Chapter 52: I'm Sincere

However, Zhang Fengyi was able to pick him up very easily, which still made Fang Longxing feel very shocked. This kind of power is by no means something that can be cultivated in a day or two. He is not just a weak scholar, his thinness does not mean that he has no strength, which really impresses Fang Longxing.

Fang Longxing stood firm, stretched his waist, and then he hugged Zhang Fengyi who was standing beside him, and hugged him into his arms this time, he felt very down-to-earth, and that person no longer resisted, but hugged him very cooperatively.

Fang Longxing first put his lips close to Zhang Fengyi's forehead and gently kissed the wide and smooth place. Drawing close to his ear again, he whispered to the man in his arms:

"Fengyi! Don't even avoid me anymore, I just want to tell you that I love you! From childhood to now, it has never changed. I wanted to say it at first, but I was afraid that if I said it, it would scare you. So I wanted to slowly express my feelings for you to you.

Last night, I felt that you really didn't want to see me anymore, and you might disappear in my world, I was really scared at that time, I was afraid that if I didn't express it immediately, my heart for you, I would lose the opportunity to express it, so I forced myself to make a move to you that made you incomprehensible, please forgive me for my haste and recklessness last night.

But please believe that I am very serious about your feelings, and I will never humiliate or despise you. I don't want to desecrate the pure emotions between you and me, so please give me, and also yourself, a chance to try to have a relationship.

I don't want to leave myself with too many regrets in this life, let's get along with each other well, otherwise I will spend this life in regret. Now I will tell you, I hope you understand. As long as you don't find the right person for you in this life, let me guard you for the time being

How are you around?

I've never had a girlfriend, and I've never had a male lover who wants to be as close as you. I've only identified you in my life, and I don't know how to show love for someone.

I'm also stupid, and I may do a lot of ridiculous and weird things in the future, please don't mind. Either way, you have to believe: I just show love for you!

I really love you, my life has reached a state where I can't leave you, maybe you can't understand it now, I believe that one day you will understand.

I love you, it's like I'm obsessed, it's more like I've been poisoned, I've been poisoned deeply, deeply. It's already to the point where there is no cure, and if there is an antidote, you are my best antidote. Unless you stay with me, I will surely die.

Don't run away from my feelings for you, we're all such big people, I know what I want, I'm very, very serious. I'm not kidding you, and I'm not joking with the future of the two of us, can you please promise me? ”

Fang Longxing's voice was low and magnetic, and his affectionate confession was completely an expression of true feelings from the heart, constantly stimulating Zhang Fengyi's eardrums.

This is the most beautiful confession Zhang Fengyi has ever heard in his life, not because of how wonderful what he said, not because of how good his writing is, but because this confession came from the mouth of the person he loves the most. He could understand that the words from Fang Longxing's heartfelt heart were not false, and they were very real and credible.

At the moment he is the happiest man in the world, and he has received the affectionate confession of himself from the person he loves the most. Every word that came out of that man's mouth brought a huge shock to his heart. Every word, every sentence, was beating at his heart.

The one who once let himself love lose himself, and even became a freak, and at this moment that person he actually confessed to himself! It all came so suddenly, as if it had been swept through his body by electricity, touching every inch of nerves, every cell, every inch of skin in his body......

Is it accepted? Or refusal? Zhang Fengyi was in a dilemma, when he got up just now, he still wanted to treat his emotions correctly. But he was confessed by that person first, but he himself retreated a little. This love came too suddenly, too strongly, too strongly, too warmly, and he was really afraid that he would not be able to bear it.

He's really conflicted, it's not that he can't accept this sudden thing, he's suspicious? No! He's afraid! He was really scared, and he was scared for more than twenty years. He was afraid that he would not be able to grasp it, he was afraid that he would lose him again, and he was afraid that person would happen again

Disappear into your own life.

He suddenly became a little hesitant, and for a moment he was in a trance, not knowing how to make the other party's answer. You can't be dreaming! No! It's a fact! Very real facts! This is a feeling that has been precipitated for more than 20 years, and it really has not disappeared with the passage of time, but has become more and more intense and sweet!

Zhang Fengyi's body became a little stiff and very unnatural. He even wanted to leave Fang Longxing's arms, but the careful Fang Longxing took in all this, so he hugged Zhang Fengyi tighter, so he continued to say to him affectionately:

"Feng Yi, I know it's a bit difficult for you to make a decision right now, after all, my expression is too sudden, which makes it difficult for you to accept. I'm also a bit of a strong man, and it's normal for you not to accept me. We're both men, and you can't accept a relationship with one man, and I can understand that. I don't want to force you, I have to accept me and promise me immediately.

But I really love you, that's an indisputable fact. Even if I don't express it today, my heart still loves you, and it is a matter of time before I express it. We've wasted too much time in this life, and after I met you, I began to gradually start thinking that I didn't want to wait any longer. We're not kids anymore, and we don't have any more time to waste.

I hope you'll think it over and then it's not too late to reply to me. It's just that for now you must believe in my love for you, and I only ask that you give me a little time. If you really can't accept me in the future, I have worked hard, and I will not regret it in this life. At least you gave me a good memory, and I have no regrets. After that, I will return to Canada and never come back to China. ”

Fang Longxing saw that Zhang Fengyi didn't answer him immediately, he was afraid that he would directly reject him. immediately blocked Zhang Fengyi's mouth with words. Seriously, if Zhang Fengyi directly said that he rejected him, he would really go crazy, not only would he destroy himself, but he would also ruin Zhang Fengyi.

His love for Zhang Fengyi has developed to a very terrible point, and he wants absolute possession. Occupy his body, dominate his soul. At the same time, he doesn't want this relationship to go down the drain without trying, which is not his style of doing things.

He will encircle his prey from all sides, and will not give him a chance to escape. He laid a net to encompass the man, to control his heart, to strip him of all his protective garments. Until that person completely becomes his own bag, and then he is firmly chained, integrated with himself, and inseparable forever.

He was shrewd enough to realize this, so he relaxed his situation to "put himself in the place of death and then live", just to completely block Zhang Fengyi's mouth, so that he could not and could not bear to refuse his request. If he is a complete person, a pure person, then Zhang Fengyi is his soul. Fang Long's behavior is the love of his life, his soul, his bone marrow, it can be said that he has exhausted his efforts and painstakingly!

"What you said in the car yesterday, the person you like, the person you love, mean what I said?" After listening to Fang Longxing's bewitching, seductive, and seductive words, Zhang Fengyi asked softly, he wanted to confirm Fang Longxing's thoughts again, and he also believed: This was definitely not Fang Longxing's whim. At the same time, he also wants to confirm that they have fulfilled their promises to each other over the years, and they are both keeping the last piece of pure land in their hearts for each other.

Zhang Fengyi suddenly felt that he had become smaller, and he had become very naïve, and he was willing to listen to such "rhetoric", even though these words came from the mouth of a man in his thirties, he still felt very beautiful. He also doesn't understand that when he has reached this age, he is as innocent and romantic as a girl who has just fallen in love.

Facts have proved it: sometimes men have to rely on coaxing! Under their seemingly powerful appearance, in fact, sometimes, they also have a very sensitive and fragile girl's heart, but these are inadvertently hidden by certain packaging, titles, positions, status, etc. Once they meet the right person, they will take off all pretense and show their most childish side to the person they think is closest to them.

"Of course I mean what you said, but who else would it be if it wasn't you? In my heart, there is no one but you, I have never allowed anyone to enter my heart, and I will make you the different being in my heart.

My whole person will always belong to you alone, and everything including me belongs to you. The love of the vows is not nothing, and it is not a kind of naivety, especially in today's society, such love is almost extinct. But I want you to know that the love of the vows is not a mirror, and there are still people who are willing to take practical action for this. I just want to witness with you: the love of the mountains and the sea.

And I am the one who is willing to give everything for you, please believe me, don't have any doubts, I can come back to you today, that is, to fulfill the promise I made to you at that time, no, it is the promise we made together, this is what you promised me before, you can't cheat, you can't go back!

However, I still have to apologize to you, Fengyi, I'm sorry! I came back a little late, and I made you wait so long, but this can't erase my sincerity to you, my sincerity to you. In order to make up for the mistakes I have committed alone, I am willing to spend my life to atone for your sins, please give me a chance to atone for my sins with you. ”

Fang Longxing hugged Zhang Fengyi in his arms again, he really hoped that the person in his arms could understand and accept the sincere heart from him.

"Long Xing, I'd better think about it first, think about it before I talk about it! Honestly, I'm still a little worried, I'm not sure if I'll be able to do a good job. I'm really afraid that I've hurt you, and that's not good for anyone. Zhang Fengyi's tone sounded soothing on the surface, but his heart was timid, struggling, and contradictory......

It was because he realized the weight from Fang Long's jargon that Zhang Fengyi didn't dare to agree so happily. If he agrees to Fang Longxing, he will really be desperate like a moth to a fire, and he will never recover, he knows his feelings for Fang Longxing too well, and once it reaches a certain extent, it will be uncontrollable.

He didn't promise him immediately, not because he didn't love Fang Longxing enough, but because it was a responsibility, the most important promise in a man's life, very sacred. We must face it seriously and prudently. He knew all the consequences of the promise, and he had to face the emotions between them more rationally. This love is too heavy, too heavy, too heavy......

If two people get along, they still have to separate in the end, it is too hurtful, the taste is too painful, rather than this, it is better not to be together in the first place, so he must deal with the feelings between them carefully, and he must not be too hasty.