, I'm going to give you some face." Natsuki took a sip of tea, and then whispered. "But don't make a decision for me in the future, I won't admit it anymore."
"I know, I thought I wanted to, but it's not forced by the situation."
Xia Muxi glanced at Su Ya, and then stopped talking.
"Mu Xi, during the time you left, I occasionally went on missions with Li Mo, but I never saw Li Mo sleep as peacefully as he does now, not once. He has always lived so hard that even sleeping is a luxury for him. Wasn't that how you were before, so you should be able to fully appreciate this feeling of the end of the day. "If she can, Su Ya still wants to do something for Qiu Limo, do what she can.
“······” Natsuki didn't speak.
"I know you won't answer me, but don't think I'm verbose or nosy, whether it's from the perspective of a comrade-in-arms or a friend, I can prove that Li Mo's heart for you has never changed. Indeed, the problems between you are not only difficult for you to accept, including Li Mo, including us outsiders, in fact, we are all in the same mood as you. Blindly trying to fight for a result, in the end, it will only hurt everyone, tangible or intangible, all will be produced, is this the result you really want? ”
“······” Xia Muxi was just holding the hot tea in his hand, and in his palm, he could slightly feel the temperature coming from the wall of the cup.
"Mu Xi, Li Mo can't do without you at all, he has loved you for so long, and he has loved you since a long, long time ago. He gave you the love of his life, and in his eyes and heart, he would not tolerate any woman at all. He only knows how to love you, so if you let him not love you, let him give up this love, Li Mo he... It must be gone, and he'll just be left with a shell, nothing. If it weren't for the deep love he loves you, and he is so stupid, he won't let others take advantage of the loophole. But I want to ask for your understanding, after all, in that case, Li Mo's body and mind are already fragile to the point of vulnerability, so he will be confused, not to mention that person looks so similar to you. ”
Xia Muxi took a sip of hot tea, and just listened to Su Ya quietly, and she still didn't want to respond to anything.
"But Mu Xi, who is also a woman, naturally understands the pain in your heart. No matter what the facts are, in your heart, everything Li Mo did is basically no different from betraying the love for you. He had a child with another woman, and you were in great pain and suffering alone at that time, so even if you hate Li Mo, everyone, including Li Mo himself, will take it for granted. It's just that I want you to know that all the pain you have endured is as much as you have endured, and no less than you. ”
The hand holding the teacup silently tightened a little, and Xia Muxi looked at the man's sleeping face again.
"But Mu Xi, perhaps, the appearance of that child may have some special meaning for you? I can feel your affection for that child. ”
"Meaning? Is it because I can't have children? When Xia Muxi heard Su Ya mention the child, she spoke slowly, who had been silent.
"Muxi, from a medical point of view, although the possibility of you getting pregnant is very small, you can't deny it entirely."
"In other words, can I still have the right to be a mother?" Xia Muxi looked at Su Ya, but there was no sparkle in those beautiful eyes. It's been so long, and she has let herself accept many things, because what can she do if she doesn't accept it, what can't be changed, she can only let it go like that.
"Of course, don't forget that you and me, I'm a very good doctor."
"Still so immodest." Natsuki chuckled.
Maybe among the people Xia Muxi knew, only this person in front of him would say everything in front of her so frankly, and would not deliberately hide something because he took into account her feelings.
Because everyone knows that the woman and the child are taboo in front of her, and if you can avoid mentioning it, try to avoid it, but this Su Ya... I don't know why, at this time, Xia Muxi's heart suddenly felt a lot more relaxed. Because she couldn't refute what Su Ya said: I can feel your love for that child.
Yes, what Su Ya said was not wrong at all, it was clear that that child was the best proof that Qiu Limo betrayed her, but she actually liked that child so much.
"Mu Xi, think about the matter between you and Li Mo, don't deliberately think about other people, just think about you and Li Mo, just the two of you. I know that the bond that connects you and Li Mo is still there, and it is deep. As for you, don't avoid it, let alone reject the existence of that bond. If you really can't think of a result, then let that fetters develop freely, this choice is not bad. ”
Freedom··· Development? In this case, it seems that you don't need to make any more choices. If it's really necessary, she will do what Su Ya said, try it, and then see if the bond still exists, whether it is so deep, whether it's... A result will be obtained.
Natsuki thought so in her heart.
"Muxi... Natsuki ... In the room, a man's whisper sounded.
"You continue to accompany him, I'll go out first." Su Ya had a smile on her face, and after saying this, she left.
Li Mo, maybe what I said to Mu Xi just now may not have fully expressed all the things I wanted to express, but I think Mu Xi... Already understand me.
Aren't you always showing off to me how smart the woman you love is, and in that case, I also believe in this girl whom you love so much and are so proud, and that this girl will come up with a good result for her, for you, and for everyone. So Li Mo, you just work harder!
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After that, it's almost about to officially enter a climax.,Huhu.,The New Year is really busy.,Although I don't know what I'm busy with.,But Lacey is always taken here by her parents.,Take there.,The calves are a lot thinner.,Ha! Today, too, in fact, Lacey just got home with her parents and was tired. No, no, no, let's post the article first~~~ Hahahaha!