"I'm gone, thank you so much this time." Lin Anyu got up before dawn.

"It's still early, why don't you have some breakfast, my mom is making it in the kitchen." He Yiwu rubbed his sleepy eyes.

He Mu also ran out of the kitchen when she heard the voice, "Yes, let's eat some food and leave, it's not too late." ”

"Thank you, Auntie, but I really don't need to, I still have something." Lin Anyu smiled at them and waved his hand, "Then I'll go first." ”

The sky is blue, grayish blue, not clear blue. Lin Anyu always felt that she hadn't had a good day since she was born, maybe it was just that all the good weather was ignored by her and locked in her memories of ice and dust.

Lin Yiyong's face always appeared intermittently in her mind, and she seemed to be able to imagine her father lying motionless on the road, with a few bags of blood-stained paint scattered at her feet.

"Lin Anyu, Teacher Qin called you." As soon as she arrived in class, Joyiyi said to her.

"Call me again?" Lin Anyu guessed that it was because of Jiang Wan's matter, to be honest, the teacher never cared about her before, even if she didn't write her homework and was absent from class for no reason, the teacher wouldn't pay attention to her. In that case, she is really stained with Jiang Wan's light.

Lin Anyu appropriately quickened her pace, she lowered her head and trotted as she walked.

When she ran to the door of the office, she was stunned, and Cheng Huajuan was standing in front of Qin Mu.

"Mom, why are you here?"

"Your mother said that there was something at home, and she asked for leave for you, so go back with her." Qin Mu looked at Lin Anyu.

"I'm not going back." Lin Anyu took two steps back in a panic.

"Your dad ......"

"I said I wouldn't go back." Lin Anyu retreated again until he reached the railing of the corridor. "I'm not going back, you can go." Lin Anyu uncontrollably increased his volume and cried a little.

"Look at this kid, how can you talk to your mother." Qin Mu frowned, "Talk to your mother well, go back quickly." ”

Lin Anyu still went back with Cheng Huajuan, she couldn't tell what mood she was in now, was she sad? No, she's not sad at all right now.

It's just that the gray-blue sky now looks even grayer.

"Your dad ......," Cheng Huajuan repeated. This is Cheng Huajuan's rare gentle conversation with Lin Anyu.

"Don't talk to me, I don't want to hear it." Lin Anyu turned his head.

"This, take it." Cheng Huajuan took out two bags of paint from her pocket, which were black and brown.

The plastic shell of the pigment packaging reflects a glimmer of light from nowhere, and the pigment is extremely pure and looks very funny.

The outside of the paint has obviously been washed, but there is still a trace of red in the notch of the lid, which is dazzling, leaving no trace into Lin Anyu's eyes, and piercing into his heart along the meridians.

"Mom." Lin Anyu suddenly squatted down and buried his head deep in his legs, "Mom...... I... I swear... I'll never paint again. ”

"It's all my fault, I deserve to die, I really deserve to die."

"If it weren't for me...... Daddy just ...... It's all my fault that I told him to buy paint. ”

"Hit me, hit me, Mom." Lin Anyu pulled Cheng Huajuan's trouser legs, and tears dripped onto Cheng Huajuan's shoes.

"Hit me." Lin Anyu shouted hysterically.

A trace of distress flashed in Cheng Huajuan's eyes, and she wanted to reach out and touch Lin Anyu's hair, but finally stopped.

The paint was thrown in front of Lin Anyu, and a cold sentence floated over his head, "Hurry home after crying." ”

The broken glass slag blocked Lin Anyu's heart, she looked up at the confusion, stopped the mist flickering in her eyes, trembled with two bags of paint in her hands, and trembled as she walked forward.

Cheng Huajuan's back has walked a long way, like a cloud flying on the roof, fading its color.

Lin Anyu couldn't help but run up and keep up with her mother in front of her, because she suddenly realized that she seemed to be the only one with her mother.

In the past ten years, she rarely heard her grandmother, grandfather or other relatives in her parents' mouths, and she also knew that her mother had not returned home since she married Lin Yiyong.

"Mom, I'll be with you."

Cheng Huajuan was stunned for a moment, and then turned her head to look at Lin Anyu, who had just finished wiping her tears.

"Mom, I'm the only one with you, you have to hold on, okay. I know, Dad is very important to you. ”

Cheng Huajuan grabbed Lin Anyu's hand, "Let's go." ”

A warm current flowed through the whole body from the position of the hand, as if the whole body was hit by an electric current, which was a feeling that I had never experienced before.