Chapter 19: The Singing of the Occasion

Faye Wong's "Passing Years" is a song that Zhang Fengyi likes to listen to very much. Maybe this lyric is written too well, too in line with his own sake, so Zhang Fengyi is more fond of it, the person who wrote the lyrics may not be intended to target anyone, or in some special situation poured other feelings into it, he thinks that the lyrics of this song, but it really has a profound meaning and influence on himself, this song is like writing it for himself in the dark!

Fall in love with the shortcomings of an angel

In the language of the devil

God only blinked in the clouds

Finally, he frowned a little

Fall in love with a serious pastime

With the time when a flower blooms

You only took a picture next to me

A sunny day in May flashed lightning

In his lifetime, he will not be spared from meeting on a narrow road

Suddenly tangled curves grew in the palms of the hands

Before being sensible, it doesn't take a day to be emotional

That year changed a life

If you can't keep it, you can't count it as a passing year

Meet a fireworks show

With the time of a reincarnation

The purple microstar stream came over and didn't have time to say goodbye

It's been a light year away from me......

Everyone's interpretation of this song is different, but Zhang Fengyi has his own understanding, his encounter with Fang Longxing when he was young was arranged by fate and could not be avoided. It was this fate that made his feelings for him change qualitatively and quantitatively. However, the good times did not last long, and fate separated them again.

Ignorant, he didn't have time to say goodbye to his beloved solemnly, and from then on, they didn't see each other again. That is, in that year, his life changed a lot, and he spent a lot of time, and he did not completely forget that person, nor did he remove him from his heart, and they seemed to be forever entangled in the course of his life.

Falling in love with him like an angel, believing in the language of the devil, and his vows binding and torturing the first half of his life like a spell, who can predict the fate of tomorrow? The heart is filled with infinite sorrow, which is a painful realization......

Fang Longxing couldn't help but have a lot of emotion when he heard it, they had already missed too much, too much! didn't accompany him to experience the growth of the cardamom years, didn't accompany him through the rebellious period of youth, and didn't even accompany him through the most important turning point in his life, missed all the beautiful years, time flies, how much youth is left, and how much time can they squander again? They can't afford to waste it, and now they can only struggle and desperately grasp the tail of youth......

After that, there was another song sung by Celine Dion, the theme song of the movie "Titanic" "My Heart is Eternal", the atmosphere in the car was still silent, they all fell into their own thoughts, and they all wandered in their inner world.

"My Heart is Eternal" brought a lot of impact to Fang Longxing's heart, stirring up every nerve in him, he remembered the heroine Rose in the movie, and the love of parting with her lover to death, what kind of torture is that? He and his Feng Yi have been separated, and he can understand the pain too well.

His heart couldn't help but shudder, his little phoenix, will he like this song "My Heart is Eternal"? Or is it just a coincidence? He carefully pondered the lyrics, hoping to find clues belonging to Zhang Fengyi's inner world from above, and sometimes, people do place their feelings in music, especially in some lyrics and can't extricate themselves.

In the dreams of every silent night

I can see you and touch you

So be sure that you are still waiting

Travel through that long distance of time and space

You gently come back to me

Tell me, you're still as obsessed as you were yesterday

No matter where you are or where you are

I have never doubted the attachment of the heart

When you push open that door again

Standing clearly in my heart

My heart is eternal, my heart is eternal

Love was once ignited in an instant

And the legend that lasted a lifetime

Until we are tightly integrated

Love used to be a wave in my heart

I held the moment it swelled

My life is no longer lonely

No matter where you are or where you are

I have never doubted the attachment of the heart

When you push open that door again

Standing clearly in my heart

My heart is eternal, my heart is eternal

True love never fades

You're by my side to make me fearless

I know that my heart will not shrink back

We will always be together

This will be your safe haven

My heart is eternal, my heart is eternal!

Fengyi, my Fengyi, my little phoenix, it's me who is not good, it's all because I'm sorry for you, I'm too willful, too bastard, too confused, and too nonsense, because my absurdity has made us lose too many precious things, today I want to say to you:

"No matter what happens in the future, I hope to have a desperate love with you; a love that can't help itself; a love that is dominated by oneself and connected to each other's fates and cannot be escaped; A vigorous love; an earth-shattering love; a sea of dry love; A love that is unprecedented! If you still know the former me, you will definitely forgive me who loves you so much that I am obsessed with it now! ”

He wants to redeem the good that has passed, reverse all the unfavorable situations, and turn everything into its own track. He will definitely make Zhang Fengyi pay attention to himself again and fall in love with him for the rest of his life.

followed by another song "Long Absent Man", please God, what are you kidding? These songs are too appropriate, right? Maybe it's providence, Wang Haitao also downloaded it indiscriminately, who knows but it reminds them of each other's past, if they knew that it would be like this, I believe Wang Haitao would never do such a stupid thing. This is the person who downloads the song unintentionally, but the person who listens to the song does it! No matter what kind of song they hear now, it will tie the fates of both people.

Who doesn't look forward to meeting again after a long absence? Life is a process of division and integration, who is the guest in whose life? Who is the only one in whose life? Who can be the eternal in whose life? Inside Love: Who Falls in Love With Whom? Who's waiting for whom? Who waited for whom? Who guarded whom? Who's burdened by whom? Who's sorry for whom? Who failed whom? Who deceived whom? Who betrayed whom? Who doesn't know who to cherish......

"Fengyi, we haven't seen each other for more than twenty years, right?" After a period of contemplation, Fang Longxing first broke the silence between the two of them with only the sound of music in the car, he wanted to become active, he wanted to take the initiative to understand his Fengyi, and he wanted to let everything have an inseparable intersection with his own life.

Wang Haitao saw Fang Longxing ask questions first, and casually lowered the volume of the song, and he also had to pay attention to the content of the chat between the two of them.

"Yes! I haven't seen each other for more than 20 years, and time flies! Both of us have reached the age of standing before we know it. Hearing his question, Zhang Fengyi replied with emotion and a little sadness, his magnetic voice was slightly hoarse and vicissitudes because of the long silence.

"How have you spent the past 20 years?" Fang Longxing is a person who wants to say what he thinks directly, this may be related to the fact that he has lived abroad since he was a child, and he doesn't know much about Chinese euphemism. Especially when dealing with his beloved, he doesn't want to be unreal, he doesn't want to express his thoughts too tactfully, and the questions he asks are more straight to the point.

"I ...... There is nothing but study and work. "What Zhang Fengyi said is not false at all, his life is so monotonous and boring.

"Don't you have nothing else in your life besides studying and working?" Fang Longxing's face was puzzled.

"Otherwise, what do you think I should have?" Zhang Fengyi saw Fang Longxing chatting with him unabashedly, and he also talked to the other party in his most sincere way, which was the least etiquette. He didn't even notice that this was actually a psychological hint to that person. Of course, he won't admit it himself: in fact, I've been waiting for you.

"For example, personal relationship problems, haven't you had a girlfriend so far?" Fang Longxing knew that this kind of question hit the nail on the head, but what other words could he find at this moment, could he be so direct as this question, and could he still achieve his goal? I know his work dynamics well, and I don't want to talk too much about his personal problems in front of my father. It's a fact that he didn't get married, otherwise he wouldn't be able to wait until today to come back. In the past few years of catching up with his lover, and even his Feng Yi's personal relationship problems, it is unknown how many relationship experiences he has had. He now has to thoroughly understand and master everything about Him for the atonement of Him and the redemption of Himself in the future.

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