At four o'clock it was still dark, and the moon shone a dull yellow light in the fog, and the girl lay on the windowsill and thought: the moon is not alone at all, it has stars and endless desolation with it.

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1

It was still afternoon, and the sky was dark, as if a bloody mouth had swallowed up the entire sun, along with the moon, leaving behind a dark blue and black sky

I don't know what cold things dripped from the cracks in the leaves, just dripping into Jiang Wan's collar, Jiang Wan's defenseless back was cold, as if a pair of hands had reached in, she wiped her eyes that were red and swollen because of crying, as if she had been painted with eye shadow, but she couldn't wipe it clean. Jiang Wan changed her shoes at the door, her hand stopped in mid-air trembled slightly, and she wanted to escape from this place in a sense of repulsion.

The door was opened by the people inside, Jiang Wan instinctively wanted to run away before she could see who it was, she wanted to leave this place full of gloom one day and find a piece of sunshine, no, even a trace of it.

"Where are you going?" There was a tired voice inside, dull, and a trace of distress hidden in the depths that could not be heard.

"I'm ......" Jiang Wan turned back again, but her whole body was repelling hard, Jiang Wan was about to cry, she convulsed, "Please, help me speak, please." ”

Jiang Wan's red and swollen eyes looked at the woman in front of her, her eyes and eyebrows were twisted together, and the woman glanced over her head and stopped looking at Jiang Wan's eyes. "Your dad is looking for you, in the living room."

The "pop" glass fell from the height of the seventeenth floor, pulling the sunlight to pieces in the lawn under his feet, and the sunlight reflected dazzlingly on the shards, but the glass shattered into hundreds of pieces, and there was no possibility of survival.

Feelings of hopelessness.

"I see." Jiang Wan gave up, and the sunshine still had to be given by herself.

Jiang Wan walked to the living room like a walking corpse, as if the slippers under her feet weighed a thousand gold, and the distance from the door to the living room was about a few meters away, but she seemed to have walked for a century.

There was only a small light in the living room, and there was a strong smell of wine and a dull yellow light, which was the color of the withered flowers. Jiang Guohai sat on the brand-new cowhide sofa he had just bought last week, the cigarette in his hand against the ashtray on the milky white coffee table. There was a pool of gray powder in the ashtray, and there was a spark just when it arrived, and it seemed that a lot of cigarettes had been smoked.

"You sit down here." Jiang Guohai held a cigarette in one hand and beckoned to Jiang Wan with the other.

Jiang Wan hesitated for a moment, but still sat down next to Jiang Guohai cautiously, and could think of what was going to happen next with her toes.

"Slap", Jiang Wan was slapped to the ground by Jiang Guohai's sudden slap before she could sit down, I don't know how much force I used this time, but it didn't seem to hurt as much as last time, maybe I was used to it.

The warm liquid was left from the corners of her eyes and mouth, and Jiang Wan's trembling hand touched the corners of her mouth, which was red, bright red and bright red in color. The corners of the eyes have no color, but they smell salty.

Jiang Guohai lit another cigarette, he took a deep breath, and then the white smoke spread out in a circle, Jiang Guohai's face loomed in the smoke, and the exposed half of his face twitched, and he shook the burned place on the cigarette butt, "It's really embarrassing to have your daughter, it's as useless as your waste mother." ”

"Dad, someone at school bullied me, not me who provoked her."

"Slap", another slap, the sound echoed in the empty room, one after another, long and long, as if the clock had hit time. Still in that place, the blood that had stopped flowed out again, and Jiang Wan's whole face was numb, maybe it was too painful, so painful that she couldn't feel the pain.

"I don't care if you are bullied or bullied others, even if you are beaten, you have to endure it, you are not ashamed to make trouble at the police station, fortunately, this time it was only seen by your Uncle Wu, if it was seen by my business people, how would I be outside in the future."

Jiang Wan squatted on the ground and twitched, her soul seemed to be about to be withdrawn from her body, I don't know where she got the courage, she wiped away her tears and met the gaze from Jiang Guohai, "If you don't take me to the entertainment and don't praise me, it's good if you don't praise me, those people don't know that you have a daughter, and they don't know that your daughter's excellence is all fake." Jiang Wan said lightly, a wry smile tugging at the corner of her mouth.

Jiang Guohai stopped his hand that was about to put a cigarette in his mouth, and surprise followed, but it was only a second before he was replaced by anger. Any animal without reason is extremely terrifying, Jiang Guohai rushed to the shoe cabinet like the wind and dragged a trouser belt, and then threw away the cigarette in his hand, blood pressure rose and hit him, without thinking for a moment, the trouser belt was thrown directly on Jiang Wan's back.

Another sudden pain made Jiang Wan cry out, and her tears could no longer be controlled, and they poured out of her eyes like spring water.

Outside, there was no sun or moon in sight in the dark sky, and a bolt of lightning streaked across the sky, illuminating the entire sky, along with the surrounding buildings.

The woman named Xu Yan hid in the bedroom and didn't dare to make a sound, she curled up in the corner hard, blocking her ears to not listen to the mixed sounds outside.

The sound of thunder and whips echoed each other, and Jiang Wan's screams came with it, the blue and white school uniform was beaten with blood, Jiang Wan lay on the ground, and said with the last trace of strength: "Jiang Guohai, you will regret it, sooner or later your things will make you squat in prison for the rest of your life." ”

Hit yourself harder, the tears have flowed out, or you can't feel the tears falling anymore, it's really... It hurts so much.

I can't hear the sound anymore, and it seems that I can't see anything, and my brain is confused. In a daze, I seemed to see my father take me to the playground to ride the merry-go-round, and I saw my parents arguing, and my father walked away with the box. He walked out of the haze but left her in the haze.

"Don't ...... Go, go...... Take me away......"

Darkness, endless darkness comes upon itself.