Chapter 1149: Never Have I Ever Loved You
At that time, she was his placebo.
He has always felt that this is love, if he hadn't met Luo Nanchu, he might never know what true love is for the rest of his life.
He owes a debt to this woman, so even if he will make Luo Nanchu wronged, he will try his best to make up for it.
He doesn't love her, but he will find someone to take good care of her, but he can't give her anything else.
"Did Nan Chu come back and tell you?" Bai Xuesheng said softly, "I'm sorry, I didn't expect to let you know about this in this way. I didn't mean to be seen by her, did I let you quarrel again? ”
"Xue Sheng." Fu Tingyuan said slowly, "Give the key back to my eldest brother." It's not the place you should be. I will arrange for someone to come to your apartment and take care of you. I'm not going to pursue this anymore, and I don't want our relationship to deteriorate any more because of anything. ”
“……”
"You should also know how I have treated you all these years. What I owe you, I'm trying to make it up, you're special in my heart, and I can tolerate a lot because of you, but that's all I can do. If I find out that you have secretly done something that makes me embarrassed in the future, it is difficult for me to guarantee that I will not pursue it. ”
"Ting Yuan......" Her voice became softer and softer, as if she was exhausted, "Can we stop doing this?" …… I feel like you're getting farther and farther away from me, and I'm about to be pushed out of your world, you know? I'm scared, I'm afraid you don't want me anymore. ”
"......" Fu Tingyuan was silent for a while, and then spoke very flatly, "But you have never really entered my world." You should be clear. ”
This sentence is already a bit excessively cruel.
Luo Nanchu stood not far away, and he was a little stunned when he heard the words.
Her hair was damp and dripping behind her shoulders, and it stands to reason that she should have gone over and dried it with a hair dryer...... However, she felt that she shouldn't go over to disturb Fu Tingyuan now.
She carefully rubbed her wet hair with a dry towel, and pricked up her ears to listen to Fu Tingyuan's speech.
"Ting Yuan," Bai Xuesheng's voice was so light that he was almost inaudible, and his anger was like a gossamer, "You can't say that...... You're being cruel to me like this, you know? I've been waiting for you for so many years, even if you don't love me anymore......"
"I've never loved you." He lightly shattered her hopes, and narrated in a calm and cool tone, "Xue Sheng, I have always admired you, but that is not love. I hope you can figure it out. I made it clear to you a long time ago, and I thought you already knew that. ”
At least in the past eight years, he has never given her any hope.
On the issue of feelings, he never engages in any ambiguity, liking is liking, and he needs to do whatever it takes to fight for it, if he doesn't like it, he doesn't like it, and he won't give her any extravagant hope.
Bai Xuesheng choked up in a low voice, Fu Tingyuan didn't speak, just listened quietly to her crying over there.
After a long time, Bai Xuesheng asked, "Ting Yuan, I just want to live closer to you, don't you drive me out, okay?" I promise that I won't run into Nan Chu in the future, I won't upset her, will you let me live there? ”