Gu Yueluo sat quietly in front of her desk, and the small table lamp emitted a warm orange light.

Fingers keep refreshing the information on the phone screen.

No.

Or not.

Gu Yueluo threw her phone on the desk a little deflated, and she curled herself up on the small seat.

Today's events reminded her of someone.

That boy, Gu Yueluo never said goodbye to him, but he never left her.

She texted the boy for the first time today, since the move.

She asked, are you okay?

The message never returned.

Gu Yueluo stared at the mobile phone she threw on the table in distraction, and finally glanced at it without giving up.

Or not.

Forget it, it's over.

She sighed, patted her cheek, and opened the book.

She's going to learn.

Under the light, he seemed to think of that person again, Chu Ren.

At the beginning of her freshman year of high school, she met him for the first time.

She was wearing a white dress and had long hair. Passing by the playground of the new school, she caught a glimpse of him playing basketball on the playground.

He wears black short sleeves and a flat head.

In the scorching summer heat, sweat runs down the forehead, down the cheeks, down the neck, and finally across the beautiful collarbone.

Gu Yueluo admitted that she was interested in seeing the color.

And one of his sideways grabbed the ball and suddenly saw her.

The ball, dropped.

He looked at her a little dumbfounded.

The boy's face was flushed, with the immaturity of a teenager, with the impulse of blood.

He looked at her.

And she was smiling softly at him, and the breeze was just right that day, and the smell of sweetness wafted in the air.

Some people say that there is a kind of first sight, called love at first sight. I divide it into two kinds, one is the possessiveness caused by the momentary pleasing to the eye, and the other is the affection of seeing each other late. As we always say, meet the right person at the right time.

Everything fell so naturally, and they were together.

This is Gu Yueluo's first love, like a fresh gardenia, pure and faint.

They were in a class, her grades were good, and his grades were poor.

Every time Gu Yue fell on the blackboard to do a question, Chu Ren's sense of pride burst out.

always looked at her with a doting expression, comforted her, and gave her expectations.

They have eaten ice cream in the winter and hot pot in the summer. Let's go eat durians that we don't like to eat, and run a 20-kilometer marathon together.

But what she couldn't let go of the most was the White Rabbit toffee he put in the palm of his hand.

One tablet a day, no less per day.

It's like this is how a fairy tale should go, and then go to college together, then get married, have children...

But there is no if.

In the second year of high school, before Gu Yueluo transferred to another school, they broke up.

Chu Ren watched Gu Yueluo get better and better, but the pride that had just emerged was slapped in the face by reality.

More and more people said to him, look at your girlfriend, it's not as good as others.

Why can't you do anything?

How can you get into university like this?

Countless doubts made him doubt himself more and more, more and more pressure, and more and more he lost confidence in this relationship.

At this time, Gu Yueluo's heart was a little bigger, and she didn't pay attention to the changes in her boyfriend at all. Just immersed in learning.

After a normal evening self-study class, the two of them walked together as usual.

The difference is that today Gu Yueluo walked in front, but Chu Ren did not catch up.

Today's moonlight is beautiful, there is no one on the playground, and it seems very quiet.

"Luoluo, I have something to say to you."

Chu Ren's voice sounded behind him.

Gu Yueluo stopped, turned her head, and looked at Chu Ren.

The moonlight shone on Chu Ren's face, and after more than a year, the boy gradually faded from his previous immaturity.

But why is tiredness written on the delicate face?

"Well, I'll listen."

Gu Yueluo smiled softly.

"Let's break up."

Chu Ren's voice was extremely lonely and cold on the empty playground.

"You... What did you say? ”

As if she hadn't heard clearly, Gu Yueluo forced out a smile and stepped forward.

"Let's break up."

As if a broken jar had been broken, Chu Ren closed his eyes when he said this.

"Why?"

Gu Yueluo held back her tears and asked him calmly.

"There's no why."

Chu Ren gritted his teeth and lowered his head, "I'm sorry." ”

"I ask you why?"

Gu Yueluo's voice gradually became a little hoarse, but she still wanted to try to calm down.

Chu Ren still didn't speak.

"Why?!"

"Why?!"

Gu Yueluo's eyes were red, her volume increased, her voice trembled uncontrollably, and she stared at him deadly.

"I'm tired! Is that enough?!"

Chu Ren finally couldn't help but roar loudly, squatted down in pain, and hugged his head.

A whimpering sound followed.

Gu Yueluo suddenly calmed down, she wiped away the tears from her eyes with her trembling hands, and bit her lip.

She whispered to him who was squatting on the ground, "I understand, let's break up." ”

Then, without hesitation, turn around and leave.

The moment he turned around, his expression still couldn't hold on, and tears flowed.

She never imagined she could have so many tears.

It was a cold night.

The next day, she cut off her long hair for years.

The change came too quickly, too late to say goodbye, too late to say goodbye.

It's too late to give away the last toffee in your hand.

Does she still like him?

Maybe, probably.

The gaze gradually retracted, and the memories faded.

Gu Yueluo smiled a little relieved, thought for a long time, and withdrew the text message that was sent.

It's good that she can study with peace of mind now.

But what she didn't know was how ecstatic the other end of the text message was.