Chapter 349: 399: Being a Thin Man in a Country Where Fat Is Beautiful (51)

【Little Peach.. Extra]

When I first woke up, my head was injured, and the soul of this body rushed to reincarnate, so I took advantage of the loophole.

It's not easy to be in the same world with her anymore, and I don't expect God to arrange any good body for me.

But I never imagined that I would end up being her handmaid.

This identity is not good.

The good thing is that I can stay by her side all day, watch her, and even pet her;

The bad part is...... I couldn't help but want to do something to her.

I am a wicked person, and when I was in hell, I was tortured by frying my soul and going up to a mountain of swords and a sea of fire.

Every time the soul splits, or is crushed to the point of deformation, the pain is intense throughout the soul.

The pain of the soul is not the same as the pain of the body, and the pain of the soul is more heartbreaking.

After the pain is over, there will be a special yin cha to help my soul reunite, and then I will be tortured again.

And so on and so forth, with no end.

That's real hell.

I don't know how long it will take to get a chance to meet her again.

I told myself more than once that I should cherish this opportunity and not make her unhappy.

But when I was actually standing next to her, I couldn't control myself at all.

That's the lover you've been looking forward to for many years, if you see her and can still hold yourself, it's definitely because you don't love her enough.

I only dared to approach her in the middle of the night.

But the girl I loved, who was extremely smart, soon noticed that something was wrong.

She noticed that I had a special heart for her.

But she didn't find out that I was Gu Huanxin.

A Gu Huanxin who has suffered so much for her.

She said she didn't like the same sex and didn't like me.

I consciously ignored the second half of the sentence.

I think she doesn't like me just because I'm of the same sex with her.

So, after saying goodbye to her, I went to country T.

I want to be a real man.

Get a chance to make her like it.

But I was too anxious, and the level of medical care at that time did not support me to do such a thing at all.

Even if I insist?

In the end, I ended up half-paralyzed.

My body, only xiong/part up is normal.

I ended up staying there.

I'm afraid I'll scare her when I go back.

Even if I know that the girl I love is soft in her bones, as long as I know that I became like this for her, she will definitely take care of me for the rest of my life.

But I hope that her love for me will be the same as the kind of love she has for Tu Hanyi, not pity.

So I gave up this opportunity.

I chose to be in a distant place, silently guarding her.

In those days, my biggest motivation every day was to look at the photos of her sent from afar, watching her give birth to that man.

Until all her children got married and had children.

She was eighty years old when she left.

The ashes were buried under a peach tree, and it is said that her ashes were buried with those of Tu Hanyi.

On the day she died, I also committed suicide.

And ask someone to bring my ashes with you.

So I put my urn under hers.

Let me be her strongest backing for the rest of my life, as I am now.

Although I managed to survive, I ended up half-paralyzed.

After you die, you have to go back to hell and suffer that kind of torture again.

But—

I care about my heart, and I have no regrets.