Chapter 349: Determination
"I knew that when you suddenly told me about this, you hoped that I could follow what Aunt Bai said, go to the capital to repeat my studies for a year and then retake the university exam." Hugging Ji Beibei again, Ji Aizhen said movingly.
"Do you want to go, then?" Ji Beibei looked at Ji Aizhen and asked, without waiting for her to answer, Ji Beibei added, "Sister, you don't have to think about anything else, you just follow your heart and tell me, do you really want to go?" ”
"I want to go."
Ji Aizhen looked at Ji Beibei fixedly, with tears shining in her eyes: "I thought bad before, I thought too much before I did everything, and then hesitated, and gave up with all kinds of excuses." That's actually a very big weakness in my personality that needs to be overcome. ”
Taking a deep breath, Ji Aizhen closed her eyes, and Li Jili's smugness, disdain, and Ji Furong's mean appearance seemed to flash in front of her......
She instantly strengthened her determination, and said word by word: "One day, I want them to see, is my dream delusional?" ”
"Sister, I believe you will realize your dream one day."
Ji Beibei had already prepared a big basket to convince Ji Aizhen. Seeing that she hadn't said a word, Ji Aizhen had already figured it out by herself, and she couldn't help but smile and squint.
Looking at Ji Aizhen's whole person because of her determination, she couldn't help but praise: "It is said that a woman who has a dream and pursues her dream is the most beautiful and attractive woman."
I didn't see it with my own eyes before, and I was still skeptical, but now that I see you like this, I think this is too right. ”
Ji Beibei looked at Ji Aizhen: "Sister, I believe that one day you will throw Li Jili and Ji Furong far away, and throw them to a height that they can't even look up at you on their tiptoes." When that day comes, they don't deserve to be taken to heart by you anymore. ”
"Well, I'm looking forward to that day."
Ji Aizhen nodded heavily, then looked at Ji Beibei and said with a smile: "But before that, do you still have to act as my little military advisor, let's think about how to let me go to school and settle my little brother and Fengnian well?" ”
She laughed at herself and smiled a little disappointed: "Actually, as long as you think of a way, there will definitely be a solution." There is no irreplaceable person in this world. It's just that I used to think that everything can't be done without me, so I limited myself. ”
"Sister, I have to say that you were really tired like that before."
Ji Beibei saw Ji Aizhen's loss, and hugged her very distressedly: "You only think about others, but you don't think about yourself." When you give more, you get used to it and everything will become a matter of course. Have you ever thought that if you really keep going like this, will you regret it one day? ”
“…… I do not know. ”
Ji Aizhen bit her lower lip, thinking of what her mother Chang Fengying said in response to Aunt Bai, "Whether or not she can read is also everyone's fate, since she can't read, it's useless to persuade her." ”
Although this "can't read" is an excuse given by himself. But she had to admit it. When she listened to these words come out of her mother's mouth, she felt an indescribable sense of loss, bitterness and unwillingness in her heart at that time.