Yan Ruyu went out and came back with sobering tea, "Do you still want to drink it?" ”

"What's that?"

"Decanting tea."

Lu Mingyou raised his hand towards him, "I'll taste it." ”

Yan Ruyu handed it to her.

The tea was freshly brewed, some soup, Lu Mingyou leaned on the bathtub with his head down and blew hot air, and drank a few sips slowly.

It doesn't taste good, but it's too cold in the body, and it's good to fill the stomach with something a little warmer.

Yan Ruyu looked at her cold little face and sighed lightly: "What do you want to eat?" ”

She vomited a bunch of wine, thinking that she hadn't gone down to eat.

Lu Mingyou held the cup of hot tea and drank it with his head down, "Yan Ruyu." ”

"Huh?"

"Are you so nice to anyone?"

"Only for you."

"What do you think our relationship is to each other?"

Yan Ruyu walked over and leaned over to hold her cold hand, "Can you talk about it after taking a bath?" If you soak it again, the hot water will be cold. ”

Lu Mingyou took her fingers out of his palm, she raised her head to look at Yan Ruyu, her eyes looked a little damp in the mist: "Is it enough to be gentle with me?" I don't really want much, but why can't you lie to me for the rest of your life? ”

Yan Ruyu was slightly stunned and lowered her head to look at her.

She raised her head and stared at him carefully, the expression on her face was a little stubborn, "As long as you can make me not know, even if you deceive me, it's nothing." I can be your fool to relieve loneliness. Why did I find out? ”

She stared at him, trying to find some kind of answer on his face.

Maybe she wasn't trying to find answers from him.

Because there is no answer to this matter in itself.

Why promise to give him three months?

Why are you willing to let him pester her like this for a whole year?

knew that he had someone in his heart, but he was still willing to grind his ears and temples under him.

But no matter how intimate it is, it can't reach the bottom of a man's heart.

She knew that Yan Ruyu liked Luo Nanchu for a long time, why did she still give him a chance again and again?

She just wanted to cry.

In this matter, she is so passive and helpless.

I have already lost a child for him, what more will I lose for him in the future?

Her life has long been on the wrong track after falling in love with him, when will she be freed?

Maybe in the final analysis, it's actually that she can't let go of herself.

On the one hand, he can't accept that he loves other women, but on the other hand, he is greedy for his tenderness and accommodation to her.

At last......

I can only resent him, hating why he can't hide it from her for a longer time, so that she can make this dream longer......

Yan Ruyu raised her hand, gently stroked her eyes, and said softly: "You take a bath first, and we'll talk after washing, huh?" ”

Lu Mingyou's lips pursed slightly, revealing an expression of wanting to cry, she opened her eyes, and said to him in a low voice, "You go out." ”

Yan Ruyu stood up and looked at her for a moment before turning around and leaving the bathroom.

Lu Ming stayed in the bathroom for more than an hour, and it was so long that Yan Ruyu felt that she had fainted in the bathroom because of the smell of alcohol, and when she wanted to break the door, she walked out of the bathroom wearing a bathrobe.

Raising his eyebrows slightly, looking at the man standing at the door of the bathroom with an unkind face, Lu Mingyou asked, "What are you doing?" ”

"Why did you wash for so long?"

"Don't you know that it takes a long time for a girl to take a shower?"

Lu Mingyou walked over and picked up the hair dryer and handed it to Yan Ruyu: "Help me blow my hair." ”

She looked like she had completely woken up, her tone and movements were very brisk, Yan Ruyu looked at the hair dryer in her hand, walked over and stood behind the sofa and blew curly hair for Lu Mingyou.

"When you blow it, you have to curl my hair inside."

"So?"

"You're rolling out. Oops, stupid! Lu Mingyou commanded him and complained about him.

Yan Ruyu was silent for a while, silently blowing her curls in her way.

By the time everything was done, it was already past three o'clock in the morning.

The jet lag hasn't reversed, and both of them are now sober.

She raised her hand and grabbed Yan Ruyu, "Sit." ”

Yan Ruyu glanced at her and walked over to sit opposite her.

Lu Mingyou smiled at him and asked, "What do you think we have now?" **Don't want to**, a lover is not like a lover. At the beginning, you said that I would give you three months, and now that more than a year has passed, is what you said at the beginning still true? ”

Yan Ruyu's eyebrows frowned slightly, and she called out to her in a low voice: "Youyou." ”

"Don't call me that." Lu Mingyou shook his head, "I'm sad too. Actually, the saddest thing is me. I'm not going back to London this time for anything else, but to see if you still like Luo Nanchu. ”

“……”

"No matter how gentle you are to me, you can't compare to the ten-thousandth of the way you look at her. I'm jealous, but there's no point in being jealous of her, I've been wasting four years on you. I think we've reached the point where we can say goodbye. ”

She sat there, talking, with a calm smile on her face.

A twenty-five-year-old woman has shed her youthful childishness and has become a little more mature and charming.

"I still like you, I like you very much. Otherwise, it wouldn't have given you so many meaningless opportunities...... Actually, it's not about giving you a chance, it's about giving me a chance. Lu Ming closed his eyes and sighed softly, "Sometimes I really can't imagine how much I like you. ”

It's past three o'clock in London, and there is silence in the hotel.

The lights outside the floor-to-ceiling windows are on, and the sound is silent.

The cold evening breeze blew in through the slightly open window, stirring the fluffy curls that fell down her chest.

Her smile was calm and sad, and her eyes were as quiet as falling snow.

There is no greater mourning than death.

The fact that you don't get love has come to terms with it.

I am not ashamed to say that I love him, but this love, unreciprocated, has begun to get tired.

"You've done a lot of excesses to me, and I should actually hate you." Lu Mingyou got up from the sofa, "But I am really happy to be with you, and this happiness should not make me resent you." Ruyu, I want to go back to four years ago, and I want to be the deer Mingyou of the past. ”

It's so annoying to be thinking about the gains and losses of love, buying drunk and drinking late at night to kill your sorrows, and even yourself is beginning to dislike yourself.

There is no way to compete with Luo Nanchu, she can only rely on self-abuse to eliminate the pain, why should she let herself live so miserably.

Although it is painful, it is right to leave this man, he is the source of all pain.

Soon he will be relieved, as long as he leaves him, there will be no more heart-rending pain.

"I've booked my ticket. The plane at half past five in the morning, with two and a half hours left. I told you not to come back to the United States. ”