After He Hailan left, He Qingfeng walked to the chair in the pavilion and sat down, the little guy stood at the door and looked at the second son who was already standing there and opened his mouth, He Qingtang raised his hand to stop the little guy from making a sound, and He Qingfeng, who was standing there quietly, the guilt in his heart began to spread infinitely, and self-blame and remorse poured out of the emotions in his eyes.

blame himself for not being able to hide his feelings, otherwise the fifth sister will not see it, and he will not make the eldest brother so embarrassed, he likes to follow his eldest brother very much, because the eldest brother does a good job no matter what he does, and his homework is better than himself, and the eldest brother not only does a good job, but also is willing to help him, so that he can also do well, so as not to be scolded by his father.

At first, he thought it was just a simple brother and brother Gong, he also enjoyed this kind of brother and brother Gong, some people came to ask their brother for advice, he was also very happy, but I don't know when it started, he just wanted to focus on himself with the care of the eldest brother and the attention of the eldest brother, as long as the eldest brother separated a little bit of thought to others, he would be very unhappy, like... Before, they went to another courtyard to take care of the fifth sister together, he would rather take care of the fifth sister by himself than let the eldest brother put his mind on the fifth sister.

The fifth sister saw it and saw that she liked the eldest brother, but the eldest brother still couldn't see it, the eldest brother still just regarded him as a younger brother, maybe he was the younger brother of the eldest brother, and he was just a younger brother.

The eldest brother said that a good man should protect his family and defend the country, not stop at the love of his children, he thought that the eldest brother also cared about himself, and he just used the love of his children as an excuse, but all this is just lying to himself, the eldest brother really wants to gain fame and protect the family and defend the country, and he has never considered the love of his children.

He Qingfeng took a deep breath and looked at his hand, and sneered, "He Qingfeng, He Qingfeng, you are really... The person you love the most is actually yourself, you say that you are afraid that others can't stand it, in fact, what you are most afraid of is that you can't stand it, you can't imagine it, the taste of being canceled by the world, so you have to go back, you want to escape, you don't deserve to be a man at all! ”

He Qingtang at the door heard He Qingfeng's words, his eyes were red, look, he has already forced his eldest brother to blame himself, the eldest brother is obviously such a magnificent man, he shouldn't be sad about this kind of thing, let alone annoyed by this kind of thing.

He Qingtang clenched his hands, pursed his lips, showed a hint of determination in his eyes, lowered his head and walked in, and the moment he raised his head again, his usual smile was replaced on his face, "Big brother, what are you doing?" Reading again? ”

He Qingfeng put away his emotions and smiled at He Qingtang, "It's not that Mr. wants to take a small test, you have to take a good look at the book, you, you should also take a good look at the book, otherwise Mr. will not let me be beaten for you." ”

Looking at the casual smile on He Qingfeng's face, He Qingtang's heart seemed to be picked up by something, look, the eldest brother is obviously in a very bad mood, but when he appears in front of him, the eldest brother always puts a smile on his face, as if nothing has happened, today he saw the eldest brother there sad, so what about before? When I didn't see my eldest brother sad, was my eldest brother the same?

He Qingtang walked to He Qingfeng and sat down opposite him as if he didn't notice anything, smiled hehe, and scratched his head embarrassedly, "I think I'm still not suitable for studying, I went back before, my father talked to me and said let me go to the barracks, after all, it's really bad for me to study, I think going to the barracks is also very suitable for me, and because of my father's relationship, I go to the barracks is not an ordinary disease, it's a small official." ”

He Qingfeng's face changed, and his brows furrowed tightly, "Where are you going to the barracks?" ”

"The southwest side, I heard that the people in the south are very rampant, so I naturally want to suppress those rampant barbarians, big brother, you said that if I come back as a general in the future, you haven't become a champion yet, so are you worse than me?" He Qingtang looked at He Qingfeng with pride, "I think it should be, you see that it is difficult to make military merits, if I am named a general because of my military merits, it is not a small military merit, you only use endorsement to learn arithmetic is very simple, if I come back and you don't get the champion, then you will be finished." ”

He Qingfeng frowned slightly, the emotion in his eyes didn't know whether to be relieved or entangled, he looked at He Qingtang, his voice hoarse, "You have already decided to go to the southwest?" In fact, you can also study, you can stay. ”

He Qingtang laughed, shook his head and said, "I can't, I read books for readers, I didn't think there was anything when I was young, but now that I've grown up, if I don't find something that suits me, I may really be nothing." ”

You're not nothing!

He Qingfeng's chest seemed to be holding back a fire, and he couldn't get it out, he wanted to rush over and tell He Qingtang, you are not nothing! Even if you don't do anything, you can... Well done because I can help you and I can raise you!

But he didn't have the courage to say such things, and he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to do it after he said it.

"Big brother, don't be sad, I've finally found something I like now, shouldn't you be happy for me? How do I see you not being happy at all? ”

He Qingfeng put away his emotions, his hands were clenched tightly, he raised his eyes to look at the beautiful young man opposite him, and after a while, he smiled and bowed, "I'm naturally happy for you, but I don't know how to express it for a while, when you leave, I want to give you a send-off gift first." ”

"Just these two days, I heard my father say that the military department is arranging, and the first batch will go in these two days." He Qingtang smiled and said, "It's still a little exciting to think about it, I've never been out of the door so far." ”

"In such a hurry." He Qingfeng's face froze, "Why are you in such a hurry." ”

"There's nothing in the hurry, anyway, I'm going to go early and late, what?" He Qingtang looked at He Qingfeng with a smile, "Big brother, you can't bear my younger brother?" ”

He Qingfeng clenched his hands and loosened them tightly, then raised his eyes to look at He Qingtang and asked, "Second brother, you have treated me as ..."

"Treat you as my closest brother, big brother, you have let me no matter what I have been since I was a child." He Qingtang interrupted He Qingfeng's words and said with a slight smile, "I don't know how to endorse you, just help me, teach me to read and teach me to memorize over and over again, until I pass the test, over time, I will treat you as a pillar, and I will find you whenever I have difficulties, even... There is no difficulty, I feel that with you by my side, I will definitely succeed. ”