What the?!

In the headset of the police line, everyone was silent, but everyone tacitly felt the surprise of the other three.

"I remember," Zhang Yalan continued, "I remembered who I was, how I was sent to Yasheng Academy, how they tortured me, and how the father of the child I had been thinking about was the one who shocked me and tortured me......

But...... Hehe, maybe God has mercy on me...... All of a sudden, I wanted to open it again.

You may not understand, it hurts so much, even if I think about it, I didn't have time to have any special emotions at the time, it hurts...... You are not allowed to have other emotions and thoughts, you cannot feel anything but pain.

Later, the child was born...... I gave birth in a black clinic, and I fell asleep there after giving birth, and I slept for a long time.

Maybe I was young at that time, and my body was good, so I could really resist the toss, but if I put it aside now, I would have to die there.

The doctor at the clinic is a big sister, very nice person, helped me clean up the baby, I stayed in her clinic for a few days, she helped me to promote lactation, until I could feed the child, then went home.

- That's all for later.

After giving birth, when I woke up, my mind was empty, I just opened my eyes and looked at the ceiling, and I don't know how long it was, I remembered those things again...... It's so tired, really, after giving birth to a child, it's so tired that it feels like ...... That breath seems to be gone, it doesn't matter if I want to get up or not, it doesn't matter what I do, just follow the original plan, take care of the child, I ...... I can't afford any more tossing. ”

"Don't you still want to go home to your parents?" The policewoman asked: "And Li Jianye, if you think about the past, it should be easy to find out about Li Jianye's arrest, haven't you thought about reporting the case and asking for an explanation for yourself?" ”

"I said, I can't afford to toss...... Hehe, forget it, let's be honest, I'm not afraid of your jokes, I went to look for it at home, but my parents have already moved - they didn't think that one day I might go back and move directly - my heart is cold.

Still, I found them, and I saw them move into a new house and buy a car.

I called my mom, and my mom saw me and didn't dare to admit it - I had just given birth, and it had changed so much at that time.

They were very excited at first, and dragged me home without saying a word, hehe, but unfortunately, the first thing my mother asked after going home was not how I spent the year, but how much I remembered the courses I learned in school, if I went back to the third year of high school, would I not be able to keep up, if I went to the second year of high school, would I be too old, and it would be a joke......

Ridiculous, right? It's okay, you can laugh, I'm used to it......

My family's conditions are average, my parents are workers, and when I was a child, they were very face-saving, and they had no ability, so they could only compare my grades with other people's children.

When I studied well, their faces were bright, and they walked with their necks high, and then after playing games for a while, their grades came down, and they were so scared that they sent me directly to Yasheng Academy.

I could tolerate such a parent before, but I have already experienced those things...... How can I say it, I'm completely different from before, but they're still the same, how can I bear it?

I told them what happened this year, and I didn't hold back - I was forced, I didn't feel ashamed, and I hoped they would understand me, accept me, and accept my children.

Hehe, they were scared a lot...... It's been a year, and I don't believe they haven't thought about the worst of what happened to me, but they are like two ostriches, even if those thoughts flash, they immediately drive them out of their minds.

They made a compromise, I 'died', they chose to be private with Yasheng Academy, with Li Jianye, they let people buy out my experience with money, and they were soft.

Now that I'm 'alive' again, how do they deal with it? …… Hehe, for them, maybe I'm cleaner when I die. ”

Compared with several criminal policemen, Zhang Yalan's mood seems to be very calm, she should have been comforted and supported by her relatives at home after going through hardships, but obviously, she didn't.

Zhang Yalan continued, "I lived at home for three days, with my children, and during these three days, my parents have been secretly discussing, and I can only wait for the results of their discussions.

On the fourth day, they called me into the dining room, and we sat down at the table, and it was a particularly formal conversation.

It's ironic, when my family used to live in a small house, I imagined when I could sit at a serious table as a family like in the TV series, instead of eating and making do on the coffee table.

Now it's all there, but the taste has changed.

They came to inform me of the final decision, and there were three main points

First, the child must be sent away, they feel that the child is a stain on me;

Second, they are not allowed to mention this year's events, they are ashamed, and at the same time, they are afraid that something will go wrong with the house, car, and money that they have already received. My dad even made up the reason for me, and said that I was depressed this year and went to the doctor;

Thirdly, I had to change my image, lose weight, no longer wear heavy makeup, in their words, 'look like a student as before', and then go back to school and go to university.

They told me to skip the year and act as if nothing had happened.

It's easy to say, isn't it? It's kind of ridiculous, isn't it?

But I really thought about it, and I really, really tried to do what they said.

I'm still young, and even if it's been wasted for a year, a lot of things can really be picked up and restarted.

I can't agree to just send the child away.

When I was in the hardest, he was my spiritual support, and when I don't remember anyone, he was the closest person to me, and my parents...... They only care about profits, how can I abandon this child for their interests?

I discussed with them, as long as I left the child, I would have this one condition, and I could agree to anything else, and I even dared to promise to take the Tsinghua University entrance examination and Peking University entrance examination.

However, no, I don't agree.

They laid out the facts and reasoned with me, and they said a lot about what it would be to take a child to school, work, or get married, especially marriage, it would definitely be affected, and I couldn't imagine how difficult it would be in the future......

I know they have a point, and aside from the face, they are indeed planning for me, but I just don't agree. ”

Zhang Yalan smiled bitterly, "As a result of the stalemate, we all ran out of patience, maybe just like all divorced people, at the beginning there was a disagreement, which escalated to bad words, and then escalated to mutual hatred, eager to kill each other."

In short, after the chickens and dogs jumped at home, I took the child away, which can be regarded as a severance of relations.

This is the situation at home, as for you saying call the police and ask Li Jianye for an explanation or something...... Honestly, I was ...... at that time I don't know how to describe the feeling I felt at that moment, as if I couldn't hate him.

How to put it, it is probably ...... It's useless to hate anyone for what has happened, I don't want to spend any more energy to hate anyone, it's too tiring...... Moreover, my parents received money from Li Jianye, and I went to ask for an explanation, and the family couldn't hide the private matter of collecting money, and when the time came, ...... With my parents' personalities, they want to mess with me again.

I really don't want to toss anymore, maybe it's the time of amnesia that made me used to thinking about nothing, just thinking about the present, and just thinking about how to live today.

I just want to simply sell my body and raise my children, and I don't care about the rest, it has nothing to do with me. ”

"But...... Your child is still ...... He's dead. ”