She didn't make any noise, she didn't sit on the small rock next to me and tinkered!

She probably didn't look up at me, she put all the tiara hairpins I gave her on the beach!

She is dead, because I am looking for flowers and willows, hooking up and dying, and she is going to leave me now!

"If you have to leave, then I'll treat you dead!" I lifted the fishing rod, didn't change the bait, threw the empty hook directly into the water, and said without looking back.

To tell the truth, my heart hurts, and I really want to make up some rhetoric to save her, but since she is leaving, what is the use of leaving her body empty?

If you want to go, then go simply, if you want to break, then break it completely, even if I love her sincerely, there is no point in keeping her.

"You've got my heart, and you've got my people, but I'm tired and want to live a different way!"

She got up, raised the fishing rod in my hand, and whispered softly while hanging the bait, and I looked at her unfazed face, and my heart was like a knife.

The person I love all my life and think that the person I have loved all my life is going to leave like this, even if I am a heinous bastard and a merciless scumbag, I feel sad.

"Maybe true love will be heart-wrenching!" I thought about it and smiled bitterly, took the fishing rod from her hand, and continued to sit steadily, looking at the slightly wrinkled reservoir water and said.

"It's good to leave, people like me don't deserve love, they don't deserve to have a family, and they earn one more day of life"

"You're wrong, I didn't leave because of your character, life and death are just a moment, I just want to live for myself once, you have to take care!"

She lowered her head and wiped the mud from her shoes for me, probably unable to suppress the fluctuations in her inner emotions, her shoulders shook slightly, and her voice was a little choked.

"If you want to go, go more simply, I love you and want to have you, but I want you to live well, if you stay with me, something will happen sooner or later, you wait for me!" I suddenly dropped the fishing rod, grabbed her trembling hand and said a word, and then ran home as fast as I could, taking out all the money under the bed.

The money is not much, only tens of thousands, but it is enough for her to find a place to start a new life, and when I stuffed the money into her hand, tears welled up in the corners of my eyes.

Because of love, heartache is real.

Men don't flick when they have tears, but it's true that they haven't reached the sad place.

It was the last time I had a heartache and the last time I shed a tear, and I vowed to be a hard-hearted man from now on, even if I wanted to cry, I had to be in a coffin.

"Write to me when you're in trouble, and when you see Nan Fluttershy, tell her that I miss her!"

Holding her by the hand, helping her to get into the canoe, picking up the wood pulp, and slowly making a splash, my mood was like the cold reservoir water, the surface of the waves was non-stop, but in fact the colic was like a paddle whipping.

Those who should leave will always think of ways to leave you, and those who should stick to you will also be on you like a dog skin plaster, and they can't get rid of it.

I was at the entrance of the village department, and I just started the motorcycle, ready to send He Xin to the township for a ride, but the dwarf, the big head, Chen Hui, Zhang Fang, edamame, dog eggs, and pockmarks...... They stand in a row, hooking their heads like children who have done something wrong.

"Boom...... Boom...... Boom Boom Boom ......"

After pulling the accelerator a few times, I turned my head to look at them and said coldly: "Wait for me at my house, what will happen when I come back!" ”

"Brother Shan, I ......"

Zhang Fang hugged the child and looked at me without saying anything.

That's my species, I haven't been able to look at it so far, I don't know if it's a man or a woman, I feel guilty, shake my head and sigh, release the clutch, and carry He Xin to the countryside with a roar.

On the way, He Xin was very quiet, she hugged my waist, put her face and chest on my back, I could feel her messy heartbeat and uncontrollable mood swings.

"If you want to cry, then cry, and after crying, your heart will be comfortable!"

Without looking back, I yelled out with all my might, and the depression in my heart disappeared more than halfway, and she finally cried on my back.

"Li Shan, why are you using a fake marriage certificate to deceive me, is the love you are talking about just physical?" She thumped my shoulders and sobbed.

I didn't make any resistance, I held the faucet of the motorcycle with both hands and said: "Lying to you is sometimes a kind of love, come back when you want to come back, your position in my heart, no one can replace it!" ”

When I arrived at the bus stop, she looked at me for a long time with her simple luggage: "Maybe one day I will really come back to you, you take care!" After saying that, she suddenly came over and sighed at my face.

"This is the last chance," I thought about it, and reached out to hug her waist, and pulled her into my arms, and the bustling crowd kissed her without saying a word, and did not let go until the whistle sounded.

"Come back when you feel tired, I'll take care of you, take care!" After snatching her luggage, I sent her directly to the bus, pulled the door and looked at her, hoping that she would suddenly change her mind and get out of the car and go home with me.

In fact, if a woman is hard-hearted, it is really hopeless.

She looked at me with reluctance in her eyes, but she still left, and walked very simply, without even saying goodbye, and when she said goodbye, I could no longer touch her.

I was very depressed, I wanted to find a place to hide, and I didn't pay attention to all this nonsense, but I couldn't find a suitable place to go, so after filling two bottles of beer at the station, I rode back to the village on my motorcycle.

Although He Xin is gone, but my house is still humming, the short house is full of people, the child in Zhang Fang's arms is crying a lot, it is estimated that he is hungry, I am in a bad mood, and I said angrily when I looked at everyone.

"What's the matter, are you full of food, you don't have to work, Zhang Fang, the child is hungry, you are blind, don't feed it!"

I don't know if Zhang Fang has postpartum syndrome or a confused brain, so she came over angrily, stuffed the child into me, glared at me and said, "You have to feed yourself, you have a share in this child!" ”

Hey, since she wants me to do this kind of thing?

I was speechless and wanted to give her a few brain breaks, but the child couldn't free his hands in his hands, and just wanted to kick her, but she dodged back.

"Oooh...... Don't cry...... Oh oh...... "I shook and coaxed the child, and at the same time I looked at the crowd, and the child might recognize his father, staring at me with two little eyes, clenching his little fist and stuffing it in his mouth, and giggling.

"Brother Shan, it's a mess in the county, you don't plan to leave it alone, a few of us can't get together to pay attention," the dwarf said, grabbing his skull.

"Yes, you fucking have the ability to cause trouble, don't you have the ability to settle down, I'm tired and don't want to go to the county again!" ……

(End of chapter)