Chapter 583: The Beautified Me

Chang Shenghua noticed this small detail of the lighter, and his eyebrows moved, but it was not obvious.

The lighter seemed a little at a loss, and the cigarette butt poked twice before hitting the ashtray, and then he immediately stood up and saluted Chang Shenghua - in You-Kno-ho at that time, they were considered superior-subordinate relations.

Chang Shenghua raised his hand to signal that the lighter did not need to be so restrained, and then sat down opposite him, and his tone was as ordinary as an old friend meeting: "Why didn't you say it in advance when you came over?" I almost missed it. ”

The lighter gave her a fixed look, "No, it's just nearby, and I heard Dean say you're out there, so I'll stop by." ”

Dean is Svende's hacker codename, and Chang Shenghua immediately knew it.

The lighter should have been on a business trip nearby, and then Swende kept in touch with the bookbag, and the lighter knew that she was not currently in the army station, so he simply asked Swende to help cover up his whereabouts, and made a detour to find Chang Sheng.

The lighter also knew that his careful thinking would definitely not be able to hide from Chang Sheng's painting, but seeing that Chang Sheng's painting was calm and naturally did not have any unusual expression, he spontaneously felt a strong sense of frustration, so that the lighter could hardly hang the expression on his face.

In this regard, the lighter could only hand over the menu and hurriedly disguised: "I just ordered two dishes, you can watch and add them." ”

Chang Shenghua glanced at the dishes he ordered, and said quietly: "Well, okay, I'll add two, I've been abroad a lot in the past few years, and my taste has changed a little." ”

“…… Is it? The lighter's expression was tinged with bitterness.

- The dishes he ordered were all things that Chang Shenghua ate more often back then, but in fact, he couldn't be sure that they were the flavors that Chang Shenghua liked.

However, after so many years, people who are in love with the old ones again...... There will also be new changes.

Lighter used to love to draw and raise the bar with Chang Sheng during You-Kno-ho, and he picked on thorns when he encountered trouble, but Chang Sheng's personality at that time was much more unique than now, and he didn't care much about him, in fact, the relationship between the two of them cannot be said to be very familiar.

But at this moment, looking at the lighter's appearance of wanting to speak and stopping, Chang Shenghua sighed in her heart, and after the waiter served the food, she took the initiative to ask: "Is there anything wrong with looking for me?" ”

Chang Shenghua said this naturally, but the implication was also very clear - she didn't have any idea of renewing the past, and there was no need for this between them.

The lighter looked at Chang Shenghua with a complicated expression, "Longevity Flower, you are still the same as before, and you have never done things with emotion." ”

Chang Shenghua was noncommittal, "It also depends on who it is, doesn't it?" ”

At least when she treated the lion cub, her emotional thinking, which rarely moved, sprung up like mushrooms after a rain, overpowering her rational thinking.

Chang Sheng's words were unkind, and the lighter was stunned for a while, and then said, "You look good." ”

"It's not that it seems," Chang Shenghua corrected, "I'm doing well." ”

The lighter really laughed bitterly at this time, "You don't even bother to explain." ”

Chang Shenghua calmly picked up the dishes on the table, chewed them slowly and said, "I don't have to, not to mention that my explanation may cause your misunderstanding and make my family unhappy, isn't it?" ”

Although her methods are the simplest and crude, they are also the most effective, which is good.

The lighter was shocked by the straightforwardness of Chang Sheng's painting, and he didn't speak for a long time.

Chang Shenghua didn't mind, beckoning the lighter to eat and eat like no one else, just like a reunion of old friends after a long absence.

Her attitude was so natural that the lighter had to suppress her overly impetuous emotions so as not to spoil the seemingly lively atmosphere.

- The longevity flower is really as ruthless as before, he is referring to...... In the treatment of people she doesn't care about.

An indescribable sadness welled up in the lighter's heart, which had been hovering for many years after he learned of the death of the seventh squad, even now that he had learned that Chang Shenghua himself was still alive in this world.

Just as he had no reason to retire with a photo of the Seventh Squad, the fact that Chang Sheng's painting was still alive had nothing to do with him, so much so that there was no need to even give a notice.

…… should have understood a long time ago, why bother to suffer from hardship?

Chang Shenghua glanced at the look on the lighter, and knew that some signs had been pinched into slag by her, so she didn't say anything more.

Look, how good she is at dealing with this kind of thing, but the little lion always eats all kinds of weird dry vinegar, which is really annoying~!

Thinking of this, Chang Sheng's mind couldn't help but run to Ning Shaoming's side, thinking about what he was busy with now.

The lighter noticed her wandering, and couldn't help but be a little stunned, and took the lead in lowering her head before Chang Sheng's painting came over.

When he was almost finished, Chang Shenghua went straight to the topic again and asked, "Is there something wrong with you coming to me?" ”

The lighter's fingertips curled slightly, "...... It's about doves and brutes. ”

Chang Shenghua nodded, "So? ”

The lighter looked at her and said in a harsh voice, "I can take care of you." ”

Chang Sheng frowned, "I seem to have asked Dean to tell you that this matter will be taken over by the 'empty gun', and none of you should get involved." ”

In itself, they joined forces to overturn the case of Guan Yunzhuang, which violated You-Kno-ho's various regulations after the members retired, and in the case of non-necessity, Chang Shenghua still didn't want the lighter to cause them to get too involved in these things......

What's more, Chang Shenghua wants to completely hide Miao Fengxian's affairs, the truth of many things is untouchable, and people need a beautiful coat of hypocrisy to live better.

The lighter was slightly stunned, "I know, but their actions have limitations, the 'empty gun' can't interfere in the internal affairs of country Z, I have someone on hand, I can help you check and fill in the gaps." ”

In fact, the proposal of the lighter was not out of line, he knew that Chang Shenghua had united several forces, but those forces were in cooperation with her, and he was not completely trustworthy.

And the Kuang family can only be responsible for the logistics part, if they follow Chang Sheng's painting to the front line, it will be the result of delay.

If it had been a few days ago, Chang Shenghua would have agreed to the addition of lighters, but now she shook her head, "I already have a group of trustworthy helpers." ”

The lighter thought of something, and smiled bitterly, "Is it the person Ning Shao found for you?" ”

Chang Shenghua was very calm, "Hmm. ”

The lighter couldn't help but say: "This is our 'empty gun' own internal matter!" ”

Chang Shenghua didn't speak, just looked at him fixedly.

The head that had just been heated by the lighter was splashed down by her basin of water, and it was completely cold, "...... Sorry, I'm being emotional. ”

Chang Shenghua is very calm, "It's okay, after leaving the 'empty gun', everyone wants to be an emotional and normal person." ”

The lighter was silent for a moment, "What about you?" ”

Chang Shenghua smiled, "I also have someone who can be emotional." ”

"You ......," the lighter lowered his eyes, "it doesn't really look like something you can say." ”

Chang Shenghua shook his head, "People always change, too much time has passed." ”

The lighter's face showed a bit of a trance, "You're right, too much time has passed. ”

The Chang Sheng painting in front of her has been polished by time to show the traces of the precipitation of the years, her appearance is young, but her temperament is mature and elegant, with a sharp strategic, she may be flamboyant, but she is no longer so aggressive.

And what did Chang Sheng's paintings, which were less than twenty years old, look like?

She is cold, arrogant, full of spikes, and when she looks at a person, her cold eyes cut through people's skin like blades, and can stab people's pain.

She can work with teams and has normal human feelings, but she is lonely, out of place, and out of touch with everyone and even all groups.

But she didn't care, and even enjoyed the quiet and comfort brought by loneliness, the world was like dust in her eyes, and she was willing to jump into the whirlpool of dust, and she was born into the world.

In the eyes of the lighter, who was not very old at the time, Chang Shenghua was like the unruly bad girl in the story, who could wander with her bags at any time, wave her hand, and her head would not look back, no one could catch up, and occasionally looking back and smiling could make people crazy.

…… He longs for that kind of Chang Sheng's painting too much, she is like an untouchable dream, and it is also like a red butterfly fluttering in the green forest, the butterfly flies in a distant dream, stimulating the heart that is unwilling to be ordinary in people's hearts.

Every man may eventually marry a good wife and mother, but there is such a red butterfly hidden in his heart, which represents the presumptuousness that breaks through the cage of the world, breaks the inherent uninhibition of life, and stirs up waves on the heart lake.

It is not a dirty desire, nor a heavy love, but a yearning for freedom – and at that time, Chang Sheng's paintings represented the freedom that lighters were pursuing.

But the lighter had tried to get close to Chang Sheng's painting countless times, but in the end, she was so frozen by her indifferent eyes that she didn't dare to take a step forward.

Back then, he didn't dare to lean on the past, but now he has the courage, but he has no chance to lean on the past, and even the lighter is sometimes at a loss - was he in love with the lonely girl back then, or the loneliness that the girl enjoyed?

Chang Shenghua looked at the blankness in the eyes of the lighter, shook his head and said: "Lighter, I'm dead - I mean, you think I'm dead, so many years have passed, all my bad has been deified by you, death can beautify a person's memory, do you really think that what I am in your eyes is really me?" ”

The lighter looked at her stunned.

Chang Shenghua said in a low voice: "I've crawled back from hell, lighter, you should also come out." ”

The lighter suddenly said hurriedly: "If I had been one step earlier...... A little earlier......"

Chang Shenghua looked at him calmly, "When you meet that person, you will find out - one step earlier, one step later, as long as the time is not right, then this person will not be yours." ”

The lighter stopped talking, but his eyes were clearly red.

Chang Shenghua walked out of the restaurant alone, not in a hurry to get into the car, but stood on the side of the road and looked at the blue sky overhead.

The weather is so nice today and the sun is so warm.

Chang Shenghua took out his mobile phone and took a photo of the sky.

Since the little lion was not by her side, she filmed this scene and shared it with him in the future, so she said how beautiful it was and how white the clouds were, and she ...... I miss him a lot.