Chapter 467: Where Do You Get Your Confidence?

Song Ning still didn't care about it, and said to herself: "I have known Jing Yan for more than ten years, and he is a hard-mouthed, soft-hearted, cold-hearted and hot-hearted person. ”

"I remember in the past, he always bullied me and pushed me to the ground at every turn, but every time he bullied me, he would always say that I was stupid, turn around and help me up."

"He's always disgusted that I don't study well, so he turns his head and asks me what's wrong."

"He always has a disdainful face on his face, but whenever there is something good, he will always leave two copies for me."

As she spoke, Song Ning seemed to recall the days when she had been with Huo Jingyan before, with a happy smile on her face.

The smile stung Yan Xinling's eyes and her heart, her hands clenched tightly into fists, and her nails sank into her palms, but she felt nothing compared to the pain in her heart at the moment.

"I'm a person who is used to being strong and never likes to show weakness. There was a time when I really felt very tired to live, very tired, so tired that I wanted to give up, it was he who told me that girls don't need to be so strong, and they can also rely on others when appropriate, and I was red-eyed at that time......"

Song Ning said a lot of old things between the two of them, and there was no lack of warmth.

Yan Xinling's chest rose and fell slightly, she wanted to cover her ears, she didn't want to listen anymore.

"Maybe in the eyes of outsiders, he is just a big brother taking care of a younger sister, but to me it is different.

My parents have passed away a long time ago, and I have only one aunt left among all my relatives, and although my family is not rich, I also grew up under the careful care of my aunt. After my aunt passed away, I was left alone, and my grandfather brought me back, and what I needed at that time was not romantic whispers, but care and security.

The person who can give me a sense of security happens to be a man like Jing Yan who can take care of people. ”

Even if she already knew Song Ning's story early on, at this moment, she brought up the old things again, Yan Xinling was still very uncomfortable in her heart.

Song Ning is a very good speaker, and her speech is very vivid and vivid, so vivid that Yan Xinling can almost show the picture of the two getting along before her eyes when she listens to it, and even makes up a lot of words that they will say between them.

What's even more sad is that she actually knows very well in her heart that Song Ningsuo's words are not false, Huo Zhaoyan is indeed such a person, cold and arrogant to people who don't care, and warm and considerate to people who are familiar with it.

As if he felt that what he said was not complete, Song Ning added: "In the past, because of my youth, he has not talked about feelings since I went abroad, what do you think, what is he waiting for?" It's not so naïve to wait for the right person. ”

"You...... Haven't you heard I'm his default fiancée? The Huo family has never clarified my identity, do you know? ”

Yan Xinling knew in her heart that Song Ning wanted to say that all this was for her,

Even if she didn't want to agree, she couldn't think of a better reason to refute it.

"It is undeniable that Jing Yan will choose to marry you in a flash, in addition to the urgency of the family, he must also fall in love with you at a glance. But you have only known him for less than a year, how deep can the relationship be in less than a year? So...... Where the hell do you get the confidence to think that this man will always belong to you? ”

Seeing that Yan Xinling was silent, Song Ning said again: "Don't talk about feelings, let's talk about his love with you, you may not have noticed, Jing Yan's diet has always been very light." Also, he never likes to eat some messy snacks, especially those barbecues on small stalls, and he doesn't like to eat greasy ones, because he has always paid attention to body maintenance, you can see that he persistently goes to exercise every day. ”