"Sister, don't you know me? Haha, I used to be inconspicuous, but I know you, sister! Yan Ni shouted.

The snake's face became worse and worse, as if some unknown secret had been mentioned.

"I don't know you." She denied that she knew Yan Ni.

Yan Ni muttered strangely, "How could you not know it? We've talked together in the past. At Raven Ridge Fort, when you were captured by those weirdos! ”

Some images appeared in the snake's mind, flashed by, as if the fragments remaining in the memory had been awakened, and said in a panic: "No, I don't know what you said. ”

She kept denying it, Yan Ni grabbed her braid and said strangely, "Boss, why doesn't she admit it?" ”

"There are memories that these mortals can't bear."

"Sister Snake, are you alright?" Ying Yu asked with concern.

The snake shook his head and said, "I'm fine, it's okay......"

When you close your eyes, you can see the gloomy castle, the windows covered in red paint like blood, and the corpses on the ground, where girls in long white dresses are piled up like garbage. They all had silver swords stuck in their chests, and in front of them a priest chanting strange incantations, and the helpless maiden was caught in front of the altar, and fell to her knees shivering. Behind them stood a group of masked men, holding all sorts of terrible weapons in their hands.

The maiden looked up and heard the priest say to her, "Sacrifice your life and give yourself for the resurrection of our God." ”

The snake was pushed by the person next to him, and suddenly came to his senses, almost exclaiming. At the same time, when she turned her head and saw Ying Yu and Qingniu looking at her strangely, she shook her head and said, "What's wrong?" ”

"Big sister, you're sweaty, what's wrong?" Ying Yu asked.

"I'm fine, I'm fine......" She wiped the sweat from her forehead, some memories are still sealed in the deepest part of the memory, once they are unraveled, they can't bear it, what humans are most afraid of is actually memories and imagination.

"Did that girl ever be in Raven Ridge Castle too?" The snake looked at Yan Ni on the golden eagle opposite, "But why are you still so happy after going through so many terrible things?" Why ......"

At this moment, I am in chaos in the sea of consciousness, I am lying on the sea, I have given up resistance and gone with the flow. Look at the shattered sky and listen to the indistinct shouts in the distance.

"Just let me sleep quietly here, never wake up, never ......"

With the help of the old woman's power, Tang Yuyan finally entered my consciousness smoothly, of course, she did not reach the deepest part of my consciousness, and she had to contact my soul before entering the deepest part of her consciousness.

The moment she touches my soul, she sees all my memories, including those I have hidden. That's why she said sorry to me, because from this moment on, I won't have any secrets in front of her.

"Dad, where did Mommy go?" Tang Yuyan saw me standing at the door of the house when I was young and asked my father, who was drinking.

The smoking-smoking daddy had a decadent face and messy hair, smiled weakly at me and said, "Your mother doesn't want us anymore." ”

When I was young, I didn't understand this sentence and asked, "Why doesn't Mom want us anymore?" When will she come back? Daddy......"

"She won't come back, and we'll be over in the future, come, come to Dad......"

I was hugged by my father, and I looked at the ceiling in a daze, smelling the smell of alcohol and cigarettes on my father's body, and hearing his low sobs, I was so young at that time that I didn't even understand why my father was crying. Although I was scared, I always felt that my mother would come back the next day......

But from that day on, she never came again, disappeared from my life, and I no longer needed my mother's presence in my life.

When I was a child, the happiest thing was to go to the staff bathhouse of their factory with my father to take a bath, I could soak in a big pool, my uncle was very good to me, and the old man in the next room would rub my back if I ran into it, and the thief hurt, I felt that the bath towel could rub off a layer of skin on me. Every time I yelled, and then the other uncles and uncles laughed at me and scared me, saying that if I called them again, they would let me go home bare-assed, and I wouldn't dare to scream.

On the morning of the holiday, the factory canteen sells steamed buns, steamed buns, and sugar cakes in the morning. When I was very young, I would wake up early on every day off and go to the queue with the iron bowl at home, not because I wanted my father to sleep a little longer, nor did I realize that my father was tired, after all, I was a little kid who didn't know anything. I just want to go to the queue early to buy sugar cakes with the tickets issued by the factory, there will be no late to go, the sugar cakes are delicious, now I think about it is actually very simple, but I just think it is particularly delicious.

The old aunt in the canteen took good care of me, and there were a few times when I slept late, and when I went, others said that it was sold out, and I was very discouraged, but the old aunt in the canteen would leave me one.

Over time, the factory dormitory area knew that the boy thief of the Lao Ba family was sensible and knew how to take care of his father.

When I was a child, I didn't study well and I wouldn't be scolded, I often played football with fat people in the summer, and I was often scolded by my father because of this. As a result, my father found the socks that I had left blood stains on my feet, so he beat me, but that time it was very light, and when I grew up, I knew that it was my father who hurt me.

When I was a child, the happiest thing was to go to the fat man's house to play, because this guy's home conditions are good, there is a big iron plate biscuit box in the room, Mr. Cui saw me coming, he would always take some biscuits from the biscuit box for me to eat, it was very fragrant, it was the first time in my life to eat butter-flavored imported biscuits, amazing! It feels like it's the best thing in the world!

I'm proud that even though I didn't have a mom to take care of me when I was a child, I didn't feel sorry for myself like other children. She's just gone, and I'm still growing up healthy.

I don't have a tragic childhood, I don't have a particularly painful parting, I don't have a terrible and unbearable past.

Just an ordinary person, an ordinary child, an ordinary teenager, an ordinary youth.

I didn't want to do something earth-shattering, and I didn't have an ulterior purpose. All I do is to have my conscience right, just to protect the people I want to protect.

Tang Yuyan looked at my life as if she was reading an ordinary book. Then the soul came into contact with it, merging with it, and she drifted deeper into my consciousness.

I also saw the deeper secrets in my heart, those secrets that were not easy to be discovered and hidden.

And all this began to turn into dark history......

She saw the incident between me and Yudie, saw Lai Guodong's death, and saw my experience of being hunted down. I saw me fighting again and again, escaping death again and again, and running back from the line of death again and again.

Reading My Secrets is like going through my life......

"Everyone hides secrets, some people lie when they say they don't have secrets, and there are always one or two who can't tell it, because it's the treasure of his life."

Tang Yuyan suddenly thought of a sentence she saw in college, at this moment, a pitch-black cloud floated in front of her, and she plunged into it, surrounded by the darkness around her in an instant.

"Why is this secret so dark?" Tang Yuyan muttered to herself.

At this moment, a figure in the darkness walked out, stood behind her, and said, "Tang Yuyan." ”

Tang Yuyan turned around suddenly, looked at the figure behind her, was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Brother Shan!" ”

I thought I would find me in the deeper sea of consciousness, but I didn't expect to find me here. I looked at her, smiled and said, "Are you coming to me?" ”

"Yes, I'm going to take your consciousness out or you'll die." Tang Yuyan hurriedly said.

"Okay, take me away!" I nodded immediately, Tang Yuyan nodded and walked over, grabbed the other party's hand, and was about to leave when she was suddenly stunned, and suddenly looked back at me and said, "Brother Shan, why are you so cold?" ”

That one stunned me and said strangely, "Cold? ”

Tang Yuyan immediately let go of her hand, took a few steps back in horror, and asked, "Who are you?" You're not Brother Shan! ”

"I'm Ba Xiaoshan, take me out, or I'll die, quick!" I shouted anxiously.