Chapter 84: Dream Builder's Dream (4)
Shu He wanted to go up and slap her twice when he heard this, if that person didn't love her and was still hurting her, then why did he have to stay for him?
Ah Zi's one-man show came to an end.
In a blink of an eye, Shu He saw another scene, Ah Zi took a Xiao and said to Shi Qi: "This was given by my mother when I was born, and she said that if I meet someone I like one day, I will give this to him." ”
Shi Qi was stunned and didn't take it: "I'm sorry, it's too precious, I don't dare to accept it." ”
"Why?"
"Since it was sent by the queen, then I definitely can't accept it."
Shu He obviously felt that at this moment, Ah Zi's mood was very flustered, she hurriedly grabbed Shi Qi's hand and pleaded: "No, you accepted it, when I am eighteen years old, will you marry me?" ”
There was silence in the air for a long time, and for such a long few minutes, Shu He felt that Ah Zi's heart was becoming more and more broken, and he was ready to fly.
Finally, at the last moment, she didn't have the strength to shout, but just asked him in a hoarse crying voice: "Why? ”
Shi Qi was silent for a long time, probably Ah Zi couldn't suffer like this, grabbed Shi Qi's shirt and asked him even more: "Tell me, why?" ”
"Because I don't love you."
This is the most bloody, true, and sadistic answer.
Nothing can match the words I don't love you.
Shu He's heart stabbed fiercely, this feeling was brought by Ah Zi, she was in her dreams, and she could feel her joys, sorrows, and sorrows.
How much love does it take to make a girl with a noble status lower her profile and beg a man to be with her.
Shu He felt very sad, at least she didn't have anyone she particularly loved, and she didn't want to be like this.
Ah Zi squatted on the ground alone, covering her face and crying, Shi Qi wanted to comfort her, but was pushed away by Ah Zi.
The camera turned again, and returned to the dormitory, Ah Zi sat alone, her eyes were no longer as smart as before, she was like a puppet, motionless, and a little wind could blow her away.
She instructed, "Go and get me the medicine." ”
Seeing this scene, Shu He already understood that Ah Zi couldn't stand such a blow and wanted to take medicine to commit suicide.
How she wanted to stop it, but she couldn't stop it, she could only watch Ah Zi die, because she knew that this was the end.
In the process of the maidservant going to get the medicine, Shu He saw the letter written by Ah Zi to Shi Qi.
Maybe you never cared about me, but I want to tell you that from the moment you first met, you were in my heart, and there was no substitute from now on.
I allow you to say that I am stupid, because I was born to be stupid, but I am willing to be stupid like this, so that I can see you again.
But pretending to be stupid hurts too much, I don't want to pretend anymore, I want to be happy. From the day I met you, my sky was gathering cumulus clouds, until one day, there were so many cumulus clouds that the haze lingered, and it poured down like an abyss.
I know you don't love me, so I'm not going to force it, but I want you to know that there is a girl like me who once loved you sincerely, passionately, and intensely.
I don't know if I will continue to love you after that, but I know that I still love you at the moment when I put pen to paper to the end of my life.
I don't need you to love me anymore, this may be my life, I've lived a good life for too many years, and God may not be used to it, so let you show up and destroy all my fortresses.
But you know what? If you would like to be my fortress, I would think it was the strongest love in the world, but you won't, and never will.