The appearance of Sun Ningning made me begin to reflect on the road of life.

At the beginning of people, nature is good, everyone should have a simple and kind time, starting from a runny nose and bare buttocks, I thought about it, only to find that simplicity and kindness were long forgotten when I was a child.

When I was in elementary school, the big head let me appreciate the stimulation of my mother-in-law, and then under the indirect stimulation of Zhang Fang, I became more and more indifferent to the feelings.

"Squeak", the door of the back kitchen was pushed open, and my train of thought was interrupted, Zhang Fang held on to the door frame, looked at me very worriedly, and asked with concern.

"Brother Shan, are you okay?"

"It's okay, what can I do, by the way, Fangzi, the key to my old house is not, go, go out with me!" I miss the carefree days of my life, and the nostalgia suddenly springs up before I think about it.

Zhang Fang nodded, asked her mother for the key, and I went up to the ridge hand in hand, and Peijun said that she would follow, but I had no choice but to let her and Zhang Fang drag.

The old house is very dilapidated, there are many cracks in the dusky walls, the window sills, and the door panels are also rotten.

"Brother Shan, the house is about to collapse, why don't you find someone to renovate it!" Zhang Fang said worriedly while opening the rusty iron lock.

I hummed and took the lead and walked in, Chen Hui had lived here for a while, and it was quite tidy, but there was too much dust.

"Fangzi, do you remember, when I hit a ghost and fell into a coma, you just stood next to this door and looked at me, at that time, you were still a dirty wild girl!"

I stood under the door frame that was about to fall, and said to Zhang Fang with a smile, but Pei Jun frowned, stretched out his hand to fan the air, and said with a disgusted face.

"Tut-tut, Li Shan, your family was so poor back then!"

Zhang Fang glanced at her, her surprised expression was fleeting, walked over, and said close to me: "Why don't you remember, you touched my face and robbed me of five cents, I saw that you helped me with my homework, so I didn't tell my family!" ”

I smiled, Zhang Fang was honest, it was true, when she was in school, the homework was basically contracted by me, and in return, she also brought me some snacks from time to time and shared her radio with me.

"Don't you say I almost forgot, you also helped me steal Chen Hui's underwear, hehe, it's funny to think about, but it's a pity that we can't go back!"

After saying that, I turned around and walked to the back room, this room is my nightmare, it carries everything my son is, such as being beaten, scolded, inferior, cowardly.

At that time, my family was poor, I didn't have a meal, I was bare-ass in summer, barefoot in winter, my parents were old, and I was always angry with me when I was bumped in life.

But my father's love is like a mountain, my mother's love is like the sea, I don't blame my parents, every time my father beats me, I have to be silent for a long time, and every time my mother scolds me, I will wash my face with tears.

At that time, I was thinking, if I had more money, would I be the same as Datou and Zhang Fang, I would have a hot meal when I returned home, new clothes to wear during the Chinese New Year, and my parents would talk about it all day long?

The answer is yes, those who have hair want to be bald, and those who are parents who don't love their children.

I believe that my parents also want to hold me and take care of me in every way, but unfortunately their strength does not allow it, they can only watch the blood marks on my immature shoulders, and can only cover my cold purple little hands after I fall asleep.

Once, when I cut wood, my father was so angry that he threw the knife into the muddy field, but at night, he secretly found it.

He once carried me on his back and walked to the village clinic overnight, it was a cold day, he was wearing straw sandals, and when he came back, his heels were cracked.

……

If conditions permit, not to mention how rich you are, you can have enough food and clothing, I think a lot of suffering can be avoided, and I will not go to the road of no return.

The conditions are good, but the son wants to raise but the relatives are gone.

I smiled bitterly, looking at the low and dilapidated room, there was only a wooden bed made of bricks, and the quilt was neatly folded, but unfortunately it was covered with dust, I said with a smile while reaching out and patting it.

"Chen Hui has slept here, you see, my mother-in-law's house is different, the people are gone, and the quilt is still folded so neatly!"

"Brother Shan, do you hate Hui'er, in fact, she is the same as you, her life is very hard, thinking about the feelings of the past, let's not worry about her, as long as she is good, we will have light on our faces!"

Zhang Fang walked over, turned the quilt around, opened it and spread it on the bed, snuggled up to my shoulder and said.

Peijun also came in, she looked at me and Zhang Fang vigorously, her face was full of disdain, she covered her mouth and said, "You don't want to go to bed here, it's so disgusting, the bed will collapse, the house will collapse!" ”

Her father made me feel terrified, so she hurriedly turned her face away and stopped looking, looked at Zhang Fang and said, "Fangzi, don't you ask me what's the matter with this mother-in-law?" ”

"What do you ask, if you want to say it or not, you will say it, if you don't want to ask, it's in vain to ask, it's me who is leaning on your shoulder at this time, not her, I'm already very satisfied!"

Zhang Fang showed her true feelings, her face wandered with a happy smile, grabbed my hand, put it on her chest, and looked at my neck and sighed.

The Taiwanese mother-in-law's affairs can't be explained clearly for a while, I guess I can only let it go, pursed my lips and thought about it, touched my head and said.

"Fangzi, let's not mention Hui'er's affairs, you're right, a few of us, whoever is beautiful, that's not an outsider, don't look at Hui'er betraying me, in fact, she is very painful in her heart, there is something to give, and she is easy to entangle!"

"Hmm!" Zhang Fang hummed, probably wanting to get closer to me, and moved her butt a few times, but the bed board clicked and broke in an instant.

I couldn't dodge her, and immediately sat on the ground, and the old gray was so sprinkled that I couldn't open my eyes.

After coughing a few times, I raised my head and laughed, but Zhang Fang blushed and turned around to help me, but when I was about to stand up, she suddenly paused again, frowned and pointed behind me and said.

"Bah, what's that, how do you have such a beautiful book?"

Book,What book?

I was a little stunned, sat on the ground and turned my head to look, only to see a small pink notebook resting on the upturned quilt, with a smiling face drawn on it.

"This is Chen Hui's, how could I buy a book of this color!" With that, I picked it up sideways, blew off the dust, and opened it with a full stomach full of doubts......

(End of chapter)