His love is in a dilemma, and it is better to give it a go than to worry too much

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Fang Yuanxiang was busy until ten o'clock in the evening before returning home.

Sitting in the garage and not getting out of the car right away. Thinking about how to apologize to Lin Ruoxian. It seems that no matter what he says, there is nothing he can do now.

When he finally opened the door nervously, he found it dark inside. There was not a single movement. The sword eyebrows raised slightly, did you go out with that man again?

Automatically began to make up for the brain, and the picture of Lin Ruoxian and the man being happy came to mind. The five fingers tighten unconsciously.

After a while, he closed his eyes, sighed lightly, and decided to go back to his room to sleep.

He didn't want to see that again. I don't want to lose control and hurt her anymore. It's better to be out of sight.

The wound on his back hurts hotly at the moment. Maybe it's because I took a bath in the morning to soak the wound in water, and I didn't disinfect and bandage it properly, and now it's a little inflamed.

Since the wound was on his back and his hand was also injured, it was difficult to apply the medicine himself. But now he is the only one in the family.

Of course, even if Lin Ruoxian was at home, he would not expect her to help him bandage his wounds.

Take out the medicine kit, take off your shirt, and untie the gauze with some difficulty. Laboriously medicated and bandaged themselves.

After finally getting better, Fang Yuanxiang dragged his tired body into the room on the second floor.

Push open the door and habitually reach for the light. Before his fingers touched the switch, he found that the little woman he was thinking about had fallen asleep on the bed.

She didn't go out! I thought of the worst just now, so much so that now I find out that I guessed wrong, and I am very happy. Even the corners of his mouth rose slightly.

The fiber optics of the night light are exceptionally soft. Fang Yuanxiang went to bed cautiously, for fear of waking up the sleeping girl. Stupidly looking at her sleeping appearance. It seems that it has been a long time since I have seen her so calm and serene.

I couldn't help but reach out and gently touch her face. Lin Ruoxian felt his touch. He frowned, smacked his lips, and went back to sleep. Fang Yuanxiang smiled. She was really cute when she slept. Only then can the shadow of the carefree happy girl of the past be seen in her.

It is only at this time that he will have the illusion of short-lived happiness.

Suddenly, Lin Ruoxian opened her mouth, as if she was saying something. Then he frowned again, and his small mouth opened and closed.

Fang Yuanxiang leaned down, trying to hear clearly.

"Xinpeng, don't die, don't leave me!" The girl murmured.

“……”

Happiness was really short-lived, Fang Yuanxiang smiled bitterly. Can't even forget Zhao Xinpeng in his sleep? With such a love that goes deep into the bone marrow, can he really make her forget?

I was at a loss for a while.

Think no more! I took the pillow and put it over my face. Go to bed! However, lying in bed, I couldn't fall asleep over and over, and I kept thinking about what she said, lingering.

What's wrong with you? Didn't you know it from the beginning? Why bother so much? It's so uncomfortable!

She doesn't love him, how long will he deceive himself? Why is he still holding a hint of luck in the face of so much evidence? I always think that it would be good to just hold on a little longer. Why can't he just die?

A series of questions, but no answers.

Again, Fang Yuanxiang had no sleep all night, just staring at the woman beside him stupidly. There was some kind of decision in my mind.