Zihan tried to restrain his heartbeat from beating too fast with his hands, and then turned the letter to the first page.

'Xiaohan, since that incident, I have had a lot of things to say to you, but when I look at you, I don't know what to say. ’

'Xiaohan, I'm sorry, it's me who is not good, I shouldn't have pulled you up the hill and not let go, if I hadn't been too careless at the time, they wouldn't have made up those rumors to arrange you. ’

Zihan's heart was inexplicably a little sour, that day, was he unwilling to let go, or did he forget to let go?

And what about her, she never knew what it was like to be loved, wasn't she also reluctant to withdraw her hand because she liked the feeling of being carefully cared for by a person?

She tugged at the corners of her mouth bitterly and continued to read.

'Xiaohan, after hearing the rumors, you must hate me, blame me, blame me, right? I thought you would never pay attention to me from then on, but I didn't expect you to do everything you could to help me continue my education.

You and Grandpa Lin said that it was to repay me for saving you, but you and I both know that even if I don't catch you at that time, you won't be in much danger, right? ’

The corners of Zihan's mouth tugged bitterly again.

It's really hard to say what happened at that time, if he hadn't caught her, wouldn't she have come here, but Xiao Zihan would still have left!

In the end, he caught Xiao Zihan and let her come here?

Or was it because she came here that he caught her?

Zihan sighed softly, and her gaze continued to return to the letter.

'Xiaohan, thank you for ignoring me, even if the reason I saved you is far-fetched, but I am also grateful that there is still this reason to tie you and me together.

When I heard the rumors, I thought about it and thought of two feasible ways, but neither of them was the best, and it was only when my father and grandfather agreed to take you as my goddaughter that I realized that it seemed that this was the best way.

But I don't feel very good, I can't tell why, especially when you call me big brother, my heart is even more uncomfortable-'

Seeing this, Zihan's slowed heartbeat was inexplicably fast and chaotic.

However, the latter sentence 'Because I don't think I'm worthy to be your big brother.' , which made her heart cold inexplicably.

Perhaps, she really thought too much.

How could he, an eighteen-year-old adult, like her, a milky hairy girl?

The second 'kiss' on her may have been for something else!

'Xiaohan, now that I am your eldest brother, then I will be a good big brother, I will protect you well in this life and this life, even if one day grandpa is gone, there will still be me by your side to accompany you, protect you, and love you. ’

Zihan's eyes suddenly swelled with wetness, although he was a little unwilling and unwilling in his heart, but his heart inexplicably fell into the nine words 'accompanying you, protecting you, and hurting you'.

Anyway, it's nice to have a brother you like who loves you, right?

There was no family affection and no love in her previous life, and she didn't live well until she reached thirty-two.

At least in this life, she has gained a lot of family affection.

Thinking of this, Zihan raised his eyes and looked at the other letter placed on the table, and the corners of his mouth unconsciously curved.

It's good to be Xiao Zihan, there are so many brothers who hurt.

The next paragraph is Gu Shaoyuan's words to ask her how she has been studying recently, whether she feels that the content of the first year of junior high school is good or not, and whether she needs him to help her with counseling.

came, and specially instructed her to reply to him, only in this way can she know her details.