You've got your roses, and I'll just be your fox. Even if you're gone, I'm just going through the mood you love but can't get it, it's not a big deal. The sun and the moon are like birds and whales, waiting for a result, but not waiting for the result.

—Epigraph

They say that the moment a butterfly breaks out of its cocoon, it is the pain of tearing off a layer of skin, and many butterflies are killed by pain at the moment when they break out of the cocoon.

Lin Anyu is about to die of pain now, his heart seems to be dripping blood, he can't stop, and he can't adjust his breathing.

Please, bless it must not be Daddy, it must not be, really, please.

In front of it was a solemn and sacred place, the snow-white walls were grayed by the fine dust in the sky, the weather was melancholy, and the pedestrians on the road were also melancholy.

It may be that once people arrive at this place, they will uncontrollably lower their volume and slow down, as if they are afraid of polluting this place. But Lin Anyu was not, she couldn't care about anything, she just rushed over desperately and came to the nurse's station in the hospital.

"Sister nurse, where is the person who had the car accident today? What is your name? Lin Anyu breathed hard.

"I'm sorry, we can't reveal this." The nurse standing at the nurses' station smiled apologetically.

"I'm really in a hurry, I just want to confirm ......" Before the words were finished, Lin Anyu caught a glimpse of a familiar figure.

The world seemed to stop, cracking out of the ground, but there was not much roar, carrying all the sadness of Lin Anyu, but it still kept overflowing. Devastating wounds and grief.

"Then I'll take a look at it for you." The nurse said reluctantly.

"No thanks." The voice seemed to have disappeared, and she saw her mother with gray hair running to the emergency center with a handful of sheets.

As soon as she turned around, Ji Shuchen stood quietly behind her, Xu followed all the way, Ji Shuchen's bangs parted to both sides irregularly, and the tips of his hair were dyed with sweat and looked wet.

"Let's go." Lin Anyu had no strength, and dragged Ji Shuchen and said softly.

"You're not watching?" Ji Shuchen habitually grabbed her hand and asked cautiously.

"I don't want to know, I don't want to see, I ...... I...... I saw my mother. Tears flowed again.

"Ji Shuchen, I'm so uncomfortable."

"I ...... Would I not have Dad, they said it was all blood. ”

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault, if I hadn't had to buy paint, this wouldn't have happened."

"I don't paint anymore, and I'll never paint again."

Ji Shuchen gently hugged Lin Anyu and put his right hand on Lin Anyu's head, "Don't think about it, it won't be uncle's, uncle will definitely be fine." ”

"Ji Shuchen." Lin Anyu raised his head, "Don't you want to go back to class?" It's okay if I don't go to class. ”

"I'm not going back, wherever you want to go, I'll accompany you today."

"Don't be so nice to me, okay." Lin Anyu paused for a few seconds and then continued: "Actually, we have all grown up, and we are different from before, you have been gone for more than two years, and you have not participated in me for more than two years, so let's disperse." ”

Lin Anyu turned his back to wipe the tears from his eyes.

Ji Shuchen was stunned and didn't know what to say, it was not good to stay there or leave.

"Then I'll follow you, and you can just act like you can't see me." It took a long time for Ji Shuchen to hold back a sentence.

Lin Anyu didn't say anything anymore, just walked forward angrily. Crossing the road with flashing traffic lights, she walked fast Ji Shuchen also walked fast, and she stopped Ji Shuchen and stopped.

"Don't follow me, go back to your school." Lin Anyu turned his head and glared at Ji Shuchen.

"Then you go back with me."

"I don't want it, don't follow me anyway." Lin Anyu sat on the steps on the side of the road.

Ji Shuchen's hand that he wanted to stretch out retracted again, he glanced down at Lin Anyu, and then turned around and left without saying anything.

The darkness seemed to have come again, and she was separated from the sun by the moon, and she was often burned all over her body during the day, and at night she was cold by her frozen lips and teeth.

Raise your head again, it's all the color of the moon, and your back is also the color of the moon.