Faced with Chang Shenghua's inquiry, Ning Shaoming was silent for a while, perhaps because he didn't expect Chang Shenghua to ask so bluntly.

Chang Shenghua didn't urge him, but just touched the head of the eldest brother who ran in front of him and scratched his chin.

The eldest brother obediently rubbed the palm of Chang Sheng's painting, it was fluttering and tired, so he lay on the ground in front of the two of them and basked in the sun with them.

The silence did not last long, Ning Shaoming looked down at the eldest brother's hair, as if he could see a flower on it, and muttered: "Actually, I don't know...... Maybe it's really psychological comfort, but without this part, I feel like it's very bad. ”

Chang Shenghua is noncommittal, "It is a common custom around the world to pay tribute to the deceased, and few people will not pay attention to it, especially in the country where the deceased is large." ”

Ning Shaoming's empty state was punctured all of a sudden, he glanced at Chang Shenghua helplessly, and said in his heart, I will talk to you about my feelings, you can reason with me, can you still chat happily?

Chang Shenghua was amused by his eyes, and the corners of his mouth curled, "I didn't say anything wrong, I just didn't like it very much." ”

Ning Shaoming said: "Since you know that you don't like it, then why do you say it?" ”

"Good medicine is good for disease, and good advice is good for deeds," Chang Shenghua said calmly, "I'm so good to you, why don't you say more?" ”

“…… You win. Ning Shao rolled his eyes in understanding and said.

Chang Shenghua just smiled and didn't continue to say anything.

Ning Shaoming saw that she didn't speak, so he hugged the eldest brother who sat up, and didn't say anything, and fell into that state of daze again, looking good-looking and melancholy with his eyebrows lowered.

The clouds in the sky gradually began to thicken, the already bleak sunlight became thinner, and the wind blew the trees rattling, hitting people's faces, and even a little more stinging.

"Winter is coming." Chang Shenghua suddenly sighed with emotion.

I don't know if there was a sense of amazement in Chang Sheng's tone, or if this sentence touched an unspeakable point, Ning Shaoming suddenly felt a burst of sadness, he buried his face in the thick fur of his eldest brother, and resisted the urge to burst into tears at that moment.

Chang Shenghua was not surprised by Ning Shaoming's sudden vulnerability.

People with depression are inherently sensitive and depressed quickly, which is not visible in most cases in normal times, but once it is triggered to a certain point, no matter how strong and cheerful a person is, he will be instantly defeated by that sad and empty state of mind.

In the face of depression, how many people can be called invulnerable?

Chang Shenghua believes that there is no psychologist in this world who can claim to be able to cure depression.

For a long time, Ning Shaoming raised his head coldly, his face was a little pale, and the fragile beauty was enough to thrill.

Chang Shenghua happened to see this scene, and her heart jumped hard in an instant, and that kind of force surprised her.

Ning Shaoming didn't notice the strange appearance of the person in front of him, but said softly: "Chang Shenghua, sometimes I think, the dead can't come back, no matter how much the living people do, what's the use?" ”

Chang Shenghua paused for a second before listening to his words, and said a little absent-mindedly: "Whether it's self-comforting or not, whether it's a little motivation for yourself, whether it's useful or not, it's just your own choice, just like my teacher...... If Ren Xiaoou and I don't work hard to do something, then he will be a traitor/national thief, this stain is recorded in the archives a hundred years later, we remember, Guan Yijing will remember, his son may also remember, and the country will also stare at them, generation after ......generation."

Ning Shaoming was stunned.

Chang Shenghua rarely did not look at his eyes, the focus of his gaze only fell on the ground in front of him, "I don't know if what we do is useful to the dead, but for the living, memory represents the past, revenge or remembrance, it is a kind of reflection and examination of past experience, the past and the future can form a person, unless it is a baby, otherwise there is no past, how can a person's life be considered complete?" ”

After Ning Shaoming heard this, he said dryly after a while: "It's a bit complicated, I'll think about it." ”

Chang Shenghua shook his head, "Actually, it's not that you don't understand, it's just that you don't want to think about it." ”

Guilty people are like this, trapping themselves in that circle, even if they see the scenery outside, they feel that it is not the beauty that they can touch, and they can only hide in the barren small world, doing an ascetic life of atonement.

Ning Shaoming muttered: "I know what you want to say, but there is nothing willing or unwilling, if I am wrong, I am wrong, I brought the soldiers, and the decision was made by me, and if they die, it can only be my responsibility." ”

Chang Shenghua looked at him with complicated eyes.

"You told me that I did my best, and everyone said the same, saying that it was not my fault, but I knew that I could do better, I could be more cautious and careful, but I didn't ......" Ning Shaoming closed his eyes slightly, as if he couldn't bear the weight of the past, "So they died." ”

He didn't do enough, so the price was those dozens of lives, and this growth hurdle was so bloody that Ning Shaoming almost stumbled and couldn't get up from then on.

What else in the world weighs more than human life?

When Chang Shenghua heard this, he felt that he had nothing to say to continue, because Ning Shaoming was not trapped in those low moods, he saw too thoroughly and understood, but he couldn't be easily moved by other people's words.

Who else can forgive him but himself? Not even those who sacrificed.

And Chang Shenghua didn't think there was anything wrong with Ning Shaoming's reflection, he just hoped that he could go to the next step as soon as possible - after reflecting on his body, he should stand up after breaking it.

Seeing that Chang Shenghua didn't persuade anything, Ning Shaoming calmed down his mood and looked at her sideways, "Don't fool around?" It's rare that you're so kind. ”

Chang Sheng saw that he was able to adjust his mood by himself, and felt that Ning Shaoming had really grown up a little bit these days, so he said: "What can I fool, you are almost blue." ”

In fact, Chang Shenghua has always felt that Ning Shaoming is better at fooling, didn't he see that those dragon destroyers were dead set on him?

Ning Shaoming is estimated to have his own personality charm bonus attribute, as long as he is not arrogant and domineering, he will beat people, and under normal circumstances, he can brush the whole world with his face.

If Ning Shaoming knew what she thought in her heart, she would probably have to be angry......

The lunch break was about to pass, and Ning Shaoming talked nonsense to Chang Sheng, and his mood was not so low.

In fact, he has indeed made a mistake in the past few days, but Chang Shenghua specially came to comfort him - although the way of comfort was a bit tortuous and tactful - Ning Shaoming immediately thought that the team members must have asked Chang Shenghua to come over, in order not to worry them, Ning Shaoming felt that he had to cheer up.

So, Ning Shaoming and Chang Shenghua walked back side by side.

The team members who just woke up from a nap stretched their waists in the corridor of the dormitory building to wake up, Yu Qingli looked down with his head probed, and then said mysteriously: "Look, look, the boss and the instructor are sneaking into the world of the two again!" ”

"Huh?" The team members were in good spirits all of a sudden, and they flocked to watch.

They were upstairs, Chang Shenghua and Ning Shaoming were walking and talking downstairs, but they didn't notice their voyeurism for a while.

Hu Xiaoge scratched the back of his head, "It's noon, the boss doesn't sleep, did he go to the playground with the instructor?" They seem to be dating, which is the case when my former high school classmates were in love. ”

When he said this, the team members instantly shivered.

Two top bosses fall in love like middle school students? Damn, it's scary......

"But they're really like dating,......" Liu Xing peeked at the two people downstairs, and inexplicably felt that they were quite harmonious walking together.

Wang Shenglin also said: "Yes, the boss didn't stay with us before, he just went to play with the eldest brother, but now he always stays with the instructor!" ”

"It's still mysterious, and I don't know what secrets there are...... Yu Qingli couldn't help but want to find out their little secrets several times, but he was afraid of being cleaned up by the two big bosses, so he had to hold down the power of his inner curiosity.

"Having said that, they also took leave to go to the imperial capital together on National Day, right?" Zhao Sulin said suddenly.

Everyone immediately looked at each other.

It seems that since returning from this vacation, their boss and the female police officer have a much better relationship, and the atmosphere is different......

It wasn't bad before, but it always gave people a simple and rough feeling of being suppressed and suppressed, but now the two of them seem to be real friends.

Ji Xiong couldn't help but mutter: "My friends have done it, are you still far from your boyfriend and girlfriend......"

A group of soldiers instantly looked at him with horrified eyes.

Chang Shenghua and Ning Shaoming downstairs finally discovered their existence.

I don't know what this group of soldiers are cramming into the corridor and chattering, Ning Shaoming immediately shouted: "What are you grinding, don't get down and train!" ”

The team members who were gossiping about the "......" were frightened, and they scattered in the blink of an eye.

"What's going on?" Ning Shaoming wondered, "Why are you so surprised, it's not stable at all!" ”

Chang Shenghua gloated and said: "One soldier is a bear, a nest of bears, Ning squadron, do you think you are very stable?" ”

Ning Shaoming fought back unceremoniously and reread her position: "They are also your soldiers now, Comrade Instructor, do you think you are not responsible?" ”

Chang Sheng's face darkened all of a sudden-the little lion was really right!

So, the instructor decided that he still had to train them well, so as not to be unable to take them!

The dragon destroyers had no idea that they had been sold by their own boss, so they sneezed together, and then were trained to be dogs in the afternoon training with Chang Shenghua's participation.

A group of soldiers lay on the ground and looked at the sky collectively.

It's really a familiar female instructor, a familiar formula......

After the afternoon training ended, Ning Shaoming did not call for disbandment immediately.

Chang Shenghua had a premonition and glanced at Ning Shaoming, but didn't say anything.

Ning Shaoming glanced at the team members, and then said in a deep voice: "There will be no training on Friday afternoon, and all the people will organize tomb sweeping activities to commemorate the first anniversary of the death of the team members who died in the 1025 incident last year......

The whole team took a small breath of cold air - they didn't expect their boss to take the initiative.

Ning Shaoming pretended not to see their reactions, "Big Bear and Super Brain are responsible for purchasing sacrifices, and each squad leader discusses the details of the worship on their own, understand?" ”

Everyone quietly looked at each other, and then said loudly, "Understood! ”