I don't know how long I slept, Jiang Fei woke up groggily, he opened his eyes slightly, staring at the ceiling blankly for a long time.....

At this time, Jiang Fei was the only one left on the bed in the bedroom, and the deserted apartment was very quiet, if it weren't for the fact that he could clearly feel the strangeness of his body being violated, Jiang Fei would only mistakenly think that he had gone to heaven at this time.

Half an hour later, Jiang Fei got out of bed with difficulty, he supported his waist with one hand and the wall with the other, and slowly, walked into the bathroom one by one.

Looking at himself in a mess in the mirror, and then looking down at his whole body, Jiang Fei felt in a trance.... Is this really him?

I was slapped twice last night, and the side of my face that was beaten probably burst a lot of capillaries, and at the moment it was swollen with black greens, and even one eye was about to become a panda eye, and on my body, there were blue and purple bite marks and bruises, deep and shallow all over the body, and the neck and waist were like being bitten out of blood, and there were dark brown scabs on it.... Even there was a ridiculous bite mark on his ankle.

It's like sex. The body of the queen of love, respectively, has just been violently beaten by someone, recalling the purgatory he walked through last night, the whole night of roasting and frying, Jiang Fei couldn't believe that he actually survived.

Jiang Fei finally squatted next to the washstand, and finally couldn't hold back his crying.

No matter how difficult it has always been, as long as the spiritual world is still solid, it doesn't matter how hard Jiang Fei is, a long time of solitude has already made him accustomed to his lonely and quiet little world, he lives silently like this, running forward with effort and expectation.

Even when he was deceived by Fu Xun and had nothing, Jiang Fei still silently comforted himself in his own small world, as long as he lived well, there would always be hope....

But now, the spiritual world that collapsed violently made Jiang Fei's collapsed spirit at the moment nowhere to place, this kind of shameful thing, he didn't dare to imagine what it would be like to be known by his parents, his father was such a proud person...

Jiang Fei has never been so disgusted with himself and the world as he is at this moment, he would rather die in bed last night than face this filthy world after he wakes up.

Jiang Fei rushed under the shower for a long time, crying and rubbing every inch of skin on his body, the disgusting feeling coiled in his brain made him want to scrape off a layer of skin on his body directly.

After taking a shower, Jiang Fei returned to the bedroom in a trance, and was about to fall headlong on the bed, but looking at the messy big bed in front of him, thinking of everything that happened in bed last night, Jiang Fei only felt nauseous in his heart, and at this moment it seemed that the air was filled with the breath of that beast....

"Bastard....." Jiang Fei choked up and scolded, "You can't die well..."

Jiang Fei's heart was tired to the limit, his brain was even more blank, he didn't have the energy to think about what he should do next, he just wanted to fall down and never wake up.

Falling on the bed in the guest room, Jiang Fei kept shedding tears, and only fell asleep again when he was about to collapse from crying.

I don't know how long I slept, but when Jiang Fei woke up again, it was already dark.

Jiang Fei got up in a daze, came to the living room to drink water in a trance, and when he wanted to go back and lie down after drinking the water, the mobile phone that had been on the dining table suddenly rang.

Jiang Fei didn't want to answer, and he didn't want to hear any sound at this time, but when the corner of his eye caught a glimpse of the caller ID on the mobile phone was Aunt Hua, Jiang Fei suddenly felt a thrill in his heart, and suddenly sobered up a lot, and quickly picked up the mobile phone to connect.

Aunt Hua is a nurse in the psychiatric hospital where Jiang Fei's mother lives, and every time Jiang Fei visits his mother, he will bring some food for this Aunt Hua, in order to let Aunt Hua take care of her mother a little more.

Aunt Hua's own son is not filial, so she likes the well-behaved and obedient Jiang Fei very much, and generally if Jiang Fei's mother is in the hospital, she will call Jiang Fei as soon as possible.

"Eh, you finally answered the phone, no one answered your phone in the past two days, and I'm dying."

Aunt Hua complained about Jiang Fei not answering the phone first, and then mentioned the matter.

"What? Discontinuation? Jiang Fei, who was already on the verge of collapse, exploded instantly, "How can the medicine be stopped?" I didn't say I was going to stop taking the drug, why did I stop it?! ”

"Jiang Fei, you calm down first." Aunt Hua on the other end of the phone comforted softly, "I just want to ask you, did you forget to pay the medicine fee?" I asked the director of the ** department, and she asked me not to ask, what do you say that the hospital will raise your mother in the future, and all the medicines, examinations, and everything will be stopped. ”

Jiang Fei scratched his hair, his eyes were red with anxiety, "How can this be, I have paid my mother's medical expenses for a year, if it is because of insufficient medical expenses, I can pay it again, why did I stop the medicine directly without anyone notifying me?" Aunt Hua, you ask the hospital, if I miss something, I will make up for it immediately, my mother is recovering, and the medicine must not be stopped...."

The other end of the phone was silent for a long time before Aunt Hua asked in a low voice, "Jiang Fei, have you offended anyone?" ”

"What? Aunt Hua, why do you say that? ”

"A few days ago, a man came to the hospital to come and see your mother, I don't think it's a kind visit, he looks at your mother with a strange and scary look, like looking at an enemy."

"Male?" Jiang Fei's brain was in chaos, "Does Aunt Hua know his identity?" ”

"I don't know, but this person is dressed decently, with a subordinate by his side, at first glance he is a rich man, our dean is smiling when he talks to him, he saw your mother at that time, and specially talked to our dean and director alone for a long time, I don't know what they said, but after he left, your mother's medicine was stopped by the hospital."

"How.... How so? Jiang Fei's brain was working very slowly at the moment, and he couldn't think of who Aunt Hua was talking about for a while.

"The director also told me privately, let me not tell you, but how can I not tell you about such a big matter."

"That's it, Aunt Hua, I'll go to you now to find out the situation."

"It's night, the dean and they have already left work, you better come tomorrow morning." Aunt Hua said softly, "Jiang Fei, don't worry, I know what the medicines your mother takes, I bought a bottle of each bottle myself, and I have quietly refilled it for your mother for the time being." ”

Jiang Fei choked up, "Thank you, Aunt Hua, thank you...."

"It's okay, it's okay, it's just that you don't call next time, but I'm in a hurry."

"No... No, Aunt Hua, I assure you. ”

After hanging up the phone, Jiang Fei still couldn't sit still, he kept comforting himself, maybe the hospital made a mistake, as long as he went to explain it tomorrow morning, he would make up the payment, if it was really a problem with the hospital, then it would be transferred to another hospital....

Because he slept for too long and his brain was dizzy, Jiang Fei came to the bathroom, turned on the faucet, and splashed his face desperately with cold water.

Looking at himself embarrassed in the mirror, Jiang Fei sniffed hard, and forced back the urge to cry.

In the past two days, he has been so depressed, almost forgetting his parents, Jiang Fei feels that he is really more wasteful than waste.

Isn't it that you have nothing, isn't it just being forced*, Jiang Fei thought to himself, as long as his life is still there, just now that he is a wreck, what face does he have to die or live for dignity.

Jiang Fei came to the kitchen, took out the bread from the refrigerator, and then stood in front of the refrigerator and tore the bread and stuffed it into his mouth.

He has to live, he has to live ....

(Brother: Unlike the gangsters, once the crab starts in this article, it will appear intermittently later.) ）