"Am I spoiled by luck?" These are the words I feel most unlikely to apply to me.

"Yes, I have analyzed your information, and after reversing your luck six times and breaking common sense, you have obtained the aura that can only be obtained by others after more than ten years of cultivation. Coupled with several expeditions and not dying in the face of strong enemies, as well as strange traits on his body, it seems that he can always get out of danger in times of crisis. You're in luck, very good to speak. I'm afraid there won't be a second one in the rivers and lakes for a person like you who doesn't take risks, and the only one who failed is the one of the Ling family. But according to my analysis, the reason why the Ling family lost that time was because you yourself were not threatened in any way. The other party is playing with means, and you really can't play with others. According to my research, if the spirits insisted on killing you at that time, perhaps a miracle would have occurred again at a critical juncture, and perhaps history would have been changed. But luck aside, your decision to take revenge on the Spirit family shows that you subconsciously feel that you will definitely be able to defeat the Spirit family, and this kind of blind and ridiculously confident confidence must also come from your good luck. And if it is replaced by other individual tourists on the rivers and lakes, the first reaction must be to find a place to hide when they are chased and killed by the Ling family, and they will not think about confrontation. As he spoke, Old Man Tao walked over, holding his teacup in his hand, and continued, "Have you ever thought about a question while questioning the plan I have drawn up for you? Why do I have to help you so much? I've picked out books for you, I've given you the opportunity to learn more spells, and I'm going to translate all the classical Chinese for you, and write on them how you should understand it. Haha, shouldn't I still invent a potion, as long as you drink a sip, you can get the fruits of other people's decades of cultivation. ”

"That's not what I meant......"

"That's what you mean!" He pointed at me, interrupted me, and continued, "You've been spoiled by good luck and don't know what struggle is. Do you know how much conviction it takes for an outer disciple in Maoshan to learn any spell? If I were to give the box of lone books downstairs to any of the disciples of the Great Sect, they would thank me like crazy, and spend all their time learning the spells above, instead of accusing me of why I didn't help you understand the obscure ancient texts. Of course, you can say that it is because they don't have your good luck, your good luck has been helping you since you entered the industry, and if it weren't for your good luck, you would have died in that little village of the Mosuo people more than five years ago. ”

I couldn't say a word when he choked on him, and although I felt annoyed, I seemed to understand that his words were not false.

"Child, even if you are the pride of the sky, if you don't understand the truth that it is not easy to come by, then you will always be just a little child. According to my analysis, if you are in your current state, there is a high chance that you will be able to escape from the spirit family alive, after all, your good luck and the secrets on your body can make you live well. But the chances of you being able to defeat the Ling family and recover Lai Guodong's blood debt from the Ling family are very low. I can't say it's impossible, you can use your good luck to touch it. With that, he took a sip of tea.

"Okay, you've delayed me for a long time, and I still have to work. There is a saying for you, don't think that everything in the world should be prepared for you by others, you have grown up. With that, he sat back down in the stack of books with his teacup and began to drink tea.

I didn't speak again, I looked at his back, sitting alone in the sea of books, looking lonely, the light in front of me stretched his back very long, looking lonely.

I bowed to him silently, then stepped back and walked back to the first floor to look at the boxes in front of me and the unfinished books scattered on the floor, lost in thought.

"Have I always relied on my own good fortune?" I said to myself, the sky outside was already dark, and when I walked out of the small building, Xiao Liu was standing guard outside the door, and when he saw me, he whispered: "Comrade Ba Xiaoshan, I have never heard Mr. Tao say so much to others. ”

"Oh......" I waved my hand towards the barracks. When they returned to the barracks, the fat man and the others all fell asleep, looking at Luo Qiong's injured face and the fat man's tired body, he heard Tang Yuyan's low crying voice from the next room. They are all cheering, in fact, whether they take revenge or not has little to do with them, it is because I can't get over this hurdle in my heart, and it is I who killed Lai Guodong. Actually, it was my fault from the beginning, but I'm probably the only one in the group who has been complaining.

I didn't enter the door, I was sitting on the steps in front of the door and smoking, when Uncle A passed by, and when he saw me, he came over and asked, "Don't sleep?" I'm going to train early tomorrow morning. ”

I nodded, "I know, I just want to smoke a cigarette." ”

"I heard that you had a fight with Tao Lao?" He was also well-informed enough, so I nodded and said, "It's me who is wrong, and I shouldn't complain." ”

"Actually, as for your training plan, Sha Lao made preparations in this regard before you proposed it, and he drew up a lot of plans at that time, but in the end they were all rejected. It wasn't until Tao Lao studied your information and said that he would personally intervene in this matter that he was finally decided to be in charge. Obviously, he's interested in you to do that. After all, he is such a busy person, and he usually squeezes time out of sleep. ”

I nodded silently, and Jia Yi continued: "I have always felt that it is impossible for you to succeed in taking revenge on the Ling family, the social relationship of the Ling family is very complicated, and the relationship background is also very large, and the 507 Institute cannot openly help you take revenge on the Ling family. But Mr. Tao proposed at that time that he believed that you could succeed. He gave Sha Lao three reasons, which they said privately, and then Sha Lao agreed that we would help you train. I don't know the specific content of these three reasons, but I can imagine that Mr. Tao must be really helping you. So as the head of the base training, he is unlikely to come up with a set of methods that won't work for you. The question then is, are you willing to go along with this approach. Tao Lao is confident that you will succeed in your revenge, but if you don't cooperate, then no matter how good the plan is, it won't work, right? Okay, I'm going to go on patrol, you go to sleep. He stood up and left, and I finished smoking the cigarette on the stone steps, slowly exhaling the smoke ring.

"If you hope that others will help you take revenge together rather than that you alone have the ability to carry the Spirit Family, then this revenge is hopeless." Remembering Tao Lao's words, I extinguished the cigarette butt, stood up and walked to the room.

When I got to the door, an arrow suddenly shot from behind, and I subconsciously dodged, then reached out and grabbed the arrow, and turned around and shouted, "Next time, shoot two more, one won't kill me." ”

With that, I threw the arrow on the ground and walked into the barracks.

In the dark, Xiao Liu held up the walkie-talkie and said, "Teacher Tao, it seems that a sneak attack is of little use to Ba Xiaoshan." Yes, yes, okay, then I'll send someone to change it to spells from tomorrow, okay......"

Time flies like a white horse, the seasons change, and in a blink of an eye it has reached the end of the year, the road is full of New Year's flavor, the word happy can be seen everywhere on the wall, and there are lanterns hanging on the telephone poles. In the 90s, the atmosphere of the Chinese New Year in Shanghai was still very strong, the Spring Festival was not so scary, and the roads were not so congested.

I have been training in the camp for more than half a year, and today is the first time I have come out of the holidays, and I am going home with a few boxes of New Year's goods. When I entered the door, I saw that Aunt Xue was posting happy words, and when she saw me, she immediately smiled and said, "Oh, I'm back." Laoba, your son is back! ”

Hearing this, Dad walked out, wearing an apron and smiling, it is customary for him to go down to the kitchen during the New Year's holidays. After seeing me, he said, "The stinky boy hasn't come back for half a year." ”

I smiled and shrugged and entered the door.

The Chinese New Year's Eve dinner was very happy, and my father drank a lot at night, and fell asleep. I didn't feel too sleepy, I went into the room and closed the door and took off my clothes, revealing my upper body, most of the half a year of training made my thin body into a muscle, but more of a variety of scars, some of which were still located near the heart, were once a cruel move that almost killed me.

But most of the hard work of this half year is not a waste, and I am not the slightest bit different from what I was half a year ago.