Chapter 218: Lu really misses his wife and children to hot the kang head
Lin Yu tried to keep her voice as calm as she had just been, but this effort was too far-fetched in the eyes of others, because her reaction had already revealed the fear of her own thoughts in her heart.
It can also be said that her current panic is because Jiang Buci is on the point and talking about ...... She had the idea of what she wanted to do. But she couldn't admit it, and she couldn't do that!
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"It doesn't matter where I live. And I just have one thing to say, and isn't this what you think in your heart, sister? So、Why can't you admit it? Is it hard? Are you afraid that others will talk about you after you find out, or what? If so, then think about what is wrong with you!? Yes, of course, there is nothing wrong with your child. But I hope you can think about it, with your current mentality, even if you force yourself to give birth to him, then can you really raise him without a trace of mustard? Can you guarantee that you won't think of his father when you see him, of the man who ruined your youth and your feelings, and almost pushed you off a cliff? Can you do it? "Jiang doesn't give every sentence to his heart, although he is very indifferent, but he is also reasonable. And the reason why she is like this is also because of that truth.
Because of that, she didn't care about the truth about why Liu Lei fell off the cliff just now.
This was also only known after Lin Yu said it. It turned out that after Lin Yu, who was scared to death by her and pulled out, used it as a shield, and saw that something was wrong and had passed, so he trembled and was silent for a long time, and then began to "negotiate" with Lin Yu, threatening that if she didn't follow the direction he said, she would ruin her!
And what about Lin Yu? She was broken, and the feeling of betrayal of her lover collided fiercely in her heart, so that she couldn't say a word at all, but Liu Lei couldn't empathize at all, because he didn't care all the time, all he cared about was himself!
To put it bluntly, he has always been "using and acting" Lin Yu, all to satisfy, pave the way, and balance his perverted and distorted life! Therefore, Lin Yu was speechless, and in Liu Lei's eyes, it became that she did not agree with this. So he went crazy and did it directly, trying to drag Lin Yu over behind his back, and then kick her off the cliff! But the world is impermanent, and a woman's strength is definitely inferior to that of a man, but at that time, Lin Yu was also very lucky, and it can also be said that God can't see it! Therefore, after Liu Lei got up, he kicked and knocked Lin Yu into the big rock, and then, Lin Yu finally came back to her senses, and the anger caused by the despair in her heart also gave her strength!
She couldn't believe that her lover would really treat her like this, and she couldn't imagine how he couldn't even let go of his own children! Therefore, Lin Yu held the vigilance brought by the anger, and reacted very quickly when Liu Lei scolded and kicked again, and then after the latter kicked in the air, Lin Yu stubbornly grabbed a very strong convex corner on the big stone, and then hooked Liu Lei's calf with a force under his feet, and at the same time pulled the corner of Liu Lei's clothes with his hand and moved forward, and then the person who had been clamoring to kill her and should have become her dearest and loved one ate the consequences and fell off the cliff! Lin Yu was the only one left, alone in the cold night wind, and it was not until a few hours later that he was able to regain his ability to think, and returned to the tent like a walking corpse......
So...... Jiang Buci is really really, it's not that he thinks that this unborn child deserves to die, or that he shouldn't come to this world at all! On the contrary, she hopes that this little guy can be born, because he is really right, and he also has the right to experience a life that she has never met!
However, if he was really born, then all the people, and Lin Yushe......
So, she had to say that
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I have to say that Jiang Buci will be resolute and ruthless sometimes, because some things must be decided correctly. Although she shouldn't be in charge of other people's affairs, there is no reason, and she is even more nosy with a mouse!
But if Lin Yu listens and can think about it properly instead of choosing to avoid the problem, then then she will be able to take responsibility for the decisions she makes instead of forcing herself with hidden resentment! Although it is a little too cruel to make her sane now...... But in short, she hoped that this poor woman, since she was already on the road to pity, would not go any further to tragedy.
That's what she thinks about the woman in front of her at the moment. And this idea is also the most correct choice to help Lin Yu choose when she understands the antecedents.
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“…… You are talking nonsense" Lin Yu listened to Jiang Buci's chatter, and only felt that his heart was about to be dissected! Then I couldn't help but feel that my whole body, which had been trembling slightly, finally fell on the bunk in the tent, like a cicada cocoon being pulled out of the slightest strength, and my mind was even more chaotic:
"I didn't...... I didn't think so! No......! She muttered indiscriminately, a little crazy, as if the gentle appearance just now didn't exist at all! But Jiang Buci knew, no.
She just couldn't take it.
Can't take anything this fuck on. She understands her, really.
Jiang Buci lowered his eyes and looked at Lin Yu who was lying in front of her, watching the latter's bean-sized tears slide down her slightly trembling face one by one and smash on the bunk, seeing her bite her lip tightly, as if she was about to lose her life, she couldn't help but feel sad in her heart.
Alas, feelings are really a harmful thing......
However, that's all she can say, and the rest is up to her choice.
Thinking about it, he got up in silence, and turned out of the tent with the pain all over his body......
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"Why...... Why! After leaving herself, Lin Yu finally cried loudly, instead of continuing to endure it!
She really worked hard! Whether it is joy or sorrow that has always come to her, she will accept it silently in her heart, no matter how big or small, because she feels that she must be able to, can digest, and can survive! But......
She really couldn't stand it this time!
But she's not crazy! She's just ...... Need to vent!
That girl is right, Lin Yu knows, and she knows that she has been deceiving herself and choosing to escape!
Yes, she shouldn't run away! She should face it! Face everything in front of you and make the right decision!
But...... This kind of face is really cruel......
Lin Yu howled and cried, and his hand was pressed tightly on his stomach. She's forcing herself, forcing herself to think, thinking desperately!
Think about what you really want to do! Or how to do it!
Oh, yes! It's time for her to decide! She couldn't do that anymore...... She still has her parents, and people who love her, so how can she ......