Chapter 396: I'm Afraid of You Doing Bad Things
Ning Shaoming and Chang Shenghua fell into a state of cold war in which they were speechless and had nothing to say.
In fact, Ning Shaoming didn't know why things developed like this.
A few hours ago, Ning Shaoming was still thinking about how many seedlings there were among the recruits, and a few hours later they were attacked by a group of mercenaries, and this group of mercenaries was taken away by another group of mercenaries, and he didn't understand how this happened and how it ended during the whole process.
It stands to reason that Chang Shenghua didn't explain to him in advance, this matter is Chang Shenghua's fault, and Ning Shaoming should question her and let her tell the whole thing.
But as he spoke, this matter seemed to be Ning Shaoming's fault again, Chang Shenghua looked at him with that kind of disappointed eyes, as if he had failed her kindness, did not do what he should have done, and was so heinous that he could only go crazy in his heart to death.
Ning Shaoming was very aggrieved, so he couldn't wait to use bullets to strafe the surroundings into a hornet's nest, but the selection of recruits was not over yet, Chang Shenghua was still staring at him from the side, and he didn't even have capricious capital.
In the past, Ning Dashao obviously did whatever he liked, when did he become so restrictive?
Ning Shaoming almost wanted to get angry at Chang Shenghua and force her to fight with herself.
But he knew it wouldn't solve the problem, but only if the fuck had to figure out what the problem was first, right?!
Chang Shenghua, who was supposed to be at a loss, had a cold face, looking more straightforward than Ning Shaoming.
Ning Shaoming glanced at her, and he was extremely angry.
The enemy seemed to be only preparing to trouble them, so the rest of the journey was very calm, and at nine o'clock in the morning, Chang Shenghua and Ning Shaoming finally arrived at the end of this selection, one of the exits of this snow-capped mountain range.
The fastest recruits were at least an hour away from the finish line, enough for the two of them to rest and clean up for the recruits who had completed their mission.
- None of them should look unhappy.
Some simple rest areas have already been arranged at the end of the line, and Lou Xiaotian will also arrive with the medical staff in an hour, Chang Shenghua and Ning Shaoming each went to clean up their images, and then sat down and ate silently.
Tatsutsu contacted them one more time, and after confirming the current progress, he hung up the communication.
The surroundings fell silent again, as if dead silence.
Chang Sheng saw that Ning Shaoming was still so stubborn, he was almost laughed at angrily, put down the water glass in his hand and said: "If you want to ask anything, just say it directly, you are holding back so much, do you really expect me to use mind reading?" ”
Ning Shaoming's voice was a little hoarse, "What can I say?" ”
Chang Shenghua looked at him.
Ning Shaoming didn't avoid Chang Sheng's eyes this time, his eyes were cold and dim, "Anyway, you've already arranged it, I don't even have the right to know, what else can I say?" ”
Chang Sheng's painting was a little choked.
Well, she admits that she's a bit of a pusher...... Well, more than a little, but when she encountered this incident today, she herself was very surprised, and she didn't fully understand it.
Chang Shenghua never explained things without evidence, isn't the little lion forcing her to talk nonsense?
Ning Shaoming saw that Chang Shenghua really didn't speak, and he was angry, so he simply turned his head away and didn't look at her.
Chang Shenghua simply didn't have a problem with him, "You don't say yes, do you?" Shall I tell you? As for those mercenaries, I'll wait for Swende's information to be confirmed, and I'll tell you later...... As for why I didn't tell you in advance, yes, I'm just afraid of you doing bad things. ”
Ning Shaoming turned his head back and looked at her with a dark look in his eyes, as if he was retorting.
Chang Shenghua sighed, "You are too impulsive, your first reaction is definitely to cancel the selection, but this selection is canceled at this juncture, have you considered the consequences?" ”
Ning Shaoming held back his anger, "What is more important than human life?" ”
If those mercenaries didn't come for them, and they ran into a recruit who didn't have any experience with the enemy, they would have taken a living life!!
Chang Shenghua said: "I know the measure, I can guarantee that they will be fine." ”
The fire in Ning Shaoming's eyes burned again, "What guarantee do you take?" What if?! ”
"Even if it's a normal tryout, there is a mortality rate," Chang Shenghua said calmly, "I'm sorry, you are thinking about avoiding risks, and I am thinking about solving dangers." ”
If you don't find some new clues this time, it will not be as simple as sacrificing a human life in the future.
The wrinkles between Ning Shaoming's eyebrows piled up deeply, "Do you think it's very reasonable to exchange small sacrifices for bigger sacrifices?" ”
- The most typical thinking of a superior.
Chang Shenghua looked at him meaningfully, "You can say that, but when I do this, I naturally have the certainty of not sacrificing anyone." ”
Ning Shaoming asked, "Where are you sure?" ”
"It's something you're going to protect, and I can't be unsure." Chang Shenghua said lightly.
Ning Shaoming paused suddenly, revealing a slightly stunned expression.
"Whether it's those recruits, whether it's the Dragon Destroyer and the Third Infantry Battalion of the Ninth Division, these factors are actually measurable to me," Chang Sheng's eyes looked at Ning Shaoming, her words were very beautiful, but her tone was as indifferent as a blank piece of paper, and she couldn't see any traces of ambiguity, "If you don't care about these, then I can do more planning to deal with this matter, but if you care a lot, then I can only lead the problem out and solve it." ”
Otherwise, Chang Shenghua would only secretly watch what this group of mercenaries wanted to do, instead of taking the initiative to leave them alone, luring them to a place where no one was there to dispose of, and even risking some old connections.
This doesn't help her current situation in country Z much, especially since the group of mercenaries is coming for her, if Mr. Jin knows that she has so many unknown hole cards in her hand, maybe next time it won't be as simple as breaking her hands and feet.
Chang Shenghua didn't care much about the concessions she made, but she minded that Ning Shaoming still didn't learn to be obedient after her concessions and messed things up.
The little lion is always not well-behaved, so she can only do things by herself.
Chang Shenghua is used to being strong, what she wants to do, Ning Shaoming can only accept it, and he can't refute it.
Chang Shenghua knew that his habit was not very good, but Ning Shaoming was important, but it was not important enough to reverse her habit for the time being.
Ning Shaoming didn't know what Chang Shenghua was thinking, his mood was very complicated, sour and astringent, and the unknown taste hit his chest, making him feel very uncomfortable, and even the rhythm of his breathing was unstable.
"I don't need it......" Ning Shaoming almost had the resolute mentality of returning to the freezing point with Chang Shenghua, and said bluntly: "I'm very happy that you're willing to help me, but I don't like you to help me in this way." ”
Chang Shenghua felt very strange, "Why? I think I handled it well. ”
"That's how 'you' handle it!" Ning Shaoming bit his voice heavily, "It's not 'me'." ”
Chang Shenghua looked at him with a troublesome look, "You can't handle it." ”
Ning Shaoming said: "But you have to at least tell me." ”
Chang Shenghua shook his head, "You will object." ”
Ning Shaoming's lips twitched, "I don't have the right to decide my own affairs?" ”
"I think my method is the best," Chang Shenghua said, "no one is hurt, and there are clues to be found, and everyone is happy, isn't it?" ”
Ning Shaoming whispered, "But I'm not happy......"
His voice sounded like he was about to cry, but there was no trace of tears on Ning Shaoming's face, and there were some very sad things in his eyes, which shook the strength in Chang Shenghua's heart.
Chang Shenghua slowly put down the hand that was wrapped around her chest, and her originally cold voice finally mixed with some warmth, she was a little puzzled: "The matter is settled, why are you unhappy?" ”
She is a psychologist, she can study behavior, she can predict human actions, she can read people's emotions, but her psychological mentor said that her empathy ability is too poor, she can see through the essence behind all behaviors, find the most rational explanation, but she can't understand the sadness or joy caused by these behaviors.
Therefore, after graduating with a doctorate, Chang Shenghua worked in a research institute in country M, instead of going to be a clinical psychologist.
She can study everything, be a theorist, or even a good practitioner, but she can hardly be an idea that can empathize or even empathize with the patient's life experience.
It's like now, Ning Shaoming is so sad, Chang Shenghua can't understand why he is sad.
Chang Shenghua could see that Ning Shaoming did not approve of her approach, did not like her distrust of his actions, and even felt powerless about all this.
But she's kept all the stalls in order, hasn't she?
So why is he still not happy?
Chang Sheng's doubts were so straightforward that Ning Shaoming almost didn't have the strength to explain anything to her.
What can he say? Do you say, "I hate Chang Shenghua, you are always good at asserting", or is it "Can you listen to my opinion and then say that it is good for me"?
Ning Shaoming felt that he was a giant baby who had not grown up in Chang Sheng's eyes, and he needed her to take care of him everywhere, and he didn't tell him why.
This is not the same as the previous Chang Sheng paintings, in the past, she would not intervene, she would only watch him make mistakes with a cold eye, and then come to laugh at him and force him to improve.
Ning Shaoming could understand the different expressions of Chang Sheng's paintings on those who valued and those who did not, but he was still unhappy.
He even preferred Chang Shenghua to continue to grind himself as before.
Chang Shenghua looked at his expression, and finally frowned, "You are rejecting my kindness." ”
Ning Shaoming took a deep breath, "If your kindness is to manipulate my life...... Well, I refuse. ”
Chang Shenghua was stunned.