"Because of someone?" Xi Guangling looked at the smile on his face, felt some clues, and sighed, "He is only one year older than you, but he is too sensible than you since he was a child, where can he use you to protect him." ”

"Since I was a child, he has protected me, I was called away by the queen because he took me back, and he was called away by the queen mother was also he for me to relieve the siege, go to the forest garden to hunt us together, when I was assassinated, my uncle protected us, he protected me, he has always protected me, I can actually do nothing and be protected by him for a lifetime under his protection, but I don't want to." Qin Xun stared at the tears in the corners of Xi Guangling's eyes, "I used to think this was very good, but now I don't want to, he actually has something hidden in his heart, he is very tired, I don't want to be a waste that drags him down anymore, I also want to protect him for a lifetime." Qi Jing had something hidden in his heart, Qin Xun had always had this keen intuition, but he never asked much, and he didn't think that Qi Jing would make him unhappy if he didn't tell him. Everyone has something that they don't want to say and listen to others, even if they are facing the pillow person who is grinding their ears and temples, it is not that they don't trust, maybe it's painful, maybe it's just that there's no need to say it. He is willing to hide, Qin Xun will not insist on digging out, if he is willing to tell one day, Qin Xun is also willing to listen and comfort.

"Gongzi doesn't have to worry too much about me, the killing of the sect is not involved in the court, so Zhang Huahou and I are not completely classified as the people in the killing sect, the two of us provide medicine and poison, and the martial arts professor of the killing sect occasionally helps me in times of difficulty, and will not completely guarantee and help me in everything, and I don't have to take on any tasks assigned by the killing sect, only mutual benefit."

Xi Guangling didn't pay much attention to what he said later, and was secretly frightened by his words in the previous paragraph, what does it mean to be protected by him for a lifetime, and want to protect him for a lifetime, why use such a statement, don't these two children live as their own families? He vaguely felt that something was not right.

"You and Guicheng ......" is too contrary to secular speculation, and he is afraid that he will misunderstand and can't ask.

"Don't you dare to say such a thing?" Qin Xun laughed mischievously.

"You ......" said that it was not shocked to be fake, Xi Guangling didn't know what to do with his expression, "You really don't shy away from saying it." ”

"I like him, he likes me, and it's not some dirty deed." The teenager was calm.

Xi Guangling felt that he should need time to react calmly to such a situation, he helped his forehead, did not look at the young man's smile, and sighed: "You guys are really ...... That's it, I can't control you, if you are not afraid of the world's discord, it is actually good. ”

"Sir is open-minded." Qin Xun is actually not taboo to say it outside, after all, he and Qi Jing have special identities, it is really unrealistic to say that he is unscrupulous, but he doesn't mind letting the people who are classified into the safe range in his heart know about his relationship with Qi Jing, and he even wants to share it with them with joy. Although Xi Guangling is a well-behaved teacher, Qin Xun knows that his enlightenment gentleman has a good heart and never treats people with malice.

"What do you want to say?" Since Xi Guangling resigned and ceased to be the young master of the Imperial Library, several of them changed their words from "sir" to call him "son", and if they did not have the intention of asking for special advice, they would almost never recall "sir" again, Xi Guangling didn't know what Qin Xun suddenly changed his words at this moment.

"I just asked Mr. why he didn't do the long-sleeved dance in the court, and Mr. said 'the Tao is different', but he didn't mean that the court officials were evil, so I want to ask Mr., in Mr.'s opinion, what is the Tao?"

"There are different ways, and people have their own ways, and this is not a difficult truth to understand."

"That's the case, so Mr. only feels that the Tao is different, but it can't be said that it is wrong for the court officials to seek their own interests, although you and I have different hearts, I am fortunate to see slightly the same as Mr. in this regard, but it is very different."

"I want to hear about it."

"Yes, sir, and they are right, but they ask for something different. I don't easily judge the rights and wrongs of the people involved with me, only say that I am good or bad, like being trained and frightened from the Queen Mother, but her words of warning may not be good words, she is not jealous of me, and kind enough to remind me a thing or two, I am grateful to her, but I will not forgive her for her old behavior. In fact, there are some regrets, I didn't learn to be half of Mr. good, my way of survival, when there is kindness to repay kindness, there is revenge, disdain to repay grievances with virtue, disdain to repay virtue with grievances, but it is a report and a report to measure equal points, less adulteration, little compassion, maybe in the eyes of Mr. a little cold. The young man understated, "I have mutual benefit with the sect, in my opinion, it is already a reckoning, as for who the medicine and poison I supplied will be applied to the sect, I don't care about it, and I can't control it, all sentient beings, life and death are fateful." ”

"This is the reason, but it takes human life lightly."

"Earlier, I asked Uncle Xiao to see the shop for him a few times." Qin Xun said again, "One day, one person came in the morning and afternoon. The one who came in the morning was sick, and I prescribed him medicine, and he read the prescription and asked me if I could replace a few slightly more expensive herbs with cheaper alternatives; The one who came in the afternoon, looking for some health herbs to make wine, I recommended a few flavors to him, and he asked me if there was any one of higher quality, the price was expensive, and it didn't matter, it was for his own body. ”

Xi Guangling heard what he meant and waited for his next words.

"They are all from the town of Pingzhou Dongjun, they can be familiar, they are not shy people in their pockets, but the people who really treat the disease think that things are expensive, and the one who is not sick is afraid of bad things, it has nothing to do with right or wrong, but there are different thoughts. Seeing the big from the small, the temples and rivers and lakes, some people exchange money for their lives, some people exchange their lives for money, each has its own way of living, each has its own choice, what I think in my heart is just to live in peace. Maybe I'm a little selfish, I want to live, I want Qi Jing and the people I value in my heart to live, that's all, as for the irrelevant people next to me, I don't practice, and I don't have the strength to take care of it, and if people offend me, I will not spare an inch. I am not a saint, a saint has never been suitable to live in the world, and no one who can live well is a good stubble. ”

"At a young age, I can't help but look at the world too coldly." Xi Guangling said calmly, but he didn't blame him too much, after all, even if he loves the world like this, he can only do his best, in order to protect the family, he has to inherit the position of the deputy sect master of the Xi family's killing sect in the past dynasties, and no matter how to avoid hurting people, he has to have a time to help in the task.

Hearing him say that he was young, Qin Xun suddenly blinked: "Childe is now at the age of standing?" ”

Xi Guangling was stunned: "Standing just past this year, what?" ”

Qin Xun rubbed his chin: "It's not really, it's just that when I entered the door, I met the two dolls of the Daomen hosted by you, and suddenly felt that I recognized you, and there were always a bunch of little dolls around you." You said that you are a person who has not yet started a family at the age of establishment, why do you have waves of children around you? ”

Xi Guangling couldn't adapt to this young man's overly jumpy thinking, and was speechless for a while.

"Changqin thought earlier that it was because you kept him by your side that you dragged down your marriage, and blamed yourself for it for a while. But I guess that the son is so good-looking, even if he has a child from someone else's side by his side, there are not a few girls who want to marry you, maybe in order to marry you, you can change the law to please Changqin, is there such a thing? Qin Xun smiled and saw the embarrassment on his enlightenment gentleman's face, "When I was a child, I was not sensible, and I thought that Qu Caiyu would be the son of the son of Guangling, but later I thought that you were probably just ordinary fans in music." ”

Xi Guangling was helpless: "Don't take your husband for fun." ”

"Childe, you actually don't like children, right?" Qin Xun said, "It's not disgust, it's just that you love to be quiet, and you won't take the initiative to bump into it if you don't listen to the noise of the child, when I taught us to study, I didn't see you appear except for the lecture hours, and I raised the Changqin because of the old friendship, so I just heard the Taoist who said that you take care of the two Daomen dolls a lot on weekdays, is it because of ...... Yun Izuku Dao Chang? I don't know if it's because of the matter between himself and Qi Jing, he suddenly felt that there was some ambiguity in what he said, and hurriedly added an explanation, "Oh, I'm not saying that there is anything between you and Daoist Yun Chuxiu, I mean...... He and his wife killed the people in the sect for their own selfish intentions, did you blame yourself for this? ”