Chapter 220: A Thorn in the Heart
Facing He Sijia's gaze, Fu Jinxing was silent.
She only felt that her scalp was tingling, and her temples were pounding suddenly, and it felt like her heart was going to jump out of her chest, completely uncontrollable.
I don't know how long it took, Fu Jinxing finally spoke: "I haven't told you about this matter, it's not that I want to hide it from you, but it involves other people's privacy, especially about a woman's reputation......"
He has never been a person who likes to chew the root of his tongue, and he hates to point fingers at other people's private lives, so Fu Jinxing is reluctant to say more about Huo Sijia's issue.
However, Fu Jinxing never expected that He Sijia would find so many clues quietly.
"Fame...... So, the reason why she didn't take the college entrance examination was really because she was pregnant? β
He Sijia was startled and looked at him in disbelief, his eyes widening.
Under her gaze, Fu Jinxing nodded slowly: "Yes, she didn't take the college entrance examination at all, and she was indeed pregnant." β
Opening his mouth, He Sijia asked, "Child, whose child is it?" β
She almost didn't dare to listen to it anymore, but she couldn't become an ostrich, she just didn't face the reality in front of her.
"I don't know."
Fortunately, the answer that came out of Fu Jinxing's mouth made He Sijia breathe a sigh of relief for a moment.
But she immediately became alert again: "Don't know? What do you mean by not knowing, are you not sure if it is your child? β
Thinking of this possibility, He Sijia was stunned for a moment.
Fu Jinxing looked at her helplessly, and guessed that He Sijia must have something strange thinking in his head.
He had no choice but to reach out and touch her hair, and explained softly: "I'm sure it's not mine, of course it can't be mine, the only intimate act I have ever done with her is to hold hands, and only once." Do you think that two people can get pregnant by holding hands? β
He Sijia subconsciously shook his head, and the video he had seen seemed to appear in front of him.
It seems that Fu Jinxing did not lie to her.
"But I really don't know who her child is, it's a long story, and it's about her privacy and reputation, I wanted it to be sealed in my memory forever, I can't think of ......it."
He sighed and continued, "The child's biological father must be one of the gangsters. β
He Sijia was dumbfounded: "Little thug...... A certain ...... What do you mean......"
She understood.
Fu Jinxing nodded: "That's why I don't want to mention it." β
It turned out that Huo Sijia and Fu Jinxing participated in the competition together and successfully won the championship and runner-up. When the news came, the school was very happy and specially held a commendation meeting for the whole school and awarded another award to the two of them.
Huo Sijia is beautiful, but she is not a vase, and because she went to the competition with Fu Jinxing, she can get very close to him, which has caused dissatisfaction among many girls.
So, after the award ceremony, more and more girls began to take the initiative to find trouble with Huo Sijia.
At first, they just isolated her and ignored her, which was actually nothing to Huo Sijia, because she spent all her time studying, and she didn't care if she had friends or not.
Soon, they found that this method did not work, on the contrary, Huo Sijia was able to concentrate on learning, and she even enjoyed it. So, they started beating her and locking her in the bathroom......"
Fu Jinxing frowned, he had also wondered why a group of young girls in the flower season could actually do such a terrifying thing.
"School violence? Unexpectedly, this kind of thing happened more than ten years ago, and it seems that the Internet is now more developed and easy to expose, but it has never been lacking before. β
Hearing his words, He Sijia couldn't help but blurt out.
Then, she urged, "What about later? Don't the teachers know? If you know, don't you care? β
Fu Jinxing glanced at her and replied helplessly: "I don't know once or twice, but there are many times, can I not know?" But if you think about it, the parents of those girls are either rich or noble, and even several of them are still from local official families, and no one will stand out for a transfer student. β
After a pause, he added, "Except for me." β
He Sijia's eyes lit up: "Yes, you have a good impression of her, don't admit it, you take her to buy clothes, and hold her hand, this is a hazy feeling, maybe it's not love, but it must be like!" β
She looked straight at Fu Jinxing, with a tone that he could not refute, very resolute.
He smiled wryly: "That should be it, I don't want to admit it." Actually, when I was in school, I didn't mean to be cool, I just thought that the girls around me were too noisy and chattering. In contrast, Huo Sijia, who is smart and quiet, is a very special existence for me, and I feel very comfortable with her. β
He Sijia knew in his heart that this kind of dry vinegar was meaningless to eat.
Moreover, she had already guessed it.
If that's not a liking, what is?
After all, boys and girls at that age, no matter how precocious they are, are actually confused about their feelings.
"So, when you found out that she was being bullied, you stood up for her, and the hero saved the beauty?"
Grabbing Fu Jinxing's arm, He Sijia asked anxiously.
"I was still too naΓ―ve at that time, underestimating the sinister and ugly human heart, I originally thought that it would be okay to teach those girls a lesson, there was no need to be too ruthless. Unexpectedly, they didn't repent at all, but half a month before the college entrance examination, they found a group of thugs to wait on Huo Sijia's way home and ...... her."
Thinking of what happened that night, Fu Jinxing had a chilling feeling.
Every day after school, Huo Sijia had to take the subway home, but there was an accident. After that day, the school began to be closed, and students could no longer have to go to class, either stay at home, read books and do problems, or go to school for self-study, and the teacher would be responsible for answering questions. For several days, I didn't hear from Huo Sijia until the night before the college entrance examination, when she called me and I hurried out, I didn't know what was going on. β
Speaking of this, Fu Jinxing silently clenched his two fists.
At that time, he was only eighteen years old, and he never imagined that such a thing would happen next to him.
"Didn't she buy after-the-fact medicine?"
He Sijia bit her lip, she couldn't imagine what a psychological shadow would be left by a girl who had just become an adult when she suffered such torture.
"I bought it, she didn't dare to tell her family, and secretly went to the pharmacy. It's just that she vomited it all out shortly after she ate it, so it didn't help. We were all panicking and worried about getting pregnant, until a month later, she started to have a pregnancy reaction......
Fu Jinxing lowered his head, and a hint of gloom flashed in his eyes.
"I found the gangsters, sent them to death, and sent them all to jail on other charges, but I didn't mention it. Then, I wanted to arrange a doctor to perform an abortion on Huo Sijia, but she refused, she wanted to give birth to a child, and she didn't want to go to school again. β
He looked at He Siga, and his expression was clearly painful: "So, I secretly sent her to St. Mary's Hospital, hoping that she could give birth there." β
She listened, but he didn't say more.
"And then? Did her baby give birth? Boy or girl? Where did their mother and son go? β
He Sijia asked in one breath.
Now that she knew that the child was not Fu Jinxing's, she felt a sense of relief, but at the same time, she felt deep sympathy for Huo Sijia and wanted to know her whereabouts.
"I don't know, I'm the same as you and I don't know the answers to these questions."
Fu Jinxing shook his head, looking confused.
"I just went on a trip with a friend for a few days, and when I came back, she was gone. The hospital told me that someone had discharged her and taken her away. I tried to find her parents, and found that they had moved away overnight as if they had disappeared from the world. I wonder if they already knew about their daughter and left the city completely so that she could start over......"
Speaking of this, he couldn't help but choke up his voice, who has always been tough.
This matter has always been a thorn in Fu Jinxing's heart.
On the surface, he didn't care, and even forgot.
But as long as he was teased slightly, the slight stinging pain would still make him fidget and feel guilty.
"Really? Even if that's the case, with the level of trust she has in you, why not say goodbye to you? From the fact that she took the initiative to ask you for help, it can be concluded that she believes in you very much, relies on you, and just says goodbye without saying goodbye, it doesn't seem quite right. β
He Sijia was still immersed in thinking, she looked up suddenly, saw Fu Jinxing's expression, and was stunned for a while.
"You...... You're guilty and feel like you're the one who started the whole thing, aren't you? β
Gently touching her hand over Fu Jinxing's cheek, she asked in a low voice.
"Because of this, I didn't want to stay in China anymore, so I went to study abroad alone. For the first few years, I tried to keep looking for her, but nothing came of it, and then I gave up. β
Fu Jinxing also raised his hands, wrapped He Sijia's hand hard, and looked at her seriously: "You say, am I a useless man?" This matter started because of me, but I can't solve it properly......"
She shook her head, interrupted him, and said in a low voice, "No, it's not your fault, you're not at fault, it's the person who did it." They are so terrible that if they go and destroy an innocent girl just because they are jealous, they will definitely be punished. β
However, He Sijia also knew that even if Fu Jinxing later found the group of thugs who took money to do things and arrested them all, they would not confess those girls.
"I hope so."
Fu Jinxing closed his eyes and buried his cheeks in He Sijia's chest, drawing a trace of warmth from her body.
"Let me hug me."
He hugged her tightly, his voice low and frighteningly low.