Chapter Ninety-Seven: Selfless Devotion

He has always been cautious and self-controlled, but he really fell into a deadlock of "cutting and tidying up". Since he answered the call, he didn't even have the intention of going to work, how could he go on like this? No, you must be sober, it seems that you are really carried away by happiness! If we don't pull back from the precipice now, I'm afraid the consequences will be unimaginable.

He even began to understand why his mother, because she missed her late father too much, despite the fact that he was only twelve years old at the time, resolutely chose to end the matter by ending her own life.

Zhang Fengyi is finally willing to admit that he does have his mother's genes in his bones. Once you fall in love, you will be a moth to the fire, desperate for yourself, and spare no effort to exhaust yourself. It's terrible, and it's devastating love.

He felt that he was so crazy, and he was so intoxicated that he was willing to be a captive of love. "No, I must be free from this spell." He was admonishing himself.

"Yes, I want to be freed, now I must solve my psychological obstacles immediately, immediately, I must be sober, sober, sober!"

"What the hell am I doing? To the Fang family's parents, I was an ungrateful traitor who was loved by them, and even greedy—taking their only son for himself. ”

"If I were a woman, I could barely say it, but I'm not a woman, or a fake 24K pure man! It's a bit too big, it's not funny at all! ”

"How do I feel that I am a villain, a well-dressed beast with a mask of hypocrisy, a hypocrite, not a good person, let alone a good citizen, my conscience has been eaten by dogs! Nope! Could it be: Greatly broken? Not really! So my brain is also broken along with my conscience? ”

"But it's clear that I'm a normal person! Who is to blame for this? I'm really in love with Shang Longxing! Long Long, you bastard! Why do you want me to fall in love with you, wrong, it doesn't seem to be your business! It's me who shamelessly fell in love with you. Is true love wrong? Can anyone tell me? What's wrong? ”

"I'm hopeless, I really can't extricate myself, I'm really too greedy, Long Long is not only my own, he is also my uncle and aunt, he is also responsible for passing on the Fang family's ancestry! What the? Let me leave him? No way! I absolutely not! ”

"Oh my God! But I'm a man! What can I do for him? When it comes to having children, Lao Tzu won't do it! I don't want to share him with others. Dizzy, what the hell am I doing? Is it selfish to be selfish, to focus on your own well-being and not to consider the feelings of others? It's so immoral! ”

Zhang Fengyi's heart was fighting fiercely, both good and bad were rushing to his heart, and his head was like a piece of red-hot lead at this time. His nerves were already tense, and if he didn't release it, he was afraid he would go crazy. He began to fidget, never in a gaffe, and he paced around the office, going back and forth in circles.

He suddenly remembered a little story in a huge tome: it was a story about the king of a certain country: the king was determined to ask the scholars of the whole country to explore the meaning of life, and everyone made a book, and the king was too busy to read it, and then let them condense the content into a booklet, which is a pity! The king did not have time to read. Then he became critically ill, and he couldn't read.

Eventually, when the king's life was in danger, an old philosopher compiled the contents of the pamphlet into a paragraph, and he whispered in the king's ear: "Life is the process by which God sends a soul into the world to be trained, but in the end it is to die in the world and be born again in the kingdom of God." As a result of this man's life's work, everything he endured can be used as a warning and an encouragement to those around him, and the footprints he left behind can be used by future generations to learn from. What he has suffered, future generations will not have to suffer. ”

That's right! "Human beings are born with sorrows." The meaning of life is: "selfless dedication"! How can you dedicate yourself to what you love and only live in your own world so narrowly? Thinking of this, Zhang Fengyi suddenly brightened.

Now it's really time for me to be sober, and I can't let myself blindly come around, and it may be too late to withdraw now. I really don't want to go out of control, and that is not the best ending for anyone.

He doesn't want to destroy everything with his own hands, he is a creator, definitely not a destroyer, and he must not let himself be so confused anymore.

I have already gotten what I deserve. All the knots in his heart have been untied, all the hatred and resentment have been released, what is he not satisfied with?

Although it is better to let yourself persuade Long Xing to marry a wife and have children, it will be like a thorn in your heart forever, but it is better than everything to the point of no return. If you make some sacrifices and bear some bitter fruits, what is it compared to the kindness and love of the Fang family's parents? Author: Jin Lan Xiuxian

The only thing he can do now is to sacrifice his ego and fulfill everyone. Wouldn't it be better for everyone to be happy? If you want love, you have to make concessions, and it can better reflect all his love for Fang Longxing, so Zhang Fengyi decided to ask Fang Longxing to go to the Bund, enjoy the beautiful night view, and find a suitable opportunity to have a good talk with Long Xing.

He wanted to speak his mind in a relaxed and pleasant environment, so that he would not feel embarrassed and embarrassed, and it was better to talk than to talk when the two of them were alone in the family.

Shanghai is known as the "Paris of the East", it is one of the financial centers in Asia, and Shanghai, China has absolute influence in the world. It is definitely no less than the world's four major international cities: Paris in France, Tokyo in Japan, New York in the United States, and London in the United Kingdom. At least that's what I think in my own heart.

If you want to talk about Shanghai: the Bund is the most beautiful night scene, which is better than Victoria Harbour in Hong Kong, and Dubai, Seoul, Singapore and Tokyo have their own merits, but I still love Shanghai, the magic capital of China. If you don't go to the Bund to enjoy the night view, you will never be able to experience the feeling of "Shanghai people on the sea".

The Bund, all the prosperity, fashion and vicissitudes of Shanghai seem to be written on it. It originated from a fiber road on the side of the Huangpu River more than 100 years ago, and gradually developed into a riverside avenue with high-rise buildings, businessmen, tourists and traffic.

Strolling on the Bund, from north to south, starting from the Waibaidu Bridge at the mouth of the Suzhou Creek and ending at Jinling East Road in the south, the exotic buildings of all shapes and shapes are dizzying and dazzling.

Fifty-two buildings of different styles and scattered patterns; the surging Huangpu River; The huge ships that come and go seem to have become the life and spirit of Shanghai.

Each building is made up of different architectural styles, and although they are different in style, construction time and designer, their basic style is unified. The Sassoon Building is a typical Chicago School architectural style in the United States, known as the "first building in the Far East", and these buildings reproduce the style of the "Far East Wall Street" in the past.

Foreign commercial banks, banks and consortia have settled in Shanghai, making Shanghai a center of commerce, trade and finance.

The Bund is also known as Zhongshan East Road, starting from Waibaidu Bridge in the north, reaching Yan'an East Road in the south, and the most magnificent and prosperous section of Shanghai with a total length of 1,500 meters on the west side of the Huangpu River.

There are many high-rise buildings with different styles, typical representatives of which are the Bank of China Building, Heping Restaurant, Customs Building, HSBC Building and other buildings. The shapes are all dignified, majestic, graceful and luxurious, and are known as the "International Architecture Expo".

Gothic, Baroque, Romanesque, Classicist, Renaissance and other different styles of buildings form a unique landscape in extraordinary harmony.

Wandering among them, the sound of the waves crashing on the shore of the Huangpu River and the whistle of the ship are endless, and more than a dozen magnificent and majestic buildings are displayed in front of your eyes, exuding a unique and wonderful exotic atmosphere, which is really unforgettable.

The Bund is also the best place to enjoy the scenery of the Huangpu River and the rejuvenation of the Pudong Economic Development Zone on the other side, and it is also a must-see place for tourists from all over the world to arrive in Shanghai.

At half past six o'clock in the evening, the Bund enters its most beautiful and charming moment, the whole row of street lamps is lit, and the lights of various buildings are also reflected on the walls, which suddenly reflects a world that is different from the precipitation and dignified during the day.

Those various century-old buildings, one by one, like blooming flowers, bloomed boldly and enthusiastically in the inky black night sky, exuding a hot and full atmosphere.

On one side of the promenade, the cars coming and going under the ancient buildings flow slowly on the road like strips of light, and on the other side, the bubbling river reflects the brilliant lights on both sides, which constitute a colorful and dazzling oil painting, and the time seems to return to the twenties and thirties of the twentieth century in a trance: jazz music in the Peace Hotel, modern ladies in cheongsam, and shrill and melodious Shanghai old songs......

Standing on the riverside, looking east across the river, you can also see the skyscrapers in the Lujiazui Financial and Trade Zone, which complement each other with the classical chic and undulating Bund architecture*, constituting a magnificent poem of harmony and unity between tradition and modernity with different styles.

"It's been a few years since I came to Shanghai, and it's the first time I've stopped and enjoyed the night view of the Bund." Zhang Fengyi looked at the Huangpu River and sighed.

"Life is also a beautiful, brilliant fireworks show, and we have to choose the most suitable time to bloom. It doesn't matter to me whether the night view is beautiful or not, the most important thing is who is the person who enjoys the beautiful scenery with me? Fang Longxing glanced at the people around him, and then raised his head and continued to look at the stars in the sky.

"You are born with a golden spoon, and you will always be brave and fearless in your life! You have no effort to get it, and when you were born, you have been fixed at a certain height, how can you understand my feelings of working hard? The smile on Zhang Fengyi's face was a little bitter.

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