When I learned that Brother Feng Yan was coming, I was happy and panicked. If I think about it in the future, I may understand that maybe if Brother Feng Yan doesn't go abroad, I won't have anything to do with Ji Tengkong.

What struck my heart was that when Lin Xi and I went out, I found that Ji Tengkong was actually shopping in a shopping mall with a woman, and they were buying shoes and clothes. At that time, I didn't know that I had such a heart to face all this, I only knew that my world at that moment was not colorful, it was black and white, gray and hopeless, as if I wanted to cry.

That day, I felt like my heart was about to stop. When Lin Xi finished speaking and went up to ask Ji Tengkong, I grabbed his hand and grabbed it hard, as if it was my last straw. I'm really scared, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that his answer will make me unable to even cry, I'm like a coward. I prayed to save Lin Xi from going, and then I took out my phone, pressed Ji Tengkong's number, and sent a text message, which read, "Where are you?" ”

His reply was with a friend, and I was posting: Is it a male friend or a female friend? He replied to a male friend.

I felt like my heart was bleeding, and I don't know how long I had been standing still, and I had lost track of time. I watched them leave, their backs were gone, and they were still looking, I felt that my vision had been blurred by tears, and the only thing I knew was that Ji Tengkong was actually with a woman, and he was still carrying my girlfriend behind his back.

Maybe it's because I'm afraid I'll think too much, that's why I'm talking to me like this. I comforted myself and bought clothes.

In the end, Lin Xi sent me home, Lin Xi didn't want me to be with Ji Tengkong, but I still like him to do this?

After that, I seemed to understand that it was a kind of feeling when my favorite toy was snatched away, and there was a kind of persistence that I must snatch it back.

I didn't tell Ji Tengkong about going to his female friend that day, maybe I was afraid, afraid that he would say, I don't like you anymore, I understand, what I like is her, understand. Such words like that. But because of this incident, I was very unfamiliar with him, maybe I didn't expect to face him like this, the only thing I could do was to maintain a superficial calm.

But that's not me, it's not a matter of time before I maintain the surface and maintain the Lord forever. If there are cracks, then who knows if you don't explain it. As a result, watch the crack, which looks small, grow bigger and then collapse.