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When it came to corporal punishment of those soldiers, Ning Shaoming couldn't hold it back, Chang Shenghua was not surprised, and put back the foot he had just lifted without stopping.

Chang Shenghua was about to speak.

Ning Shaoming interrupted her: "Don't say anything, I know that what I am suffering now is all the water that entered my brain before, right!" ”

His tone was as if he was abandoning himself, and Chang Shenghua listened with great interest, "Oh? ”

Ning Shaoming turned his face up, Chang Shenghua stood against the side of the bed, in his sight, the face of this female devil was upside down, it looked a little strange, but the smile on the corner of her mouth was real, Ning Shaoming was thinking whether it was a mockery or a smile.

He muttered a little wilted, "I don't deny that this is all a ...... that was created before."

In those years, when he was flirting with trouble, Ning Shaoming really didn't find that this kind of behavior was actually quite annoying, just like a group of bear children holding back their energy to find trouble, but they couldn't beat or scold......

It's similar to how they feel now, but these "bear children" are all brought back by themselves.

Ning Shaoming sighed, remembering the look in Chang Sheng's eyes when he first saw him at that time, and felt that he had never understood what it meant so deeply—probably just like ...... Look at a large piece of garbage lying in the middle of the road.

He now also feels that he really deserves to be called a bastard who is called "a waste material".

Chang Shenghua originally wanted to tease the little lion for a few words, but he found that the little lion was like a frosted eggplant, and it was getting wilting more and more.

Chang Shenghua looked at him strangely for a while, and then helplessly found that Ning Dashao's depressive symptoms were estimated to have occurred again.

People with a strong tendency to depression are more likely to have symptoms of pessimism and depression, they like to think in the worst direction when they encounter everything, and they also like to blame themselves for blaming themselves, blaming themselves for all the reasons for bad things, Ning Shaoming looks grumpy on the surface, and he goes to the fist without saying a word, but in fact, he uses these appearances to cover up his sad and powerless heart.

Of course, depression is not an excuse to avoid responsibility, at least Ning Shaoming can't say that he offended so many people because he was sick.

Being controlled by the disease and unwilling to change and treat it is in itself a manifestation of inaction and not taking responsibility for oneself.

Chang Shenghua looked at the time, and before she got up so quickly, she dragged a stool over, put it on the edge of the bed and sat down, patted the bed, "Let's talk a few words, Squadron Ning?" ”

Ning Shaoming glanced at her whimfully, "What are you talking about?" ”

Chang Sheng couldn't help but shake his head when he saw that he was immersed in negative emotions, "Comrade Ning Xiaoming, you need to bear the price for doing something wrong." ”

Ning Shaoming said faintly: "I know. ”

"You don't know," Chang Shenghua said very unceremoniously, "If you knew, you wouldn't be lying here half-dead, and now you think your former self was a bastard?" Then I'm fair, I'm a pretty. ”

Ning Shaoming couldn't help but glare at her, she didn't look so listless.

"But compared to a bastard who has done a bad thing, and regrets it after doing it, it makes people feel more hopeless," Chang Shenghua met his angry gaze indifferently, and continued: "Bastards are bastards, so what? Be bold, Ning Shaoming, don't cower, it's too embarrassing. ”

Ning Shaoming felt that there seemed to be something wrong with Chang Sheng's words, and he was a little confused, "Ah? ”

"Take out your momentum of 'Lao Tzu beats you in the face', don't really let people bully you to the head and won't fight back," Chang Shenghua said lightly, "Apologizing is something we have to do on our side, but if they have to fight back, it's not a way they can decide to apologize casually." ”

Ning Shaoming stared at her stunned, his expression a little strange.

Chang Sheng's eyebrows raised slightly on one side, "Do you understand?" ”

Ning Shaoming held back for a long time before he said, "Have you noticed that your style is quite rogue?" ”

The people in the army all felt that Ning Shaoming and the Dragon Destroying Brigade were rogue in style, but they didn't expect their boss to say that Chang Shenghua was too rogue, Chang Shenghua shrugged his shoulders, "It's just to inherit your fine tradition." ”

Ning Shaoming said angrily: "You are self-taught, don't rely on the dragon destroyer." ”

Chang Shenghua didn't dare to choke with him, but just stared at Ning Shaoming with subtle eyes.

Ning Shaoming was uncomfortable, and lifted the quilt in his hand up, "...... Why? ”

"Although the way of doing things can't be regarded as correct, but in that environment, without relying on anyone, you can bring a new army to the battlefield and make contributions......" Chang Shenghua looked at him, his tone was careless, but his dark eyes were serious, "Ning Shaoming, you have done your best." ”

Ning Shaoming looked at her in a daze, and suddenly felt a sour nose, he quickly pulled up the quilt to cover his head, and said in a muffled voice: "...... Oh, I'm going to sleep. ”

Chang Shenghua stood up playfully and put the stool back in its place, "Sleep, good night." ”

After saying that, Chang Shenghua went to the door and turned off the light, and when he closed the door, he glanced back, and saw that he was still hiding in the quilt in the night, so he couldn't help but smile silently, so he took the door and went back to her own room.

And in the dormitory with the lights turned off, hearing Chang Sheng's footsteps walking away, Ning Shaoming pulled the quilt away, and the color of the night perfectly concealed the corners of his reddish eyes.

No one knows how the eldest of the Ning family grew up in the neglect of their grandfather and the violence of their father after losing their mother, they only know that the heir of the Ning family is a brainless barbarian, and they only know that he is a waste who fights and causes trouble.

The upper circles were spreading his jokes, and the lower circles were listening to them as jokes, and the head of the Ning family found a group of people to beat him with a blue nose and swollen face, and he was anesthetized, and he was directly sent to the Sword Blade Brigade for "transformation".

In the years in the army, many people say that he Ning Shaoming is relying on the banner of the Ning family to show off his might, in fact, no one knows, the Ning family has not even given him a penny since then, and the various special forces have kicked him around as a ball, and the Ning family has never come forward to clean up the mess for him, saying that my young master is stubborn, please bear with me.

The upper echelons of the army did open a lot of convenient doors because of his identity, but they all shrank year by year because of the Ning family's inattention, and after Ning Shaoming gained a firm foothold in the army, it gave the Ning family, who had stayed in the political arena all the year round, the opportunity to meddle in the military system.

Even so, the Ning family did not think about rebuilding the old friendship with Ning Shaoming and mutual benefit, but the more capable Ning Shaoming was, the more the Ning family liked to suppress him.

The eldest young master of the Ning family didn't rely on the Ning family for a point, he only relied on his fists and arrogance to fight a piece of the world, pulling his own team of "problem children's miscellaneous army" to fight a bloody way, but in the end, what he got was the sacrifice of one-third of the team members, the crisis of the removal of the unit number, and the powerlessness of his own sinking into the abyss......

Chang Shenghua once said that he was a waste, he was furious, he roared, he raised his fist, just to hide the despair in his heart.

Now that he crawled out of that abyss, he dragged a string of people behind him, Chang Shenghua stood next to him, and said lightly and firmly, Climb faster, Ning Xiaoming, do you really think you can't climb up?

Did he climb up?

Ning Shaoming asked himself this, the answer was in his throat, and he didn't dare to roll it out to the tip of his tongue.

Ning Shaoming lay in the dark, recalling the tension when he and Chang Shenghua first met.

When he was the most angry, Ning Shaoming once grabbed her neck and wanted to kill her, even so, Chang Shenghua, who was on the verge of suffocation, could look directly into his eyes without fear, that is a kind of strength that can calmly and calmly take his life in the hands of others, and it is the confidence to control the situation and strategize, which is the thing that Ning Shaoming, who is invincible on the surface, envies the most.

Regardless of whether there is a disparity in strength between them, but spiritually, Chang Sheng's portrait is like a giant staring at him.

Once he felt humiliated, but then he felt too helpless, so he tried to catch up, but he was still far from his goal.

But now, Chang Shenghua said, Ning Shaoming, you have done your best.

Ning Shaoming's heart was sour, astringent and agitating, it was a kind of excitement that what he had done was recognized, and it was a sadness that had never been affirmed but finally got what he wanted.

This time, will he be able to believe in himself and say to himself that he really is not a wasted person who has achieved nothing?

Ning Shaoming closed his eyes and suppressed the emotions surging in his heart.

It doesn't matter, he doesn't have to ask Chang Shenghua, and he doesn't need to pull Chang Sheng's painting as a life-saving straw, if he does, he will never reach the height of Chang Sheng's painting.

- He will find the answer for himself, and one day, he will give himself a positive answer.

And in another dormitory.

Under the lamp, small notebooks are spread out, and long fingers hold black pens and write smoothly on paper, and the endless flow of technical terms and data makes these beautiful fonts dizzying.

Chang Shenghua quickly filled the blank paper, and when she was about to put the pen away, she paused, then raised the pen and wrote a sentence on the last line-

The flowers that bloom from the source of pain are always more beautiful than others.

Chang Shenghua closed the cap of the pen, closed the notebook, glanced at the dark night outside the window, and the scene of a little lion with a flower on its head came to mind.

She couldn't help but laugh.

What is better to believe in a miracle than witnessing the ups and downs of fate?

In a dormitory downstairs, several wounded soldiers who were beaten were lying on the bed, and Ji Xiong was afraid that they would be in a bad mood, so he fell asleep directly on the empty bed of the team members who went to duty.

Several wounded soldiers tossed and turned for a while, and one of them suddenly spoke: "Deputy team, are we particularly stupid?" ”

In fact, Ji Xiong was a little sleepy, and when he heard them say this, he comforted him in a daze: "No, they must have been eyeing us for many days and couldn't prevent it." ”

Another soldier said: "But we should guard against ......"

Ji Xiong closed his eyes, "It's okay, just pay attention next time." ”

The soldier on his top bunk poked out to look at him, "Can we beat him back?" In the past, we were wrong, we could go and sweep the floor and brush the floor, but they used this method to sneak up on us, isn't it too ...... What did the instructor say last time? ”

The member of the lower bunk next to him said: "You hate shameless people, and then you make yourself shameless." ”

The soldier nodded, "Yes, that's not good. ”

Ji Xiong opened his eyes and smiled, "If you don't know, then don't keep thinking about beating them back, let's reason with them, there are instructors here, and we can win." ”

Someone asked, "What if you don't win?" ”

Ji Xiong thought for a moment, "Then let's beat them." ”