267 I just want to have something to rely on

Shen Ting raised her eyes, hehehehe, why? Why does An Chenyu know everything? After knowing it, why do you want to do this, what are those so-called likes in his eyes?

Shen Jiayang didn't expect An Chenyu to make everything about Shen Ting clear, all along, he always thought that he was the one who knew Shen Ting best.

"So, what qualifications do you have to say you like her now?" An Chenyu looked at each other lightly, Shen Jiayang did have a good relationship with Shen Ting, he had been following her since kindergarten, the first time they met, he followed her home, the second time they met, he followed her home, and later, every time they went to school together and went home from school, this was a natural result, others, such as himself, no, but he still took the initiative to understand her, her life was very beautiful, better than anyone else, and all this was lost in a seemingly conspiracy and accident, she changed, no longer so perfect, even plummeted, but he could help, even if it was her fear and her avoidance in exchange.

"That's enough." Suddenly, they heard the familiar voice next to them, weak, with a hint of weakness, she stood up from the low bushes, "Can you not say this at the door of my house, do you know that this will be heard, do you know that my mother, Ling Qibin, Yihan, Yiwen They are all very worried, if they know, how painful they should be, An Chenyu, I don't know why you have to do this, but I beg you, don't say it again." ”

An Chenyu didn't plan to say anything more, glanced at Shen Jiayang, and then walked in the direction of Shen Ting, standing in front of her, "Shen Ting, if you can, I don't want to say it." ”

Shen Ting pursed her lips, An Chenyu didn't say anything more, bypassed her and left, Shen Ting raised his eyes to look at Shen Jiayang again, he didn't hesitate, didn't look at her, and left quickly without even saying hello, Shen Ting didn't take a breath, she heard the other person talking and laughing, which frightened Shen Ting and became vigilant all of a sudden, and soon, Qiu Yiwen and several people appeared in her sight, "Hey, Ting, it turns out that you are here." Qiu Yiwen smiled and stepped forward quickly, "We're looking for you." ”

Shen Ting glanced at Qiu Yiwen, then at Ling Qibin and Qiu Yihan, as well as Yang Jing's mother, when were they together? Still, it looks like they didn't hear anything.

"I went out with Zhinuo and just came back." Shen Ting greeted them with a smile, and then walked to the apartment with Qiu Yiwen, if she was more attentive, she could find that they were different from usual.

Time flies in a blink of an eye, the time in school is generally fast and slow, Shen Ting didn't expect that the wind and waves would be quiet for so long, according to Shen Yuqiu's character, it would never be like this, and soon entered the beginning of May, the weather was already hot, and the skin under the short sleeves was blown by the wind and did not feel cold.

The tender green leaves look particularly bright and green in the sunlight, and the senior high school students are about to usher in the college entrance examination, and most of the senior high school freshmen are quietly struggling to study alone, of course, some are more lazy.

"Oh, this time next year, it's going to be us who are sitting in that building and struggling, haha." Guo Zhinuo stood on the rooftop that was neither tall nor short, and looking at the past from this angle, he could see the seniors and seniors struggling in the senior teaching building opposite.

Qiu Yiwen nodded, Shen Ting pursed her lips, she was thinking now, in the third year of high school, would they be busy?

After a short learning moment, there was a boring history class, after surviving this class, school was over, Shen Ting looked at the book in a daze, raised his eyes to look at Shen Jiayang's seat, he was taking notes seriously, it had been so long since that incident, he didn't seem to want to talk to himself.

Until the end of school, Shen Ting grabbed Shen Jiayang, who was about to leave, "Shen Jiayang, I want to ......"

"I want to talk to you." Shen Jiayang raised his eyes to look at her, interrupting her words that were about to speak, I don't know when it started, their relationship became so estranged.

The rooftop of the school has always been a good place to talk, Shen Ting followed Shen Jiayang to the rooftop, and before she could calm down, Shen Jiayang, who had been quiet, suddenly stopped, Shen Ting raised his head in confusion, as a result, he simply turned around and looked at her coldly, he rarely did this, so, Shen Ting's heart was a little scared, all along, Shen Jiayang has been very good to her, like now, it is really hard to imagine, his eyes are cold and gloomy and terrifying.

Shen Ting took a few steps back in fear, but Shen Jiayang in front of her didn't think about letting her go, she retreated from him, her eyes were terrifyingly gloomy, and there was a trace of bloodshot, her usual giggling appearance turned into anger, and suddenly quickly grabbed Shen Ting's arm and pushed her to the wall next to her, "Why do you want to do this." ”

Shen Ting looked at him with wide eyes in panic, she had never seen Shen Jiayang like this, and there were some waves in her heart, "Jiayang ......"

"Shen Ting, why are you always so cold-blooded and ruthless......" The strength in Shen Jiayang's hand increased with his emotions, and the painful Shen Ting gasped, but Shen Jiayang still didn't let go, "Why do I like you, you don't deserve it at all, why would you rather choose suicide than never thought about me, do you know how scared and uncomfortable I was when I heard the news." ”

Shen Ting didn't know how to answer, she could only look at him in horror, "You don't know, because in your heart, I am dispensable......" Shen Jiayang raised his eyes and looked at her painful appearance, and his heart was also colic, he originally wanted to say a lot to her, but now he couldn't say it, so stuck in his throat, Shen Ting looked at him tightly, and saw that he suddenly lowered his head as if he wanted to ask for it, which frightened her into shock, and before she realized what she said for a while, Shen Jiayang was pulled away and punched.

Shen Ting looked at Shen Jiayang in a panic, and then looked at Qiu Yihan who was blocking in front of her, Qiu Yihan glanced at Shen Jiayang with a cold face, his voice was extremely low, and the cold aura emanating from his body was very strong, like coming out of an ice cellar, "Stay away from her." After speaking, he stretched out his hand and grabbed Shen Ting and left quickly.

Shen Ting turned her eyes to look at Shen Jiayang, who was not reacting, at this moment he was facing away from her, and he couldn't see his expression, but because what happened just now really made her feel palpitations, she didn't dare to stay, let Qiu Yihan take her away, Qiu Yihan at this moment is very terrible, the first time they met, he was indeed very indifferent, but not as now, low indifference, such Qiu Yihan is also terrible, she didn't dare to resist and didn't think about resisting, Shen Jiayang and Qiu Yihan are personal, she would rather leave with Qiu Yihan.

Qiu Yihan pulled her to a place where there was no one, away from all the places that would be seen, before stopping, with his back to Shen Ting, he couldn't see his emotions at the moment, what was he thinking, Shen Ting didn't speak, she could feel it, Qiu Yihan held her hand loose, but soon it tightened, she waited for him to ease his emotions first, originally thought that he would be very angry and angry, so angry that he might yell at her, soon, Qiu Yihan suddenly turned around and hugged her, Shen Ting was hugged and pushed into the corner by him before she could react, and then leaned her face on her neck, Breathing was a little disordered, and the feeling of weakness rose as his anger fell, Shen Ting pursed her lips, and still spoke softly, "Yihan ......"

"Don't talk." Qiu Yihan leaned on her shoulder and said sullenly, Shen Ting didn't speak again, and I don't know how long it took before Qiu Yihan raised his hand slightly against the wall behind her and moved gently, "Why did you kill yourself?" Why did he end his life, when he heard the news that she had committed suicide, his heart was already panicking, if she was really gone, he would not have met her, he would not have liked her, and even, she would not have appeared in his life.

Qiu Yihan's breath sprayed on her neck, hot and itchy, all of them were disturbing Shen Ting's heart, Shen Ting lowered her eyes, why?

"Because, without dependence, there is no courage to live anymore." Her voice was seldom like this, weak and painful, uncomfortable and low, reaching his ears, making him distressed and uncomfortable.

There is no dependence, no courage to live anymore......

Hot tears overflowed in Shen Ting's eyes, she couldn't help but hug Qiu Yihan back, buried her face in his arms, and cried in a sullen and low voice, "When my father died, my mother changed, she was afraid that everyone would leave her, and she was immersed in grief all the time, ignoring no one and ignoring anyone, and the people in the school, I don't know why, suddenly came to accuse me of bullying me, they made me breathless, and my world was full of despair, I couldn't find anyone to talk to, I couldn't find anyone to rely on......"

"After everything, everything happened, Shen Yuqiu and the others bullied me and threatened me again, and I had no way to live anymore, so the only thought I had at the beginning was to commit suicide, end my life, and end everything."

This is the first time Qiu Yihan feels Shen Ting's powerlessness, she rarely talks about her past and buries the past deep in her heart, but this time, he feels Shen Ting's dependence, she has always been strong, and she is relying on him at the moment.

"I know what the consequences of my death will be, but I still choose to die, really, really can't let me live." Shen Ting cried and told the secret buried deep in her heart, the secret of four years made her blindly lose herself, and finally cut herself off from the world, she didn't even know why she was still alive, at first she didn't want her mother to be sad, but now? Why?

"Yihan ......" Shen Ting leaned on his arms, put down all the stretchers and burdens, and handed everything on him, when did he hold a person and cry with peace of mind in the past four years, now it is, "I don't want to be a burden, but I want to rely on, I just want a support that allows me to live." ”