She raised her hand and gently stroked his delicate eyebrows, the men of the Yan family all had beautiful faces with women's tastes. Such a beautiful face, but no heart, this person is just a delicate doll.

"I kind of want it tonight." Her cold fingers traced his cheeks, and her tone was a little nonchalant, "You can't satisfy me, so let's go out." ”

His blue eyes glowed darkly, and a hand ran up her thigh, tearing off her thin little skirt in an instant.

"You ......" she frowned slightly, then snorted uncontrollably.

He actually came in like this.

He was probably a little angry by her, Lu Ming frowned, feeling his roughness, a little absent-minded, men really can't provoke from this aspect, it's about men's self-esteem?

Three years of sharing a bed, three years of appearance, she went from a blank piece of paper, and he personally trained her to mature and aware of her desires, her first man was him, and all the habits of love also came from this man. She should be grateful to Yan Ruyu for her rich experience, although she doesn't love her, but she makes her very happy every time.

Her body finally warmed up, she closed her eyes and called him in a low voice: "Yan Ruyu, a little heavier." ”

"A little heavier......"

Forget about breaking her, and if you break it, you won't feel cold.

She didn't want to experience such a miserable winter at all.

*

The room was quiet.

Lu Mingyou took Yan Ruyu's pack of cigarettes from the bedside table, took one out of it, and lit it with a lighter.

She doesn't smoke much, but she thinks it's cool to smoke an aftermath now.

"Actually, I probably knew a long time ago that you didn't love me."

She spoke slowly in the silence between the two.

Leaning against the head of the bed and looking at the ceiling.

"Sometimes when I'm alone at home, I suddenly feel very lonely. Maybe it's this feeling, this feeling, not being really loved by you, that's why it's inexplicably empty. ”

"Zuo Ai doesn't mean anything, your gentleness and consideration to me doesn't mean anything, and it doesn't mean anything if you come back to eat with me every day, these can only mean that you are just a good bed partner. Feelings are not shown in how gentle you care for me in bed, but your subconscious protection when your life is in danger. ”

She sighed slowly and dropped the cigarette in the ashtray, she still didn't smoke much, and her throat was choking.

"I also have an answer to your hazy dissatisfaction, this is a good thing, I will still withdraw from marriage, and if you want to find me to sleep in the future, I will also accompany you. I didn't actually plan to marry love when I got married, and it doesn't matter if you really don't love me, I just can't forgive you for lying to me under the guise of love. I can't forgive you for using such despicable means to deceive me, and then to fulfill your righteous love. She smiled, feeling a little ironic, and looked at the warm orange light above her head with a flickering gaze, "Actually, I can't blame you, it's me who is too easy to deceive, I come from a family like mine, and I happen to meet a rich and handsome pursuit with a similar family background, how can I think something is wrong?" At first glance, it looks like there is a conspiracy. ”

She chuckled under her breath twice, then lifted her hand to hold her moist eyes.

I was really deceived so badly.